-finding my burberry scrunchie that i thought i left at an ex's house
-powerade's
-things i really want coming together beautifully and perfectly like magic
-losing weight
-seeing i lost another pound and that the weight is coming off without even trying
-my face getting thinner
-having such smooth, young skin
-my primary doctor prescribing me b-12 weekly injections since my b-12 is really low which will surely help me lose weight and makes sense as another kickstarter/piece of the puzzle since my metabolism has felt so slow the last few years
-clean clothes
-my friend J cash-apping me money
-working the other day which i needed after a stall of missing jobs due to anxiety and fear of things not going well and my boss being great to work with and that it wasn't awkward seeing him(i had worked with him before a few years ago and he knows an ex of mine) and my job going well
-prayer
-clean socks
-tibetan singing bowls
-positive affirmations
-fashion
-air conditioning
-my starbucks drink i like getting sometimes and how good it was today
-the book on hsp i've been reading and how helpful it's been for me
-learning
-enjoying myself a little at the festival i worked at the other day
-getting a mango colada at the festival i worked at the other day-
-makeup
-playing with my cats on the back porch and how impressed i am with them first for how they responded to a dog barking by going right back in the house and not being too shaken up, then today being able to sit a little and chill in between wandering and i could even turn away for a second or two and trust the other one not to go away but sit patiently and stay where he's at. how fun it was to let them have outdoor time and get some cute pictures of them
-enjoying a nice walk the other day and some sun
-lip flips
-relaxation
-massages
-marion being there for me at least somewhat
-how helpful my mom has been with cleaning my place
-sunshine
-how much more lifted my mood has been on wellbutrin
-finishing emptying the last closet in my apartment
-my creativity
-updating my resume
-music
-having desires
-feeling my feelings and processing things and healing
-perspective-staying
-staying determined and persevering
--sweet memories
--memories and feelings that feel pleasantly alive
--movies
-the breeze through my window
-sunsets
-baby wipes
-cuteness
-beauty
-the miracle of the church rental assistance coming through. I had been praying in distress for some kind of miracle and a day or two later, after having given up on the church assistance ever coming through and i think the landlord did too, i got an email saying it was approved and being sent! Which buys me more time, and has to relax my landlord at least a little bit.
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