GRATITUDE LIST

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-more little reconnection things. so cool.
-lavender
-water
-getting room cleaned and more things organized
-shopping
-perspective
-yin yoga
-surrender
-kindness
-feeling nurtured
-feeling like life is trying to make me happy
-my style
-my cheekbones
-my young face
-my hair
-that i get to get my haircut tomorrow. been almost a year since i got it professionally styled
-little gray baby kitten's eye seeming to be doing a little better
-sportsbras
-having a nice chest
-catching up on some reading and seeing the book i've been reading as quite helpful now
-coloring
-calmness
-taking life one day at a time
-something to get excited about
-goals
-feeling secure
-feeling abundant
-therapy. it's one thing i had resisted but actually enjoy having in my arsenal of wellness tools
-protein drink M made me today
-rest
-deep cleansing breaths
-prayer
-practicing some visualization today
-meditation
-gratitude
-my laptop
-seeing life work out for me
-cats
-laughter
-smiling

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-water
-allowing myself to slow down
-ice cubes
-deep cleansing breaths
-the delicious biscuits i had today
-candy
-getting my hair cut today
-cats
-handling my anxiety challenge today and becoming little by little more and more competant and overcoming my anxiety issues
-M putting $25 in my account last night
-meditation
-M stopping at whole foods and asking me if i need anything and picking up some things for me including my lavender oil i just ran out which was awesome
-getting my diffuser in the mail today and how great it works
-yoga
-the tibetan music i'm listening to right now which is slowing my mind down and feels wonderful
-feeling like all is well,and all is fine
-newness
-excitement
-socks
-my eyeglasses
-finding out i should be able to get a ride to my dentist appointment friday
-feeling ready to order first marketing material for new business this year
-my creativity
-looking young
-inspiration
-ashwagandha
-more job opportunities coming in today
-feeling at peace
-comfort

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-yin yoga
-ice cold water
-ordering promo material for business venture last night
-my essential oil diffuser
-essential oils
-rest
-naps
-my style
-my new haircut
-my beauty
-having a young face
-deep cleansing breaths
-adding more money to my set aside money
-my phone
-finding more yin yoga inspiration
-coming to decisions and feeling at peace with them
-lavender
-hot tea
-relaxing
-coffee
-my meds
-sweets
-meditation
-prayer
-getting some more things done today
-my new eyeglasses
-cats
-creativity
-things to look forward to
-having a ride for my things to do thursday and friday
-inspiration
-being young
-smiling
-learning more about who i am

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-seeing G today. I had a little worry I wouldn't see him again,but yet a semi strong feeling I would. Then,in the beginning of the shift,I started to think maybe I wouldn't and that's ok ,and right as I started stretching,he came in. He made some kind of joke,but I couldn't hear what he said. Maybe something flirty? I tried analyzing later and realized that would've been maybe inappropiate though,so maybe not? He has such a sweet,polite demeanor. I really enjoy him being around,though he makes me nervous. I joked with him that he always comes in when i'm stretching.I was a little more confident today which was good. He didn't chat with me afterwards today,but it was actually strangely busy today after having not been busy for awhile and he stayed the longest so i'm thinking,possibly he didn't because of the other guys there and feeling too shy,or like it'd be too difficult. But,that could just be me being hopeful. Even,still,he was the first one who came in on my shift,and somehow it all feels sort of "right" and even storylike how it's all playing out with him showing up and it suddenly being busier then usual. Very meet-cute the first 3 times of us meeting.
-yoga pants
-my job at the yoga studio
-yin yoga
-getting my eye pillow today and it looking even cuter then i thought it would
-the beautiful cat who comes to my yard that I call "mom"
-deep cleansing breaths
-my stylish haircut
-makeup
-coffee
-doing my 2nd week now of going 2 days a week without soda. it's a little hard,but it feels important.
-that i get to go to the dentist tomorrow
-my essential oil diffuser
-being given money today
-adding more money to my set aside account
-depositing cash i had on me finally
-getting a draft 2 done on my most recent article i'm working on
-feeling like i get a lot of positive attention for my looks
-ice cold water
-cake pops
-my phone
-inspiration
-doing my anxiety challenge today and also finally checking out a cool lunch spot that had been a place i wanted to try for years and is a block away from my job
-meditation
-having class
-looking young
-my eyeglasses
-music
-newness
-transformation
-reconnection

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-being able to have soda today
-going to the dentist today and how nice he was
-ice cold water
-the cat family that comes to our yard.
-my beauty
-job offers kicking in again a little bit
-finding out my check was just mailed
-M being nicer to me lately
-my eyeglasses
-coffee
-the little mini-cupcakes i got today
-going to the pool today and getting some sun. was sweating from sitting out there and then the water in the pool felt amazing.
-my sunglasses
-yoga
-yoga pants
-chakra music and thetas
-music
-feeling secure
-feeling abundant
-rest
-feeling relaxed
-fashion
-my sense of style
-walking
-manifesting things i want
-deep cleansing breaths
-stretches
-newness
-possibility
-feeling open
-acupressure
-the internet
-the line of my lips
-great deals

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-ice cubes and ice cold water
-my strength
-my sophistication
-my style
-my haircut
-my beauty
-cats
-confirming another job today and getting some positive perspective about august financial goals
-my stomach being really flat today
-having very smooth skin
-having nice thin legs
-getting along more with M again
-balsamic vinegar
-mustard
-finding an amazing deal on a chemical peel last night that i purchased which was on my list of things to try
-getting more things organized
-setting some tentative deadlines for things
-coffee
-candy
-getting a new pitch idea for work
-doing a mini sidewalk driving lesson. didn't go so well since it's been so long since doing regular driving lessons. but,was good try and be on the road again
-having a cute,young look
-the diffuser in my room
-rest
-my vitamins
-my meds
-that animals tend to like me
-finding out that according to my insurance packet online,root canals actually ARE covered
-doing a nice theta musics meditation today
-prayer
-my peacock eyepillow i used during my meditation.
-music
-feeling secure
-feeling abundant
-smiling
-laughing
-love

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-my strength
-going to the pool today
-water
-that i'm able to go two days a week without soda
-my favorite sunglasses
-the starbucks frappucino M got me today
-socks
-M getting me new yoga pants and socks today
-naps
-rest
-vegan food
-entertainment
-getting the little downstairs area cleaned for the cats
-the cat family that comes to the yard
-my laptop
-music
-my kind heart
-my haircut
-my style
-getting more organized in my room
-minimalism
-surrender
-prayer

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-my eyeglasses
-water
-M giving me money for the uber i have to take tomorrow
-getting my check today
-going to the psychiatrist today and getting a new med to try and off the last one i did not like
-tension going away with me and M's husband
-the cats that come to the yard
-buying cat food for the cats that come to the yard
-good bras
-socks
-surrender
-getting a social invite that i think i can do from a former good friend of mine. it'll be my first social outing since my new living situation
-ease
-my peacock eye pillow
-doing a little anxiety challenge today and how much stronger and competant i'm getting with things like that
-the positive transformation coming about in me
-starting to feel more filled,and settled now
-being present in the moment and taking life one day at a time
-a nice journaling session that helped me last night
-chakra music which always raises my vibe
-music
-softness
-reassurances
-stretches

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-healthy digestion
-basil
-the awesome smoothie at the juice bar i tried today
-the pep in my step i get after doing an anxiety challenge
-working today
-my strength
-more work offers kicking in today
-getting more offers and a compliment on my honest when i called the boss about being late
-remembering an important detail about G that makes me wonder if there is something special about him. the first time we met,he made a comment about my business i mentioned and the name and quantum physics that stuck out to me. It's been an interest,and passion of mine,and that he caught onto the title relating to that really stood out to me back then. on top of that,he seems to mark everything on my what i want in a guy list thus far of what i know of him,so maybe there is something to pay attention to.
-the baby kitten opening up to us more,and rolling around and showing us her stomach. she is so cute and looks like a tiny mini-me version of her mother.
-vegan food
-getting my check yesterday
-not having to work tomorrow and that i can use tomorrow to catch up on phone calls
-ahimsa
-inspiration
-finding out i was wrong about a paranoia of mine with ex best friend the other day
-stretches
-the anxiety challenge i did today which was so good for me,and in a way was 3 challenges,though 2 were things i had done recently already but even so,i am building more and more and it feels great.
-my eyeglasses
-coffee
-my phone
-great deals
-calmness
-surrender
-that the kittens eyes are looking better and as if they are healing
-cotton balls
-earning money
-uber pool
-my venus dimples
-having a toned lower body
-my dancer's poise

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-yoga
-water
-newness
-music
-cleaning my laptop and phone
-cleaning and organizing my room
-the internet
-the cats that come to the yard
-that the kitten's eyes seem to be healing
-deep cleansing breaths
-catching up on phone calls today
-donkeykicks exercise move
-cupcakes
-coffee
-finding out my insurance does cover root canals and getting referrals for dentists closer to me
-rose oil and how amazing it smells in my diffuser
-confirming another job today so august financial goals are now met
-how much more competant and capable i've become over the years and again over the months
-my eyeglasses
-relaxation
-inspiration
-fashion
-surrender
-plucking my eyebrows tonight and doing just about or almost as good as a job as when i go get them threaded
-face massage
-head massage
-clorox wipes
-reflection and feeling my feelings
-donating to my favorite farm animal charity today
-my kind heart
-my job at the yoga studio
-kindness