GRATITUDE LIST

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-bike riding 12 miles today
-beautiful weather today. the breeze that says fall is near.
-good therapy session today
-water
-the diffuser in my room
-tea
-cute clothes,fashion,and style
-makeup and making my makeup look really good today
-getting some more organizing and cleaning done
-relaxation
-new ideas
-strong positive inner knowings
-rest
-forgiveness
-accomplishing another anxiety challenge today. getting myself to and back from something in a neighborhood where there was fear.
-sweaters
-my eyeglasses
-wanderlust

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-snacks
-my eyeglasses
-having the house to myself for a bit
-getting new charger for my laptop bought for me
-getting $50 put in my account yesterday
-meeting attractive people
-being attractive
-buying makeup today
-working the last two days and getting off very early
-being flirted with
-meeting people who inspire me
-neck stretches
-doing some reading today
-coffee
-a good meditation last night helping me realize why i'm here
-all the goals i've been accomplishing
-taking uber alone to and from a ghetto neighborhood
-getting over my fear of bad neighborhoods more and more which is huge since that big subconscious fear for the last few years
-finding out M may want to go shopping tomorrow
-getting to spend some extra time with my brother'scat by bringing him over since M is out of town and cat sitting. That was so nice.
-finding out my mom will take my brothers cat is she has to when it comes to time my dad moves which was so stress relieving to hear and is the perfect place really so he can be with his brother
-entertainment
-rose oil and how much i love it in my diffuser
-getting more money in my setaside account
-my amazing clinique mascara
-yoga pants
-chlorophyll
-deep cleansing breaths
-excitement for the autumn season

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-healthy digestion
-coffee
-sertraline
-M taking me shopping yesterday and to dinner
-the super adorable white dress i bought that's perfect for fall

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-M saying she will take me to california in december
-getting my favorite perfume yesterday which was an awesome manifestation
-avoiding D and R yesterday
-M getting me a whole foods which i wanted
-new conditioner with argan oil in it

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-M offering me to possibly go with her to a fitness seminar
-nightskies and how beautiful it was last night
-the outdoor cat family
-music
-makeup

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-essential oils
-having house to myself for a little while
-getting a free perfume with the other perfume i got
-art
-inspiration

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-the highlights in my hair
-feeling my feelings and trying to see life as an adventure
-pinterest
-models
-newness
-positive change

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-my mood being uplifted the last few days
-getting a good sleep the other night
-M getting me presents from her trip to california
-the internet
-stretches
-my neck tension being gone(now time to work on shoulders)

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-yoga
-water
-ice cubes
-chemical peels
-makeup
-my new clothes i got
-my new perfumes i got
-my new skincare set i bought on a whim and how good it felt to be able to buy a little bit of an expensive purchase on a whim
-getting my checks yesterday
-finding out today my other checks for jobs i just did are on their way
-dental floss
-getting a lot done in the last few days
-having a travel that looks to be in the works
-putting some more money in my setaside account
-buying chocolate covered strawberries with a nice note for a friend
-donating some money to a charity i like
-protein drinks M makes me
-buying cinnamon oil since fall is near and am in the mood for fall things
-getting in touch with some people to see how they're doing and securing an interview from it
-feeling much more fearless these days. it's literally like what's anxiety?
-my hair
-the internet
-feeling abundant
-confirming a job for december
-emailing R and texting with him. i suddenly, after hearing some things about a certain someone thought what the hell,life's a mess and is so filled with drama,it's like a movie if you really think about it and somehow we ended up texting for the first time in years which was weird. it felt like maybe an energy thing,like maybe it's sensed i'm "freer" in a certain sense.
-compliments
-nightskies
-the visual beauty of the moon
-drinking more water again lately
-my moods seeming to be more uplifted lately
-roasted red pepper hummus
-more job possibilities
-my eyeglasses
-tea
-my bed

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-birthday cake mini muffins
-sertraline
-light
-getting a little bit of sleep last night
-the house computer i'm able to use