GRATITUDE LIST

[buttercup]

i just want to cry when i look at how much time has passed and how much older looking and settled,people i used to know now look. when did i become so old? so many things still like just yesterday,like i was still young. everything felt so unique then,and there was such a feeling of invincibility.
-feeling confident
-getting my note sent to R from my past
-remembering excitement again
-my chanel lip gloss
-my closet transforming to my dream wardrobe
-rest
-finishing my job today
-TV episodes on hulu
-getting a quote for enamel contouring from a dentist
-my style
-my beauty
-my computer
-my outside cats
-laughing
-weather not feeling too cold and the cats seeming to enjoy the snow
-having some alcohol before i sent the note
-things that move me emotionally
-that R still looks pretty attractive after all these years,unlike most people from that long ago i knew
trying out my new pine oil in the diffuser
-lemon bars
-coffee
-getting a ride to and from work

[buttercup]

-that I sent R from my past the message
-hot coffee
-sleep
-that the outside cat shelters seem to be working
-sweaters
-TV episodes on hulu
-frankincense oil
-a good dinner
-fashion
-doing some mirror affirmations
-taking a picture of some of the things i bought myself in the last weeks to remind myself of all the abundance
-the heater in my room
-listening to some root chakra balancing music
-getting my mom's cat and brother's cat a 6 foot tall cat tower
-buying a certificate for myself for an ayurveda treatment i've been wanting to try
-water
-getting my article done
-more and more ideas with money
-stretches

[buttercup]

-lights out
-my outdoor cats
-doing a yearly journaling reflection and gratitude list and finishing it today
-beautiful life moments
-gratitude
-sleep
-having pizza without cheese and fries for dinner
-soda pop
-hot coffee
-going for a drive tonight
-weather warming up a little
-deciding to buy M's friend D a gift for his dog
-nightskies
-being able to detach a smidge from the kittens and realize they are fine and are going to be fine
-R from my past,who i'll refer to as RC from here out,and how much he's inspired me lately
-the beauty products i use
-sweaters
-the new placement of my bed
-laughing
-interesting facts that inspire me to learn more
-my hair barrette
-how young my face and skin looks
-that i've now gotten the outdoor cats halfway through december
-stretches
-how beautiful and striking my eyes looked when i looked in the mirror earlier

[buttercup]

-going to whole foods the other day for shopping and finding some new things to try
-going to the mall for shopping the other day and getting new lingerie,sportswear,and mini skirt and sweater
-the bad cold winter day being over,and now possibly the worst of the season being over with!
-weather being a little warmer today
-water and how good it is.
-lipgloss
-lemon bars
-hot coffee
-coca cola
-T kitten from third litter sleeping with me today for a few hours
-hugs with T cat from first litter. she's got the sweetest spirit.
-getting T the mom cat to come in today to the house. she has not wanted to come in when i try to bring her,but today i guess she got curious seeing her children come in so when i held the door open for her,a minute or two later,she walked in so i shut the door and she wandered the house for a minute.
-optimism
-getting a little check deposited into my account today
-how enjoyable the little trip through my past i've been taking has been lately. it's so curious,as i havent found myself thinking much into this time phrase for so long,but now i find it feeling so alive,and like it was just recently,and the desire for it has been strong
-laughing at life
-sleep
-my medications
-sunlight
-the diffuser in my room as a nightlight
-heaters
-sweaters
-blankets
-healthy digestion
-nightskies
-stretches
-my eyeglasses
-socks and how comfy they are
-TV episodes on hulu
-confirming a job today
-my face looking so great lately and young
-the solar heated water bowl for the cats. i love it. makes things so much easier.
-getting packages in the mail
-writing out my new years intentions the other night
-sending a thoughtful message i felt inspired to send to a co-worker

[newfreedom]

Gratitude FOR:

• having money xX

[buttercup]

-my motivation level increasing
-strong positive inner knowings
-lip gloss
-confirming an exciting job today that i'm pretty sure is a manifestation of a desire from awhile i had wanted to manifest. i like when that happens,it's very affirming. will also look great for the resume
-weather getting warmer
-cats.i love them so much
-TV episodes on hulu
-TV clips on youtube
-inspiration
-romance
-relaxation
-my upcoming jobs
-sleep
-my warm comfy bed
-water
-hot coffee
-lemon bars
-stroopwafels
-ideas
-coca cola
-my beauty
-the diffuser in my room
-my style
-frankincense
-getting a little direction going on again in my life
-yoga
-my medications
-my skincare products
-squats

[buttercup]

-my style
-compliments
-christmas being over
-sleep
-my warm bed
-finding missed episodes on hulu on another site
-sweaters
-deciding to focus more on my body as a new years intentions
-the job i worked on friday and how fun it was
-inspiration
-yoga
-soda pop
-getting a new phone
-the heater in my room
-my outdoor cat family
-smiling
-my beauty
-that tomorrow is a new day
-the weather getting very warm for winter overnight
-that the days are now getting longer
-coffee
-smiling
-hair clips
-my kind heart
-being smart
-cleaning up my eyebrows
-cleaning and organizing my room
-art

[buttercup]

-the holidays being over
-being back home and out of the hospital
-treating myself to a chanel lipstick the other day
-doing some organizing
-my fashion sense
-the weather being nice out
-the kindness in others
-my book finally arriving
-learning a new word that i like
-my beauty
-my body getting nice and toned and tight
-yoga
-physical exercise
-sleep
-my medications
-my chanel lipgloss
-making money
-having insurance
-cats
-sweaters
-the way the cats make me feel loved
-water
-lemon flavoring
-coca cola
-a nice coffee and donuts after leaving the hospital
-having all my apps on my phone again
-my motivation
-TV episodes online of the show i like watching
-cutting ties to negative connections and negativity from last year
-great uber rates
-cleaning and organizing my top drawer
-the little heater in my room and how relaxing it feels
-being smart and empathetic
-having goals

[newfreedom]

• Xmas & New year celebrations being done with
• living in 'my' Home
• my 2 new bracelets - blk with 1 turquiose bead [L. Hand] & colours of the chakras bead bracelet [R. Hand]
• weather being dry & mild
• other humans
• that my face looks different , tone of skin , focus of eyes
• having physical body strength
• my lavender roll-on stick
• having clarity
• have 'speech' loud, clar, focused, powerful,articulate
• my hairdryer & the comfort it brings
• the fan
• foot massager
• computer
• 2 wht.dove lamp
• my new innoo aromatiser with led lights
• esential oils to use with it.
• my branch'staff'
• my branch wand
• the song 'different corner' - by George Michael

[buttercup]

-throat chakra and third eye solfeggios musics
-an amazing class last night that taught me some new moves to incorporate
-being able to get dressed up
-water
-sleep
-my comfortable bed
-delicious coffee and pink frosted sprinkle donuts upon waking. the little things brighten my day
-sunshine
-my outdoor cats
-scheduling another class from the package i bought
-buying the tinted moisturizer i've been saving up for
-doing a nice yin yoga session tonight
-my goals
-that my vibration has been rising a little bit and i've been remembering happiness and "allowing" again
-my beauty
-having a young look
-going to work tomorrow. i've been on break and i think it'll be good for me to be back
-getting more done today
-sweaters
-bananas
-sandwiches
-coca cola
-surrender
-being easy on myself
-the book i've been reading
-meditating today. i love the clarity meditating brings me
-inspiration
-finding a gorgeous boutique of flowes with great reviews and pics that are much less expensive then most flower boutiques online
-ideas
-M speaking to me today
-kindness in others
-the dryer machine being fixed
-my desires. lately i've been thinking how nice going to the beach would be and about a vacation
-my venus dimples
-doing affirmations today in the mirror
-my arms and shoulders starting to look more toned
-smiling