GRATITUDE LIST

[buttercup]

-bananas
-orange juice
-coffee
-the little heater in my room
-chipotle
-sleep
-my bed
-happy thoughts
-optimism
-finishing up my first course and getting a certificate from the course package i bought recently
-loose hamstrings
-a made bed
-tension fading more with M and even going to the gym with her today
-doing the stairmaster today
-physical exercise
-TV episodes online
-cats
-M saying she'd go to the movies with me for the movie i mentioned kind of wanting to see
-cute and funny things cats do
-my winter boots
-having nice teeth
-my beauty
-my style
-laughing at life
-feeling my feelings
-pinterest
-plants
-beauty
-my phone
-nicer weather in the daytime today
-sweaters
-having nice curves
-things picking up in some areas of work

[buttercup]

-TV episodes online
-reflecting on things
-remembering i've done a heck of a lot of things in my life,i've certaintely lived fully
-seeing life as like a story
-my bed
-cats
-cuteness
-the little heater in my room
-connection
-the unusually warm weather today
-yoga pants
-surrender
-mouthwash
-yoga
-music
-doing a little studying on the next course i'm working on
-getting a little work done today
-seeing a notice for first work thing,which is great,as my desire has been to see more of that kind of thing pop up in my reality
-seeing the law of attraction at work
-my heart chakra intention spray
-learning
-laughing
-comedy
-my unique beauty
-makeup
-coffee
-sweets
-my meds i'm
-calling my therapist today to talk about my anxieties.
-my winter boots
-tension fading more with M.
-M giving me money today
-great uber prices
-self forgiveness
-getting a massage today
-blankets
-the deepak chopra love affirmations meditation audio playing during my massage
-new experiences
-relaxation
-the positive ways i've been evolving
-feeling more connected lately,seeing my new year's resolution has been working!

[buttercup]

-cats and all the cute and silly thing they do
-sleep
-my bed
-sweaters
-doing a nice one hour stretch and tone workout
-chana masala
-sweets
-coffee
-trying to eat at least one nourishing meal today
-my medications i'm on
-water
-having a nice large chest
-my heart chakra intention spray
-meditation
-doing a nice journaling session today
-doing more studying today
-possibly booking a job for march that will exceed march financial goals
-lots of jobs and job opportunities popping up more and more in several career areas
-prayer
-exploring more with connection making sure to daily feel connection
-lower body getting nice and toned
-the weather being nice again in the daytime
-my beauty
-my hair barrette
-the internet
-TV episodes online
-laughing
-an invite from a friend
-meeting interesting people all the time
-being smart
-getting some work done
-ideas
-learning
-feeling my feelings
-reflecting a bit on what i want in a guy
-feeling inspired and motivated

[buttercup]

-cats
-my outdoor cat family
-orange juice
-doing a nice 1 hour intuitive stretch and strengthen exercise routine
-feeling sore and strong and good from yesterday's workout
-water
-coffee
-sweets
-sleep
-my bed
-the little heater in my room
-my meds
-doing some studying today
-working on strengthening my belief a little on certain things tonight
-going shopping at whole foods today
-cute valentines day things
-sending out more emails
-getting more things popping up for primary career
-TV episodes online
-beauty
-my beauty
-sweaters
-perfume
-things that reassure
-feeling more and more confident and accepting of myself
-things that make me happy and peaceful
-hope
-doing some more organizing today
- my hair barrette
-my poise and mannerisms
-inspiration
-laughing
-compliments
-my strength
-being smart

[buttercup]

-makeup
-sleep
-getting my certificate in my latest course i completed
-water
-a great workout last night at class and learning some new things and seeing improvement and that i'm getting better from classes previous
-music
-entertainment
-my bed
-the little heater in my room
-M helping me get something set up for the post office to get a refund
-possible little hmm "glitches in the matrix" things
-some possible positive news about S kitten as well as positive signs all around me and noticing it more
-fashion
-seeing that affirmations/intentions/heart desires do come true,even the randomest ones that may takes years to come. truly fascinating!
-seeing the law of attraction at work
-the internet
-getting my beliefs about certain things feeling stronger
-pinterest
-facebook
-positive changes
-being easy on myself
-the weather getting nicer again
-coffee
-gratitude
-colors
-art
-beauty products
-my beauty
-getting things more organized
-smiling
-newness
-creativity
-walking
-becoming more competant and confident
-seeing my stomach start to get some nice muscles
-being smart
-being talented
-becoming more productive
-the delicious italian bread i ate today
-cats
-T kitten sleeping with me
-deep cleansing breaths
-changing my thoughts
-changing my perceptions
-remembering all happy moments in my life,and all the things i've accomplished
-becoming new
-warm showers
-night skies
-relaxation
-peace
-my skin having become more moisturized the last few months from adding vegan omegas supplement to my diet
-having nice teeth
-having nice hair
-connection
-goals
-positive manifestations

[buttercup]

-realizing ever since starting therapy and starting meds and all the celebs who are "crazy" and on meds,that i can finally be more of myself and embrace moments that aren't perfect such as apathy,and not always strive for positive 100% of the time and in doing this,i actually become more confident,and more contented
-art
-creativity
-motivation
-the little heater in my room
-my bed
-the medications i'm on
-my new yoga pants from alo yoga and how great they look and feel
-chlorophyll
-coffee
-sweaters
-T kitten
-meditation
-feeling like more signs of coming closer to finding S kitten. today,a shelter that has been helping us had a kitten for us to look at. it wasn't her. but the fur was very similar to hers. this cat was older,though. and,i got my first call from someone who seen an ad i placed for S kitten. it wasn't her,either. this cat also looked older,but the person was very kind and said they would keep the cat if they didn't find the owner,and was encouraging saying their sister lost her cat,and found it months later.
-laughing
-having nice eyes
-water
-sleep
-forgiveness
-plants
-lip balms and moisturizers
-feeling clean
-acting
-my first career experiences
-getting some things done today despite sleeping most of the day
-starting the next course i'm doing
-getting some writing and editing done
-my ambition
-inspiration

[DarkChylde]

--the medications i'm on

oh hey now! me too!! what horrible trials I had to go through to get the right medication and the right dose.

I'm so glad we are both on medication we agree with.

Sending positive vibes your way sister , we are blooming girl , we can both feel it.

[buttercup]

oh hey now! me too!! what horrible trials I had to go through to get the right medication and the right dose.

I'm so glad we are both on medication we agree with.

Sending positive vibes your way sister , we are blooming girl , we can both feel it.

Thank you so much.Me going into therapy last year was a good decision I made.

[buttercup]

Well,I haven't seen W cat and T cat from first litter and T kitten from last litter has been a little sick and S kitten still missing. It's just all so strange and bizarre. I've been trying to keep my spirits up. W and T cat were the most loving of them all and T cat was such a success story having been one of the most afraid ones for months until we finally earned her trust and she would literally curl up in our arms instantly after that all the time and was just so loving and submissive to us,even following us to our cars,the garage,etc. it's very odd to have not seen them in the last few days. I have felt stressed and overwhelmed. I bit my lip in the middle of talking to hold back my tears about it earlier and started slowly crying thinking about it.
-valentines day chocolates
-art
-T kitten and how much he loves to cuddle with me
-getting M's husband to take me to the neighborhood to look for S kitten at 5:30 am
-coffee
-inspiration
-sleep
-feeling well rested today
-tension fading more with M. She caught me standing in the doorway this afternoon just standing there looking out. She was confused. I told her I was just looking for T cat. I was lost in thought about it. I think after a meltdown last night about other things,her and her husband have warmed up to trying a little more with me again. She took me to go for a walk today with her,then to her class and then to a bakery/cafe to pick up some sweets and then starbucks for coffee.
-the beautiful weather today. so warm. felt like summer.
-the beautiful night skies
-fashion
-my style
-my big wide eyes
-newness and the new changes i've been making and becoming
-L.E. The connection I feel with him. He seem to really get me and feels like my other half. It's so strange. I've never felt it this exact before. It's like what i've prayed and dreamed for. He says things that feel like me.i randomly decided to message him last night.i made sure it was not coming from a place of helplessness or feeling low and almost didn't do it,but decided i want to keep trying to break away from old rules i've had for myself
-organizing and throwing more things away
-yoga pants
-my new perfumes
-my heart chakra spray
-my bed
-M taking me to her yoga class and how great it was.i sweated a little bit and felt stronger and more capable doing the poses today
-a p.r sending me a beauty product i want
-all the paying jobs i have now confirmed for march which will make march another high earning month
-stomach exercises
-my stomach getting flatter and stronger
-seeing how cute it is H kitten warming up to me more and more
-having a kind heart
-being an interesting person
-having beautiful,wide young looking eyes
-my eyeglasses
-deciding to watch a movie online the other night
-my boss and how great she is
-watching the weird ways life unfolds and the mysteriousness of it all
-cuteness
-how beautiful my eye color is
-makeup
-chlorophyll
-my goals
-motivation
-apps on my phone
-masculine energy
-journaling
-happy thoughts
-music
-art
-being almost done with the article i've been working on
-being able to work in the industries i do

[buttercup]

I feel so helpless yet at the same time,possibly blocked(from meds) from feeling it fully. T kitten now manages to seem better which has eased some of my stress.
-M's husband buying me the hair color so i can touch up my hair since i'm feeling insecure since looking at a very brightly lit mirror last night.
-L.E and the connection i feel with him.
-getting a little bit of work done
-learning
-getting some studying done
-ideas
-creativity
-feeling lots of extra creativity bouncing out of me lately
-sleep
-T kitten sleeping with me last night and this morning
-coffee
-V confirming for me i'll either have a makeup artist for upcoming job or she's going to do it since she's a liscensed esthetician
-have a flexible back
-back stretches
-throat and third eye solfeggios i'm listening to
-art
-inspiration
-deep cleansing breaths
-doing a nice meditation session tonight
-ear plugs
-my peacock eye pillow
-how beautiful my eyes are
-my hair
-my stomach getting nice and strong and sculpted
-being an interesting person
-trying out my electric toothbrush i bought finally and how cleansing it felt
-my eyeglasses
-my nubian heritage olive oil and green tea body lotion
-having nice lips
-having a kind heart
-feeling my feelings
-connecting
-having dreams the other day RC from my past like me and was trying to tell me so
-my heart chakra spray
-pinterest
-getting things more and more organized
-beauty products
-chlorophyll
-beautiful summery weather today...in february..which is very strange for where i live
-becoming more flexible and loosening my hamstrings
-emotions
-happy thoughts
-prayer
-taking time for myself
-quiet