During last attempt was totally mind awake but breathing was slow steady like body was asleep had few fleeting glimpses of what I'm guessing was dream world but seemed like I was just watching the scene not in it no matter what I did couldn't make things clear I was in my chair then few strange glimpses of dream world or whatever it was then back in my chair when I found myself back in my chair I'd try and stare past my closed eyes and try and exit but no luck
Any advice is welcome starting to forget the feeling of real exit and doubt slipping into my mind