Re: Kundalini syndrome or schizophrenia?
Schizophrenia is essentially a condition where you lose context. For example, you might be watching TV and see a Britney Spears video and later, when you think about the video (because everyone's brain replays stuff all the time), you can't distinguish that it's just a memory and you think she was actually present in your living room and you build a story around that (because, again, everyone's brain does this; we weave events and memories into a story that we then call 'the truth'). The "hallucinations" of schizophrenia are not so much "seeing things that aren't there'. We ALL do that. We all have thoughts, memory flashes, hypnogogia, and more. It's just that most of us are able to understand these things contextually, i.e., "That was on television," "This is just something I'm thinking about," "That was a dream," and so forth.
However, if you are GENUINELY concerned that you might be schizophrenic, you MUST see a doctor. Schizophrenia has physical signs (and is probably mostly physical in nature), and if it goes untreated, it gets worse and worse.
What you describe doesn't sound like schizophrenia at all. Nor does it particularly sound like kundalini. Not every vision, flash of awareness, or other unusual phenomenon is due to something serious or something wildly metaphysical. The brain is a busy place.
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