Thanks. I feel embarrassed now at all I wrote. Its stuff from the past that is finished, over. I've been having a great positive time with lots of friends. But I got down and poorly Fri and it all fell apart. I need to get back in touch with positive good energy. As for your mom not admitting what she said I'm sure she never will. My ex called my mom the c word. Later said I'd made it up as she is a feminist who would never use the word.