Dreamy's Beau

**Timothy** · 10th April 2016, 04:44 PM

4/10 finds me 1000 miles N.E. of 4/7. Middle of the night crossing over blizzard snow covering mountains of the appalachians eastern continental divide, 4 wheelin' up nn over squalling slippery slopes.

My 22 hour road trip delivered me to my birthday location on the 8th... in the arms of my LES. Pure bliss since...the kind that makes your toes curl nn brain cell loss in a white out squal of another kind all twogether oned.

Ahhhhh....7 weeks to the day...of agonizing wait thru ensuing dramas that seemed to never be a ending.

But...love ever lovin amped up is what it is. Free People free people.

LETS be Us forever

**Timothy** · 11th June 2016, 05:46 AM

I am nothing, in You I see everything. Me

**Timothy** · 16th February 2016, 11:53 PM

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Theseus/Minotaur

"Love is itself a type of madness" ~ Orlando

"...the type which cures all others."

our greatest blessings come to us by way of madness~Phaedr.244.a

Divine Madness

0-Fool ... Pythagorean Tarot
Http://web.eecs.utk.edu/~mclennan/BA/PT/M0.html

Ground Rule: "...,The Lord Is One."

One People ~ One House ... One Family ~ One Home ... One Rule...

Peace Peace Peace
Http://youtu.be/gZxVj_SBqzk
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Rethe Hatu Reves~The Lord Ends All Dreams
I Will Wait Upon The Wind... http://youtu.be/aLkgn29j2C0
In Your Presence... http://youtu.be/okTKMaVrSYY
Freedom Reigns... http://youtu.be/VFmQEqDLP2k
JASON ~ HEALER (heal, cure)
In The Silence... http://youtu.be/dvv3m3rjnRI
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Eyes On Fire... http://youtu.be/IUGzY-ihqWc

**Timothy** · 12th March 2016, 06:42 AM

Tired

**IA56** · 12th March 2016, 11:06 AM

Originally Posted by Timothy

Tired

Tim, what worries you??

Love
ia

**Timothy** · 12th March 2016, 05:53 PM

Originally Posted by IA56

Tim, what worries you??

Love
ia

Well...if I outright tell you ia...you would think me crazy.

Metaphorically though, it's as if my right hand has turned against me, even to flog me at will. While with my left hand...I embrace my right hand holding it still, speaking whatever that would take away from my right hand...all the mounting-up hurt feelings that allow such a "thing" it's through access, as if my right hand were not mine at all. As soon as I let go with my left hand...this "thing" through my right hand again and again comes.

So...this "thing" is twofold; through mine it comes to directedly hurt me, and having come through mine...it leaves mine racked with confusion and hurt because they don't yet necessarily understand that it is not them.

Even at a thousand miles apart from oneanother, I've been to either place with mine, and through these who've never even heard or seen another's voice and actions; this "thing" is the very same...in tone, in content, in action...tearing a way through them as it twofold tears away at me.

There is a building understanding for everyone concerned, yet the frequency is such that what is building would seem as continuously destructed. However, I don't identify this as essentially negative, but rather this "thing" comes to in everyone touched...construct the indestructable, whereas we'd never been able of ourselves to see to have done so. So I beg us all to as our love...to patiently endure.

Yet, if I could reach through and grab up this "thing", I'd pull it through and END IT. So even I too within me possess that which I'd not otherwise recognize of myself...that would of my love protect mine from it. It's mighty confusing, begging for understanding and patience.

I am very tired.

Note: No, I don't reciprocate with mine as if it is they, I quite see that this "thing" through them isn't anything at all without them within which to animate it's purposeful impersonal energy through like energies otherwise remaining hidden to within us all concerned, as we find ourselves on the threshing floor...enduring the tares of enemies old...ReMoved. Therefore, tis...JUST...that ~ Holy.

Count it all Joy

"Love" as an "Idea" is the "Lie", Even as Love is all there IS remaining to stay in Truth that is Beauty si taht hturT.

Be-auut (uu=v)...Be-AVT, where Avt (hebrew) = Terrain of Jeu (Place for my Son's Being). In other words, through You be thy kingdom come, thy will be done. LOVE Ref. The Lord's Prayer - Matt.6 et all, yet 6:9-13

Love Hurts ~ http://youtu.be/WISogScYNXA

When every "thing" as evidence of love is gone, then nothing at all serves as LOVE, requiring not that leaves One left alone...that Love Alone Uprightly Stands as yet another One. John 13:34-35; 2John 1:4-6

...Same Same...
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.....POVERTY.....
Given A New Spirit
...A New Heart...

Dues...Come-Up-Pence...In for a Penny in for a Pound.

!!!OUCH!!!

Kings of Leon...The End
Http://youtu.be/L3GthWs65Ys

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Note: The Jeu Changer (SVS, Even Asher...ye Benjamin) Joy...pertaining to AVT. If you're not careful to under-stand the Letters, then youre Liable to hAve missed the BicurRing turning (Meta-Noia) of the Lord's face To-Ward You, Even Home in Deed Adoored, that BeHind (Sight) Him to...is that which You Ain'T, thrown over-head to within His ImPassion Ablaze Burning Up. Also, the consolidation of Romans-Hebrews is an hundred fold, to therein a 50|50 nigh unto nigh lined. Beware Loves...Be Very Self-Aware, Yes...for thy sake in&of Jame's...Yes. Holy T-Ouched Down Jacobus...Ya'akoV Matt.22:29-32

Fore...if thee a Gourd-Head be, under-stand Xactly THAT which IS to thee, lest Ex-Actly done be. Jo-Nah (Dove)...Matt.12:32

Word Up: To What IS this New Creature...that JUST to Whom...to HIM Self resolutely alike? Ah...sounds of You & Your's...Voicea in the Wild-Ere-NNess

El Shofar - http://youtu.be/WKxDROoOiyY - If not Now, when? To Day...from the House to the Porch to the Garden ...All...mine... (et)and to all Above & Below...Within & Without...Love Our's.

As said by Me to You my Lord...in the Day, You harm one hair on my Child and I will end You too. Yet, You...the body of...my Child IS. ForeGet not...The Living One...to ReMember. 25
Matt.22:42-46

5D Aquarius - http://youtu.be/l3QvYIx0mfQ

I am very tired.

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**IA56** · 12th March 2016, 06:11 PM

Originally Posted by Timothy

Well...if I outright tell you ia...you would think me crazy.

Metaphorically though, it's as if my right hand has turned against me, even to flog me at will. While with my left hand...I embrace my right hand holding it still, speaking whatever that would take away from my right hand...all the mounting-up hurt feelings that allow such a "thing" it's through access, as if my right hand were not mine at all. As soon as I let go with my left hand...this "thing" through my right hand again and again comes.

So...this "thing" is twofold; through mine it comes to directedly hurt me, and having come through mine...it leaves mine racked with confusion and hurt because they don't understand that it is not them.

Even at a thousand miles apart from oneanother, I've been to either place with mine, and through these who've never even heard or seen another's voice and actions; this "thing" is the very same...in tone, in content, in action...tearing a way through them as it twofold tears away at me.

I am very tired.

Tim, I would not think you are crazy.
I feel you fight yourself too hard....please come to acceptance and embrace you as you are .,...for now....it will pass...relax and accept.

I send peace and love to you...Trust the existence and the process.

Feel all are okay...and well....

You feel tired because you fight and block the flow of energy...relax.

Love
ia

**Timothy** · 21st March 2016, 04:55 AM

It is said that the only thing to fear is fear itself. This being the fear within you as that being feared.

Contrarily...we might see this statement, don't be afraid of being afraid, such that from within where the feared fear is, to within this internal fear make your reverse stance outward by not being afraid to be afraid.

Such that these two extinguish each other like two fires....one wild and one back set, that they meeting have nothing left between them to burn.

**Timothy** · 20th March 2016, 10:32 PM

Just took my first walk in almost two years. It's windy and cold, went up on the hill next to a pond. My right leg hurt so very bad dragging it and leaning on my cane. Had two of my dogs with me. The sun on its way down, but high enough to shine down thru the clouds with an array of lighted shafts. Looked like a scene out of an epic movie. So cold...I'm still shivering.

Thawing out....my two Border Collies walked with me just like we'd never missed one day of walking...been two years. Brings tears to my eyes at how perfect them two walked along with me. I was afraid that they had forgotten me.I ain't no youngin anymore...this frikkin leg a mine feels dead when I push it. I'd had this leg just about worked out a coupla years ago.

2014...my wife didn't want to be a wife anymore. 2015...I got the hell up and left. She changed her tune pretty quick whilst I was gone. 2016...been back for 1 month now, about to leave again...real soon like. I've missed my place here and I will miss it, but sometimes a person loses you and you just can't find yourself in their eyes again.

Don't belong...then don't be long.

Last year...I found myself staring at me thru a fresh set of green eyes under a head of long red hair, and lawd have mercy...she too found herself pining in my blue eyes. Beyond that lil bit a news...well...such a fire is just too damn hott to tell. Freckles