But didn't you just say that individuals are given their own individual methods for pulling off what they search for? It's not universal for everyone to do the same thing.

I just want to go to medical school to avoid a situation that caused me trouble in 2008 and hopefully attract and win over my girlfriend around that time too before things went out of hand at the time after because of the event that caused me pain and illness that messed with my mind and judgement. I wanted to live comfortably all these years doing that instead of being stupid wanting to go into art when I would've stressed even more being in that field.