Re: Doing something wrong or doing something else?
If you felt vibrations and then it stopped and you felt relaxed, it could mean that you projected but with your awareness still in your body. See Robert's chapters on the mind split. This happened to me on my first projection. I felt the vibrations but never left my body (or so I thought until I felt this massive explosion in my body a few seconds after I turned over on my side to go to bed). When that happened, I had this second set of memories of me starring at my body sleeping on the bed and a headless voice suggesting me to return to my body before I fell asleep. I struggled to return because of my physical body going to sleep and this was what caused the "explosion".
it was the explosion effect that allowed me to remember the OBE. Had it not happened, I wouldn't have remembered the experience and thought it was another failed attempt.
That said, I've also had situations where I reached the vibration state briefly but nothing happened. Those were scenarios where something effected my concentration, like an irresistible urge to swallow repeatedly or one case where I felt like I was burning up inside uncontrollably. I also get to a stage in my meditation where my crown chakra opens up and my mind goes to a very dark empty space that's endlessly empty in every direction and that always freaks me out a little. Another where I felt a body shadow floating flat above me (which afterwards I realized was probably just my own projected double).
Anyway theres all these little mind hurdles that can through a spanner into your focus and concentration, and as mentioned above, even an actual successful projection can get lost from your memory if the rentry wasn't successfully downloaded.
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