OBE's were scientifically proven to be hallucinations of the brain. Would it bother you?

I know I'm being hyperthetical and the subjectiveness of it all makes it difficult to assume but let's just say... what if!

I'll be honest I want them to be real. But I don't like selling myself short by just believing... One day I'm convinced, the next, I think it's just some sort of brain loop hole especially given "mind awake, body asleep" state that is occuring.

I know the reasons why I want them to be real - there are psychological terms but lets just say it's my little link to the afterlife and for me once they're proved, I'll take comfort from it. (Lol I would normally label someone else with that kind of psychology but again I think I'm just being honest)

If they were scientifically proven to be hallucinations, it would be another dent in evidence in the paranormall field and I'd feel gutted.