hi
my history with obe have been ongoing for a while now id say 6 yrs at least.. at first id get the vibration going round my body an the paralized state an then at this point get frightened an shake myself out of the situation.
This went on for a few years because i didnt know what was happening to me at the time so alot experiances i never allowed to happen ,fear of the unknown i guess.
Then i actually left my body an floated about my room before returning back ,since then each time it happens i gained confidence an moved from 1 room to another , i must state my obe are random an spontanious they are not induced by meditations they always happen when ive woke from sleep or attemptin to go to sleep.
last month i had an obe an like a child who was sick of playin in the house wanted to venture into the big world out doors, i remember floating towards the front door (habbit i guess) but found i couldnt get past the door ,,thro the frosted glass of my door i could see bright light an tress silloetted in this light , having tried to go thro the door i found myself back upstairs an in my room where i drifted out the window of my room an above my house....i could see the river down from my house an my plan was to travel to a friends house. I would like to say that while out my body im like a fly with 1 wing i dont feel i can control myself that well ,even while in house i imagined pushing my legs of walls to project myself foward. Anyways my friend lives further down the river an following the river seemed a good idea to find his home .. However i slowed down while on this journy an found myself flaotin in mid air at some random point over some small cottege, At this point i returned to my body. It was the 1st time ever i had left my house an because im more confident while i have obe wanted to explore.
Now here is the main reason of my typing this message ,its not often i have 2 obe in a week but the very next night it happned again with the normal vibration going thro my body like an energy. But on this occasion at the point i felt i could leave my body the vibration forcused around my neck an felt like i was been strangled ,it was very uncomfortable i even struggled to break free of the vibration for a while an i remember praying to god to help me break free, this is because ive read if you get into problems ask for help from guides or good entitys It really was a very uncomfortable experiance an it made me very very afraid because the whole vibration seemed to be envaled round my neck. I can only describe it as if a car battery had been plugged into my neck, this is the first time it has happened to me an im motivated in writing this mesasage for advice bacuse last night appprox 4 weeks after the event im explaining i felt a vibration of a obe come on again, ths time the vibration surrounded my body an i felt it was time to attempt to lift out , i felt myself lift up to look about but knew my phsyical body was still laid down ,but the vibration seemed to focus this time round my upper chest an rib area hurting me. I again tried to break free of this but took longer then i would of liked. i again in my mind shouted help from god an my guides an entitys of the light an good ,i called on anything thing i thort would help me,,but i was stuck in this situation of feelin very very uncomfortable an not pleasurable sensation around my rib for 10 seconds or so longer then would of wanted,,Its really worrying me an hindering my obe experiances.
Can anyone help explain whats goin on with me all seems to be since i deced to wonder outside for the first time during my last sucessfull obe, any help would be grealty apprechiated an many thanx for time taken in replys.
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