Thanks,Originally Posted by andonitxo
I was actually thinking about the ego death/losing power yesterday, but you explained it much better. Since my first projection in July I can tell I have matured a lot, and the more I do this the more I am going to shed old less desirable parts of myself. I have faith that my guides know what they are doing and will let me explore more freely when they see fit. I can't believe in such a small time I have changed so much as a person. My whole perspective on life and everything is so much healthier.
I had another close call this morning. Again I did not get vibrations, I was ready to leave my body but I couldn't pick which exit stategy to go with in time. I tried doing the waterskiing exit but I didn't go anywhere. I am so used to just sitting up, or rolling over, I am having a hard time visualizing. I think I might have been briefly paralyzed but I didn't want to test to find out.
I notice anytime I get a close call and don't make the exit, when I try to do it again right after I rarely if ever can get back to the exit point in that same session. Does this have to do with energy depletion or am I doing something wrong?
The visuals in my session this morning reminded me so much of Poltergeist. When I was coming into the exit, this bright white light opened up and the closer I got to it the looser my energy body became. When I came back all these orbs with halos were shooting out of the light. I thought it was really cool. lol. "Go into the light, there is peace and serenity in the light."
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