Dream Journal title: "Another UFO Dream? Maybe, Maybe Not" Occured on Nov 4, 2008.
I was with a group of science geek type people that I sometimes hang out with in real life. We were at a hotel, or staying in college dorms that were hosting our convention.
I looked up at the sky, and saw a cloud formation moving in one direction, but then once the sun set, it suddenly reversed course and was moving in the complete opposite direction. This made me suspicious that this cloud was an alien transport vehicle in disguise. It was moving independantly of other clouds, and thus, it stood out. The moon was in the same "finger nail" phase that it was in real life on that day.
I talked to the others in my group about it, and one of them said that it was just clouds, and that it is normal for the wind to change direction at sunset. I said "ok, but it was not moveng like the other clouds" and he replied that there are different air current layers in the upper atmosphere. In the real world his argument was correct. This dream gets an A in physical science! I was still convinced however, that I saw something unusual.
Then I spoke to another guy who looked very similar to the first guy. They both looked like a real person that I know from the real group. This second guy(Mr.L) however, told me that what I suspected was correct. This event was not of the physical realm, and further more, he revealed to me that there is a cover up in progress, and even our small group of friends are involved in it! I left Mr. Ls presence, because at that point I felt compelled to draw what I saw. I drew the cloud, and then I became perplexed that I chose not to draw the moon. It was like I was debating with myself over it. Part of me wanted to include it to be accurate, and part of me didn't want to draw it because I felt that it wasn't part of the phenominon.
I seemed to be really slow in wit in the dream. After I was done with the drawing, I wanted to talk more with Mr. L. Unfortunately, Mr. L. had vanished, and I assumed that he just simply up and left. The thought that his dissapearence could have been involuntary never came to me in the dream, and I am an X-File fan! Very strange indeed!
Now I wake up, but the strangeness continues! I started to think about the dream. Standard protocol so that I can record it later. At the end of mulling over the various elements of the dream, I asked myself 'why did I have this dream?' then unexpectedly, a thought just suddenly rolled through my mind "Because you want to know what the purpose of humaity is" I imediately became startled because I realised that the thought did not come from me, and I thought 'wait a minute, who are you?' "The entity that the UFO in your dream symbolises" [Ok, so I am talking to "entities" now? I guess I better not post this in anyplace other than Astraldynamics if I don't want a new jacket!] I visualised the cloud formation, and thought that it resembled the snake grasping its own tail. It actually did not as you will see later. I tried to recall if this was asscociated with any "entity", and I couldn't even remember the name of the symbol.
Now I am going to do something that I normally don't like to do, which is reveal some personal things about myself. I feel that these facts are very important in understanding this experience (I don't think I can even call it "just a dream" anymore. There seemes to be a bleed through between realities occuring here). First of all, I am a lot more selfish than I am willing to admit. I have never pondered too much over humanity's existance. When I got out of bed, I realised that the "entity" got it all wrong. No offence to the rest of y'all but my most pressing cosmic question is "what is the reason for MY existance" not humanity, so why would the entity say that to me? Maybe that's not so selfish, we all have our own agenda's right?
Ok, now this is really personal, and I never even told my Mother this. When I was growing up I was fascinated with science, but more with what had to do with the forces of manmade and natural distruction. Radiation, fire, and really bad weather - my favorite of this group being lightning - my name ain't Sparkwielder for nothing! Bwa ha ha ha haaaa!Yes, you get the idea, a geek of the mad scientist type! Although I never actually did anything but observe these forces in action, my head was definately in the wrong place. I think that a lot of this came from the social and family abuse that I went through. In 1995 I became spiritually aware that I was seriously messed up and started to work on myself. I have made progress, so no, I will not be blowing anything up. The thing that helped is that I always had a great love for nature. I could have smacked my father, but always rescued animals.
It wasn't until last year that it was revealed to me that I was actally part of a collective consciouness that is really confused and messed up. There isn't just one "collective" out there. This is a misceivious force that doesn't realise that it hurts itself when it hurts others. It is spiritually ignorent of reality, and very selfish. It is not evil, but it is very dangerous. It's attitude is like, "lets push this button and see what happens!" This group I meantioned earlier that I get together with started to give me a bad feeling after this was revealed to me. I saw that a lot of the people (not all of them) are tied in with that collective. I have a lot of other benign things in common with them. Some of those interests are considered "strange interests" to the rest of the world. From James Redfield's perspective, this would not be unusual, as we are definately all part of the same "soul group" so it seems (book - The Celestine Prophesy). This group, just to give you some idea of what I am talking about, delights in watching movie clips of atomic bomb drops. It is a ritual to see such footage at the gatherings. They are very intelligent people. Some have jobs that require top secret clearence. I learned something new all the time when I used to go there. In spite of their intellignce, some of them have an interest in the occult that is uncanny!
So, this group that I was with in the dream represents the collective thought pattern that I have left, and no longer want any part of. That much is clear to me.
I was convinced that the cloud formation was the snake symbol, but then after actually drawing it in my journal (with the moon this time!) I saw that what I had actually drawn was the yin/yang symbol. When I googled "snake grasping own tail" I was suprised that I found the actual symbol - The Ouroborus rather quickly, and was very suprised to learn that from the Alchemical perspective - "One is The All", it is indeed linked metaphysically to the yin/yang symbol, though they sprang from different cultures. Another strange coincidence is that on the crystallinks page, there was an image having to do with The Language of the Birds that I saw in a different dream recently! I had never seen that image before in real life so that really freaked me out! I feel that this synchronicity really emphasised that this experience is not meaningless, and is the reason I am giving it so much attention.
I don't know how to paste the image in here, so I will just have to describe it. It looks more like a tadpole grabbing its own tail forming a yin/yang circle. The white part has three little blobs in it that look like eggs or something. I don't know if there is any significance to those.
There are no "entities" associated with the yin/yang, or the Ouroboros symbol, so I don't know what the entity thing was all about.
Can anyone offer me any insights on any of this?
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Originally Posted by Sparkwielder
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Thanks Andy!
I look fat to you?
. The good news is that the reason it has gotten worse is because it is comming to an end. I just need to stay aware of what is happening, and nature will take care of itself in a short time. 
OMG, I thought that was the whole purpose of these forums!
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