CF's dream diary

**CFTraveler** · 4th February 2013, 02:13 PM

There was something about a building we were living in, and someone from 'outside' complaining that they didn't like the sounds our new black cat was making. He was adorable and inside, and I wondered why whoever this person was had to try to interfere in our lives, when my cat wasn't really making noise, and he had never seen him.
In reality I don't have a black cat, but this cat was beautiful, like a small panther, and I was very happy with him.
I then woke up with a cough, got up to take care of it, and then went back to bed, freezing and uncomfortable. Then I projected to my son's room. I suspect I was worried it was cold and wondered if he was covered up. The OBE is in the OBE journal.

**CFTraveler** · 5th February 2013, 01:39 PM

There was something about a purple screwdriver that was attached to my hand, a hardware store and an old family acquaintance in which I had some issues years ago. Basically I was going to do something with this tool, it somehow got lost despite it being attached to my hand, and people came out of the woodwork telling me to change the tool, but I knew it was the right one. Then this person showed up and se had some sort of significant conversation but I still didn't completely trust her but at least we had a talk. Then I found the missing tool again and I proceeded to find the thing this tool was supposed to fix. Eventually I went to fix it and my husband woke me up.

**CFTraveler** · 7th February 2013, 02:47 PM

Two nights ago there were various themes in a nightmare that I didn't want to record, so I'll just give general descriptions:
1- The theme of rejection, an old boss who gave me a toy that was filled with biting insects.
2- The desire to get to the beach, and my inability to get in and surf, the monsters that try to prevent me from doing so, at one point I get to the water and am attacked by a man with a shark head. I shout at him "You lost, I'm already in the water". I wake up, (my husband woke me up) and I tried to get in the dream again to go into the surf, but I have to get up.

Last night I had some dreams, but they were 'regular', and atm I don't remember them.

**CFTraveler** · 20th February 2013, 01:43 PM

I don't remember what I was dreaming, but I woke up in a dream in which I was in a college setting and I was walking along with a friend of mine. I started to go to sleep and as I did I started to float, so she took me by the hand and led me along the path as I dozed. I was telling her how wonderful this felt-I could feel the air going around me, caressing me as I floated like a balloon while she walked holding me. Then at some point she let me go and I started to go upwards.
The theme of me floating upwards and panicking that I will float uncontrollably away is a recurring one, and I usually panic and wake up, but this time I simply pointed myself down and dove down to where my friend was, still walking along the path. I could see the rooftops and treetops around, and wondered how I could have been afraid of this, since I was in control. Then I dove down to the floor and gently landed, being proud that I didn't crash-land, and was woken up by the alarm clock. Not happy about it, it was a wonderful dream.

**CFTraveler** · 22nd February 2013, 12:59 PM

I asked for guidance when I was about to go to sleep, and when I woke up I was dreaming about cleaning dog pee off a floor (not my house, I don't have a dog) and two words were heard as I was coming to. They were "Musso musso". Whatever that means, I'm recording it.

Weirdly, there is a sense to those names, I got this when I googled the term.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2-PM4cjZkOY
Interestingly, the name is 'from above'. Enticing, but I need more specifics.

**CFTraveler** · 28th February 2013, 03:07 PM

Woke up at 5, went back to sleep. Started dreaming about being in the military in a sub. All kinds of different aspects of being in a sub with people (logistics, rooms, food, etc.) It was an extremely long dream that had a lot of everyday detail, culminating in me realizing I didn't have enough clothes to last the week and figuring out how to get clothes for three more days. Apparently everything was assigned and laundry day was in five days and I had three shirts in my bag left before being able to do the wash. It was all mundane stuff but it's what I remember the most because it was the last moment before waking up at 6.
Strange.

**CFTraveler** · 2nd March 2013, 05:52 PM

I'm in school, and now I've taken every class there is, and I have also been every kind of teacher there is, and I'm wondering what else I can do. I'm outside in the garden of a "Hogwart's" style of castle- looks like a beautiful castle but is really a school. Then I wake up in the liminal state and it becomes an astral projection with some sort of exit. So I'll refer to this in the journal.
http://www.astraldynamics.com.au/sho...237#post119237

**CFTraveler** · 8th March 2013, 04:53 PM

I had a version of a recurring dream in which insight about the experience came to me while I was still in it.
Setting:
I've been given or sold a house. As usual, it's very beautiful and large, with many rooms, and towards the back there is a room that appears to be occupied. I never see who's there and I'm never sure that there is someone there, but it's part of the transaction. Towards the back of the house there is the entrance to a shopping mall. I have to walk through the living areas, through a large hall and pass the closed door of the room to get to the back part of the house to get to the mall.
This is recurrent, and a dream I have often.
I have speculated as to the identity of the 'other' in the room that lives in my house. I think it's my subconscious.
Although I usually enjoy the fact that a shopping mall is connected to my house (makes it convenient) I didn't 'get' its significance until the end of the dream.
Last night's variation of the dream is that I was supposed to get my son after school across the street in a park- I had to step out the front door at a predetermined time and I remembered I had an errand to run.
So I walked to the back and went through the nice comfortable hallway that lead to the mall entrance, and when I was walking around ran into an old friend from college who wanted me to see something in one of the stores. I told her I was in a hurry because I had something to do but she whined and promised it'd be quick. So I went with her through various stores. I noticed that many of the storefronts had a little tab with my name on it. My friend told me that this indicated that I owned the mall. I thought it was curious that the fact that I bought the house (and was paying a mortgage for it) also made me the mall owner, and all the clerks had my name on their paperwork so I could get better service. At some point I started to wake up realizing that the mall in the back of the house was the entrance to the astral plane, located in the deep subconscious (far behind the 'closed' door) and the nice cool, cozy, and comfortable tunnel was the transitional stage (tube type exit?) that I do, being reminiscent of many of my OBEs.
And then I woke up.

**CFTraveler** · 11th March 2013, 01:12 PM

Two nights ago, something about going to summer camp with the wrong clothes- I 'forgot' to bring clothes besides the 'fancy' heels and skirt I was wearing. After much wrangling, I got the staff to get me shorts and sneakers to wear, but the 'lockers' they got me were the size of gift bags and I couldn't stuff the clothes in it. I spent the entire dream going from place to place (first I was late, then I forgot the right clothes, then they couldn't fit- meanwhile, I was missing the fun activities.

I don't remember what I dreamt about, didn't sleep much. Hate Nazi time.

**CFTraveler** · 21st March 2013, 05:27 PM

I had at least two frightening dreams last night. One of them involved us being a family of four, and having my daughter get kidnapped by aliens. After the deed was done, I was treated as if I were crazy, no one in the town remembering I used to have a daughter, and me thinking that I was going insane, starting to forget her too. I woke up very distraught.