Geez, this was my last post as alaskans, and my last post in 5 years. That was cruel to not pop in and let you all know I survived! (physically) I just didnt realize, or think about it after this turning point. It is still ongoing. The result of which seems to be maturity, which seems pretty indistinguishable from scar tissue.

It is funny how much things change isn't it. They say people dont change but that is not my inner experience.
To me it feels as though I have died and reincarnated many times in this one life. That seems to give me comfort.. things are so impermanent that you can rest easy in the knowing that nothing good or bad will ever stay the same or be around forever.