I remember that quote from Astral Dynamics. But since my spontaneous Kundalini event I think I have a blockage in my head, because my awareness naturally is now in my head not my eyes, as though my head is blocking the awareness from getting to my eyes if that makes sense. I can't really feel my eyes, they're kinda numb.

I know that NEW would be the way to fix it (possibly) but I'm not exactly able to do NEW. I've been trying since AD came out but I think my awareness is so messed up it might just not be possible for me. Lately before sleeping I decided to have ten minutes of just going from my left wrist to left shoulder and I think I just might be getting somewhere, but it's going to be a long time before I can actually do anything useful (that's if things continue like they are).

Does anyone have any ideas or advice my blockage?

Thanks
Cal