Hello Robert. I would like to leave the earth soon. I do not want to leave before having a kundalini raising. I plan (if they let me) to just leave my body during the full raise. I also want to leave my personal narrative of my book out here on the forum as well as some other places. This is the worst case scenario for me if I fail myself soon. I can't seem to focus on anything besides meditation and the occult. I can't leave it. I can focus a bit on schoolwork, then all of a sudden I am drawn into a book on the occult or meditation and stuff. I can't really handle anything.