hi, i havent been on in quite a while, but yeh..

I need information about rage i have been finding myself getting into fights at school.

heres the base line...
i go to school its crappy and then people pay out on me and it makes me really mad. i always end up getting into arguments and they try to hit me.

when this feeling comes over me it feels like a pulse of rage almost, i guess, like fire. and then i shake alot and i feel as if im going to lose control.
and the problem with this is when the feeling comes over me i get physically srtong and i have almost this continuous power and then no one can hurt me... its really wierd
and this probably has nothing to do with energy at all, but it feels like energy.
i CAN feel it there. its strange.

help?