Last night I did dream that I was renting a cottage and I was expecting a guest, my bf did drive to fill the car with fuel, he called me that he did forget his creditcard´s and asked me for help. I said that I want to talk to the manager of the petrol station, he did come to phone and I asked him to let my bf to fill the car tank with fuel and that I stop by to pay later, he did not agree with me, so I talked to him that I can´t understand now day´s that not trusting people, I asked what kind of information he did need to trust that I will pay him later, he asked my full name...and he said...and get it right this time...I was thinking when before have I not got right my name to him?? did not remember, but it felt odd...The guest did arrive and I was surprised she did find me, the cottage did be in a very hidden place and it was not easy to guide people there, had always to meet them on half way.
I have tried to think, and the third perspective is not what I can put in word´s, so if anyone do have any way to express it, please tell me....the inner perpective both in room and in body, and the outer perspective both in room and in body, is easy to both express and feel, but the third perspective I do not have word´s to express.
Last night I hear someone say....sometime we get our octaves shut down....or down tuned??
Last night we where jumped on by a man, he did jump on my bf and I tried to divert the intruder by saying...did you hear K he is a urologist...so he did leave my bf alone and he did loosen a cable what was on the wall besides our bed, it felt that now they are cutting us off, and I tried to feel why,....On the wall was a picture and I tried to remember it but I am not sure I do now, maybe if I will see the picture I will remember and recall it from this dream....
Last night I did hear myself say to someone (I guess it was my mother) ...I´d like you to cry with me when thing´s is not so good, and laugh and enjoy when thing´s are good...
In this episode I said...it is cancer...it did hurt so on my shoulder....pain was so hard that I couldn´t breath.
Last night I was in school again in my dream. I come to the school not knowing what class room I should be in, I asked one of the teachers if she knew, no she did not, I went to the principles office to look what class room and there was one of my class mates and I did go with her, but she did run before me and I did lost her in the big building, so the first class room I opened the door too was wrong, but the next one was right, one class mate had her little baby with her, just few week´s old, she had her on her desk and I did sit me becides her. It was mathematic lesson.
In this episode someone opened my door from outside and peeked in??
Last night in my dream I was with 2 others to the sea....one was fishing and the other one helped the fisher to take the fish from the hook...and I was looking around me...only water and no land in sight, we did stand in the water to our ancles and I did start to get dizzy and I said, I am dizzy so the fishing person told me to go up...I turned around and to my surprise there was like a mountain or maybe it was a stone brigdge...and when I looked up there was a wooden ladder it was very narrow and it did feel loosen sidways...and the first step was very high up so I was not able to put my foot on it...someone did look down from the ladder top and I told him to hold the ladder so I can like jump up but I feared it will loosen and fall down to the water...but instead of holding the ladder he did pull me up...I was so surprised and off course releved and greatful...I told the man´s wife how strong her man is to pull me up with the whole ladder...also to my surprise it was my working place and I did see my ex husband there but I did not say a word to him...My thoughts went back and forth...and wondering how can it be...me on the same workingplace as my ex husband...I rather die than this to be true.
Last night I did dream that I was going to some place with me friend and I suddenly said...I have lost my key´s and I started to run back I had some kind of hunch where I might have dropped my key´s. I meet a man who said that the key´s was found and a man in a high building did have them, he was standing on his balcany and I looked up, he shouted, I´m coming down to you...thank you I shouted and was so happy. He did show me it was old car key´s..it was not mine..I said...No those are not mine, but then another man did say that he has them...and I looked at him and he did blink his eye to me in flirt...and I felt happy that he thought of me as attractive (it is over with my bf and I have lost my feeling and I am sad so this did shere me up and I felt hope)...so now the both men very good looking and I felt that now when I am free so why not, they wanted my phone number so why not...I said...wait I have some paper and pen in my bag, and I found them and started to write my phone number but then I changed my mind...No I do not want, I have had enough trouble with men, I want to heal from this what is now...so I left...I did go back to my friend and she said that she has my key´s and she show me..and yes she had them, and I asked her why did she not say it from the beginning and she did not know why she did not tell me ...??...but then my bf did come and cried and held my head and kissed me and said...can´t we stop to hurt each others...and I did become so confused so I awake me from this dream...it was too much....
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