Do you experience thoughts that are unhealthy mentally or emotionally? Do you get impulses to do things that are not compassionate or are unhealthy to others or self? Do you get compulsions that are not good for those around you? Do you get a slimmy, heavy, disruptive or oversexed feeling around you? Negs like control and can turn people into control freaks, conversely they can cause disharmony, arguing, sexuality that does not make one feel healthy, self harm, insanity, disruptions that fuel fear, tension, and hatred. The varieties are endless but always negative.
Thanks for your input violetsky, much appreciated.
l should explain that l've known abouts what you call Negs for years in connection with the yoga l do.Only in yoga their called Hostile or Adverse forces and they apparently have Divine permission to test those on the spiritual path according to Sri Aurobindo if you've heard of him [probably the greatest known yogi to come out of lndia].Anyway, l'm definitely aware of the way Negs etc use our Ego's to get what they want and destroy our spiritual lives.Everyone is under attack but if your on a spiritual path [as l am] the attacks are obviously going to be stronger.This is why l'm extra cautious in all this business.
l don't believe l get a slimy, heavy or disruptive or eversexed feeling [l'm actually celibate and although l find this woman attractive the sexual element has played little part.Obviously it's there.l'm only human lol].
What l get usually is a soft peacful bliss that fills my body and mind [feels like l'm walking on clouds]and sometimes lasts for hours or days after l feel her presence enveloping me [always pinkish white light].
Believe me l know there are different types of energy.Yoga explains them in detail and l've been experiencing the spiritual force/shakti for many years. This appears to be the same energy l get with her.l don't think her physical self is aware of all this from what l've seen.This is why l believe something much higher or deeper is going on.Possibly a soul connection from the colors involved.Sri Aurobindo says pink is the souls color and usually there is an experience of soft sweetness when we contact the soul.His authority is good enough for me..
There has been conflict between me and this woman but l would put this down to Neg interference.They would obviously want to disrupt something spiritual if this is what l'm experiencing with this person.
Also, quite often after experiencing her presence like this, l bump into her by pure accident in unusual places.This has been happening almost constantly all week and throughout my contact with her [l turn a corner and she's there].Normally l don't see her much.ln fact straight after reading your post yesterday l went out of this building and almost walked into her.Never seen her around here before and never on her own.
l stopped at a corner to cross the road and she stopped opposite in her car at the same time [before each meeting l felt her presence].This happened twice in exactly the same spot about a day apart.These things can't be accidents.You could say negs could do all this, but some of the organisation in these arranged meetings has to be seen to be believed and l think a greater intelligence is behind it l think.l can't believe the planning them sometimes.Could be wrong and l'm always open to that possibility.
l'm not running into this stuff with my eyes shut.