Thank you for replying and excuse me for only noticing this now.

I was a vegan for two years but I can't say it did any kind of change, I understand what you mean about detox I'm just not sure it will help. it's like my neurons started to work in a different way and my brain seems to have accepted it. It wasn't any kind of hallucinogen but rather a drug to prevent seizures of some sort and it's a side effect that shouldn't have happend. All I know is that it affects the temporal lobe region of the brain. I try to do a water fast for couple of days and still didn't see anything changing.

About the flouride, it's pretty hard to avoid because in our country there is a water fluoridation law by the ministry of "health".

Anyway thanks for the advice, I hope that someday my lfie would turn around, it seems it only went down hill since then, like something is stopping me from growing spiritually literally. Can something actually interfere like that on purpose or it's just merely a coincidence?