IA´s dream diary....

**IA56** · 25th August 2016, 06:24 AM

Last night dream is nothing new it is a recurrent theme...before it has awaken such a fear like a terror in me...so I have awoke at once it has shown it self....but last night I was able to look at it before I went awake ...I have not bean able to decide if it is evil or only ugly...so different looking what I am not used to see...last night I was able to look longer time and still I can't decide because I become like chocked still....it has not communicated yet with me...only shown it self...as last night too....I do not know what to think??

**IA56** · 27th August 2016, 08:30 AM

Last night dream was a sum up of my life to this point...now the past has been released and are not affecting me so much as before....It was little bit confusing and turbulent to for me too let go even I have wished for this for so long, but when the time has come...it is not easy...get used to even bad things...and holding on to them...so strange...but true....I feel much lighter today....and the future is not known ....has to live and see...exiting but scaring too

**IA56** · 28th August 2016, 08:48 AM

Last night before I fell to sleep I did see patterns total unknown to me....I do not know what to even call them...like hieroglyphs maybe.....or if someone uses magic do they make like figures and patterns ??....no clue what to think and why I did see them??

The dreams I had last night was about nurturing both elderly and young people....one young man I was caring and had responsibility to care for....he did not want to eat...and I had to measure and keep booking over his eating and drinking.....a nurse did come with food what he did not like....he did throw it away but was telling me what he did...I thanked him for being truthful...I notised that he did not have any problems to eat what he liked.....the elderly women I had to care for too...was in bed very weak....she did do her needs in bed...I was thinking about the saying in finland if you see feces in your dreams you will be rich...so if this is true then I will become rich....haha.....

**IA56** · 29th August 2016, 07:21 AM

Last night dream I was chased again, but this time I was not in total panic so I always did see a way out.....the old stress has eased I can notice from my dreams.....

**IA56** · 31st August 2016, 06:55 AM

This lesson I was shown last night in my dream is the hardest one for me to learn....to not to intervene..to let others have there experiences even it is going to hurt them.....

The dream was like this.....I was looking at a man who had 3 bees circulating around his head....he is trying to get them go away....I stand up and go to help him...I start to wave my hands to get them to go away....and suddenly I feel a hand grabbing my neck...and very firmly letting me know to stop...and let him handle the situation by himself.....

This is so hard....how can I learn this?? to stop helping??

I do now understand that it is not helping if I am not letting people have very valuable lessons to learn...but how can I know what is what...when to help and when to let go??
I suppose next lesson is to see the difference to know when to act and when to watch.

**IA56** · 1st September 2016, 06:55 AM

Last night dream I was awakened 3 times...??...It sounded like an alarm went off, and I awake and remembered I have not set an alarm, and I do not remember for what I was awakened??...Dream I had was that there was some kind of colored wave I had to follow....I do not remember more of the dream.

**IA56** · 3rd September 2016, 07:43 AM

Last night I had a dream about a women in the dream she was my best friend, but I do not know her in real life.....her birthday was coming up, and I did see her later on her birthday, she was working as usual, her father did own a furniture company...she was working for her father...I joked and said...why did you not sleep over in the shop, and let them bring you breakfast in bed?? she told me that she had early breakfast fest with people who wanted to congratulate her...her phone rang and she told me that Mariann from Tumba furnitures did call and wish her happy birthday.

I was also wondering in my dream why I do not dream as usual, I usual have many dreams by night...but not now days??

**IA56** · 8th September 2016, 07:06 AM

I had this dream the day before this...a talking horse?? I said to the horse....hyvä (good in Finnish) he said in swedish I do not understand what that means...I told the horse that it is bra (good in swedish)....I told the horse that I will learn him Finnish but he said he is swedish and not interested to learn Finnish....the horse was veiled...his mule and half how his body...like the horses could be veiled in knights era....I had to follow them and they ran into a castle to the underground pathway...I was concerned how to escape if the whole horse cluster will run towards me they will trample me down, but I could see that there was stairways up to the castle every now and then...so I felt secure to know I can be safe.

**IA56** · 8th September 2016, 07:08 AM

Last night I had a dream that I was standing in a flooding place I had high heals on me...I looked at the water rising higher and higher and I said out loud ...I wonder if I am going to drown......I hear my mother say...No you will be poisoned??