GRATITUDE LIST

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-being able to connect and bond with M the last few days
-hopefully maybe being there for her a little bit after the sad news of T passing on
-being done with work and no work tomorrow
-M putting money in my account saturday which made things work out perfectly with all the running around i had to do and then putting more in tonight
-M taking me to do my audits yesterday
-perfect timing with getting to M right at the same time as she arrived on saturday
-great uber rates
-chivalry
-that people think i'm cute
-allowing myself to ponder the R from my past connection. The R who was my first sexual experience. He is the one guy who if me and ex best friend never became a couple years ago,more may have happened with. I've been pondering if R could help me understand the root of some things for me as well to heal.
-throwing away more stuff from ex best friend
-all my outdoor cats. they bring me so much happiness
-putting more money aside to my setaside account and being really close to my savings goal
-going to the movies with M tonight
-that I should probably get a check or two tomorrow
-grapeseed oil
-vegan omegas,hyaluronic acid,and calcium magnesium supplement i take
-stomach starting to get a little flatter
-water
-giving up cereal
-getting all my reporting done
-clean teeth
-fashion
-watching TV episodes of show i like tonight on hulu
-laughing
-sunshine and the weather getting a little warmer
-W cat liking his little cat bed i bought for him recently.i bought it with him in mind and sure enough,he often uses it!
-sleep
-chile mocha latte veganized
-my awesome amazing trip coming up soon
-that R,ex best friend's gf has been leaving my mind more and more
-seroquel since it does help with paranoia and anxiety and causes no weight gain
-relaxation
-sweets
-that i can hit the gym tomorrow and catch up on phone calls
-my kind heart
-finding my folding table that went missing for a day
-seeing the law of attraction at work with certain past things such as my first sexual experience with R. There was a favorite movie at the time that I watched all the time. And,I just realized one thing that made me think back then that we "connected" is that he loved the movie,too. As it turns out,that experience ended up mirroring quite similarly movie parts of that. This only just hit me recently and kinda gives me understanding on how i manifested it. Life can feel so real,but law of attraction is always at work.