IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

Last night Dream was disturbing ...I was looking into the Dream senario...like I was standing behind my own back....I saw me being physically silenced by force....my hair was in disaray....I was bend down on my knees....and then I saw a man coming from the right into the senario...his shoes was highlighted ...he had some kind of cowboy boots on him...he was looking down on me and he did let me feel that I have done something what he did not like...and he like made a gesture with his hand to hit me...when he did that...I rose myself and looked him straight in his Eyes...and asked what have I done to make you so mad....he did not answere....just looked at me like I ought to know...but I did not...and he did not tell me....How can I learn anything if I do not got to know what wrong I am doing???

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was looking out of my appartament through the pephole in my door...looking into the stairhall...a big comotion several people was fist fighting and it did arise tremendeous fear in me...I did not even dare to look if I knew those who where fighting....I was thinking to call the police but did not do that because of the fear to be dragged into others negative actings....I do not want to have anything to do with that kind of commotion....so this Dream do tell me that the World is full of others making fights and making others be dragged into the drama....I just do not want this anymore....

[IA56]

Last night Dream was funny...I did hear mumbling...and I tried to listen but had hard to hear...so I did turn up the volume...and all Went silent...I listen and listen...just silent....??

[IA56]

In last night dream I was asked...."How do you want this to end"?....I went so perplexed so I awoke myself from the dream....I should have kept my cool and asked more what to end....it is a wide question....

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was in an appartament I do not know if I was moving in or out ...but I could see from the window buss number 18 pass by...it was new to me...as I do not today live ner a buss stop....

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was working in a home for elderly people...I did observe my co-workers giving wine to a old women...and also giving her morfin tabs also...I was worried...I Went downstairs for a coffee break...my co-workers come to take a brake too...one said to me to go upstairs and give more wine to the women...I said..No I will not give any wine but I can go up and see how she is...I was Walking upstairs when the doctor came and she asked me what is her name...I said it is Karin....she was awake and sitting in her bed...it was dark and I said...oh I will put the lights on...she wanted to hold my hand and I noticed how Cold my hand was...I was apologizing for that...she wanted me to take out her denture proshesis.....here the Dream ended and I did awake...

[IA56]

Last night was terrible...I was around several men who did be on drugs...they worked with wild horses...tamed them...I was hiding me for the men ...I was sure if they did see me they would be violent ...but to my surprise they did not see me...they where like manic...and in theire own World so to speak...it took me long time to calm down when I did understand they did not pay any attention to me....their energies did awoke fear in me because they where on drugs....

[IA56]

Last Days night has bean hard on me....I have Wake up with nausea and trememdeous head acke...today my 3th Eye is throbbing...I have had vision flashes..not sure if it has bean Dreams or real visions...it has bean like this...I see a female floating at me and when she do notice me she freakens out....I see a shoulder and a hand touching the shoulder...it seams that the hand to have some kind of decease...it has like bubonic plague...

I feel really sick....

[IA56]

Whole last night had bean about....cause and effect...if there had bean real support in right way...things had happened differently...so ...the Dream was about to show me episodes and they said...because this happened the outcome was this because of the cirkumstances was like this....and so on....

[IA56]

In last night Dream I did understand how I was interrogated ...this person tried to get information about a third part....I am so proud that I did see this....so I did not say anything...and this person did try to make trouble for my breathing....but I did cut this Dream short and did awoke myself....