Shakespear - Much ado about nothing
Shakespear - Much ado about nothing
I Don't Ever Give Up: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ktpTyT1Wj_I
"I'm no fighter, but I'm fighting, this whole world seems uninviting..."
Avatar: Passion Baby!
Making Love Out of Nothing @ ALL: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iyFsyC4LqK4
Az for Me, of my Self, I am Home
Well, Oliver, if that would happen I'd be incredibly relieved.
I am currently delving deep into this cluster. What I find is disgusting to say the least, and more challenging than anything I've experienced before.
I have come to terms with myself, and no matter how much dignity I lose I will always love myself regardless.
...but my words like silent raindrops fell
and echoed in the wells of silence.
i give you my good word for what's it worth that it does happen.I weathered the storm where I was activating and releasing pockets of clusters hit with K-force.That was my first most intensive spike.That co-incided with the "losing it" part i wrote of in the original un-edited post.I think im writing this with most ,if not all of my marbles together.Originally Posted by farewell2arms
Pretty much the same thing ..the intial trigger doesnt have to be a relation coming to an end but i reckon the principle of energetic-residum in organically stored memorial archives ,subsequent release and then the equanimity of "hunh? what was all that?" (thats the way its happening/happened to me) is the same.Originally Posted by Tutor
Originally Posted by farewell2armsChallenge is wherein the fun liesOriginally Posted by farewell2arms
Now that i look back at this frank psychotic episode in hind-sight (extremely intense and requiring intervention not going to go into detail sorry) ....as i read up on cases where people have had neurotic episodes and psychotic stints it all seems pretty mundande stuff.Originally Posted by psionickx
(yes it was a very harrowing experience)
Which i think is good enough indication of just letting events proceed ,releasing them in doing so (discharging engertic-residums) as messy as they might be and mostly just letting Kundalini getting about her work un-interrupted.
Like the pheonix-state-ignition , the kundalini flames do infact burn and purify all traumatic and with-holding events away.The emergent is the profoundly liberated self anewed.Originally Posted by psionickx
This rebirthed self-emancipation allows the practitioner for a glimpse within into the larger-cohesive-state-workings.
I really should get about to making that new thread.Just stopped in to add hopefully meaningful detail/update to my previous-work-model with K
i'm going expound my view a bit further on this "Psychotic Break Down"/"my-loon-bin-episode".
Saying "oh yes me too! me too! i also have had the officially-fixed criteria , the pre-requisite "stint" so now these flames i'm letting out of my every orifice are pretty much the real deal" - now that just reeks of immaturity.Like i said i prefer writing only when the need be - maintains a sense of productivity somehow (sorry producitivity OCD here).
Like i said my stint didn't leave me that much more intelligent.I had to become a member here and learn to grow and to constantly aspire higher standard.....(productivity freak ..said as before yes)Originally Posted by Korpo
Genuine Kudos unto people who already stand at such a point.That shows a lot of polished,very honed analytical skill - and quite frankly its an insight into commitment (life isn't a dress rehearsal - only too true) and a tenacious desire not only just survive but also to continue exceeding evolution , surpassing benchmarks .
I say this because you might find yourself taking someone very seriously and the next thing know you are being told "what are you talking about ? he was ceritified".
Kudos again unto people who have surpassed feeling judged..but i will however say this (IMHO) that being certified is not a resplendant feather to be adorned in your spiritual-cap.
some people have unfortunately , the unique positions of being vangaurds at a rather tricky frontier
The field of intimacy can be manipulated
there was one time i was practicing it and well strangely pleasant.
it gets better you know how to play too.
silly rabbit , trix are for kids .
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