GRATITUDE LIST

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-botched hair job starting to look nicer
-finishing my recaps from last week
-self appreciation
-coffee
-cookies
-face massage and face yoga
-not stooping to someone else's level when they attack me
-my creativity
-sleep
-being smart
-baby wipes
-the smell of roses
-having another cellupulse treatment today
-being productive
-facetune
-water
-getting another lamp fixed
-trees
-shapes
-things to look forward to
-my phone
-the internet
-rest
-entertainment
-decluttering and rearranging
-feeling my feelings
-having nice lips
-stylish clothes
-my appetite shrinking
-my clothes getting a little looser and looking a little nicer on me
-doing a little bit of cardio on the vintage cardio bike yesterday
-my medications
-stain removers
-the awesome cat house we have this season
-gin gins
-slippers
-releasing tension
-things to look forward to
-my balcony window
-MH helping me with things

[buttercup]

-coffee
-healthy digestion
-water
-getting another cellupulse treatment yesterday
-enjoying a latte alone in a coffee shop i like yesterday
-face massage and yoga
-taking things one day at a time
-great deals
-believing J gave up
-resolving things somewhat with Al
-art
-being smart
-getting my purple shampoo in the mail
-people being happy to see me
-deep cleansing breaths
-sleep
-stretches
-being honest
-trees
-my femininity
-the internet
-plants
-flowers
-warm showers
-clean clothes
-MH
-being productive
-spiritual nourishment
-how nice my apartment is
-learning
-having a lot of jobs this weekend
-blankets
-comfort
-being able to cry
-having beautiful hair
-having nice lips
-music
-shapes
-looking young for my age
-being a nice person
-being cute
-colors
-most of the snow being melted
-finding out from my legal advocate that amendments by J's lawyer were never filed
-photography

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-my candy that came in the mail yesterday and how delicious it is
-mh getting the lampshade for my bedroom lamp and how amazing it looks
-mh moving the dresser the rest of the way to where i want it in bedroom
-mh coming by yesterday and making me walk with him to the store for my diet sodas and water so i would get out and get exercise and how helpful it was
-going to my doctor appointment today
-iced hazelnut lattes
-acceptance of self
-makeup
-physical exercise
-going with mh to his doctor appointment today
-my leopard print coat
-cute socks
-ordering a sunflower door mat
-confirming more jobs today
-food
-warm showers
-my cats
-mh showing me a pic of the brown cat he seen and finding out it is marble print like my t cat, and thinking maybe it's a sign or something positive
-water
-drinking more water
-validation
-the days getting longer
-sunshine
-trees
-plants
-flowers
-reading more of my spirituality book
-my pink prada sunglasses
-my gucci purse
-rest
-starting back to being less sedentary tomorrow
-newness
-face massage and face yoga
-being productive
-money coming in
-clean clothes
-colors
-thinking about awesome things
-attractive guys
-entertainment
-beauty
-my lips
-my strength
-having a nice apartment
-having goals
-sweaters
-blankets

[buttercup]

-my new green phone case mh gave to me
-deciding starting today to go back to "normal."
-my medications
-cleansers
-stain removers
-baby wipes
-face yoga and face massage
-friendly people
-physical exercise
-mini challenges i create to better myself
-how my bedroom and living room is turning out with the rearranging and decluttering I am doing
-slippers
-my creativity
-my strengh
-being about to receive more checks
-coffee
-drinking more water
-sleep
-food
-having nice lips
-relaxation
-deep cleansing breaths
-cats
-the smell of roses
-colors
-peaceful sounds
-the wind when it is not cold
-pictures
-being smart
-getting toned
-looking young
-entertainment
-mike's hard lemonade black cherry lemonade
-shapes
-being a nice person
-beautiful views
-learning
-newness
-blankets

[buttercup]

-sunshine
-my medications
-positive messages
-sportsbras
-face yoga and face massage
-music
-water
-money coming in
-being considered attractive and feminine
-great desiign
-buying myself a cute gray formal belted jacket just now
-trees
-starting to do more on my own again
-being an artist
-yoga
-thermismooth
-having nice lips
-style
-fashion
-deep cleansing breaths
-working today
-colors
-how nice my bedroom is starting to look
-being focused on earning money
-feeling ambitious to go for it with my first career ambitions
-being smart
-being talented
-my phone
-flowers
-trees
-strawberry waffles
-doing a nice journaling session yesterday
-blue skies
-pleasant memories
-versace bright crystal perfume
-relaxation
-feeling my feelings
-the fitness pole in my house
-being productive
-good skincare products

[buttercup]

-vegan burritos
-finishing my jobs today
-having money coming in
-MH helping me today
-being able to see some attractiveness in myself by later part of the day
-coffee
-strawberry waffles
-working a lot this month
-the day being sunny
-trees
-all the free alcohol i get from work
-going running today again
-warm showers
-my child-like side
-having an innocent face
-my makeup looking nice today
-my creativity
-working on some poems last night after feeling guided to for some time and how helpful that was
-compliments
-inspiration
-beauty
-donating money to charities i like
-my bedroom coming together and looking nice
-future possible opportunities to better my career
-night skies
-how good running feels
-gin gins
-healthy digestion
-water and drinking more of it
-seeing how green really brings out my features and makes me look good
-entertainment
-fashion
-taking a hydrocodone to calm me down after a work incident
-blankets
-diet dr.pepper
-learning
-yoga
-cats
-shopping
-having nice curves
-having nice cheekbones
-clarifying shampoo
-shapes
-having beautiful hair
-moving forward
-rest
-breaks
-kindness
-having healthy, attractive teeth
-people being nice
-being an artist
-beauty
-awesome art
-my heart's desires
-sweaters

[buttercup]

-coffee
-strawberry waffles
-high end photographers taking interest in me
-neck massage
-biting the bullet and buying a neck cream
-MH being very helpful to me lately
-being productive
-all the jobs i worked this weekend
-all the jobs i have this week
-my beauty
-my curves
-my lips
-what i do for a living
-sunshine
-having a caring heart
-sleep
-my medications
-getting a hydrocodone yesterday after an incident that gave me anxiety
-plants
-going for another run last night
-talent
-entertainment
-connection
-art
-inspiration
-goals
-music
-great deals
-great ideas
-sleep
-the bedroom coming together more and more
-compliments
-having nice teeth
-shopping
-mornings
-trees
-cuteness
-water and drinking more of it
-smiling

[buttercup]

-coffee
-sunshine
-strawberry waffles
-my majesty palm plant
-that my phone says the weather is a little warmer today
-expressing myself
-doing my creative writings
-my medications
-finding out im going to be published in a paris, france based magazine next month
-being productive
-being determined
-sleep
-face massage/ face yoga
-having nice cheekbones
-having nice lips
-socks
-yoga pants
-redecorating
-doing the vintage cardio bike for exercise yesterday
-doing some leafletting for veganism yesterday
-compliments
-my talent
-music
-having beautiful hair
-having a lot of jobs this month
-my bank overdraft protection credit line
-my discover card
-showers
-slippers
-clorox wipes
-great beauty products
-being creative
-transforming and evolving as a person
-cats
-happy thoughts
-cuteness
-entertainment
-having goals
-having a caring heart
-having people who are there for me
-looking young
-meeting inspiring people
-MH doing a good job caring for the cats
-my ideas
-my higher self
-physical exercise
-feeling stronger
-reflective thoughts that inspire me
-trees
-my balcony
-appreciation
-thinking about things differently
-listening to my solar plexus chakra and brain wave music yesterday
-letting go
-that my therapy session is with an actual psychologist which is something i've wanted for awhile
-becoming empowered again and getting my power back
-my phone
-my couch
-learning and bettering myself as an adult
-masculine energy
-creativity
-art
-awesome experiences i've had in my life
-self forgiveness
-smiling
-technology
-my heart's desires

[buttercup]

-smiling
-sunshine
-optimism
-my medications
-showers
-face massage/face yoga
-coffee
-strawberry waffles
-feeling my feelings
-shapes
-slippers
-sportsbras
-having a nice face
-my majesty palm plant
-people helping me
-art
-connection
-beauty
-music
-trees
-blue skies
-buying myself some recent faves from my favorite candy boutique
-skipping dinner last night
-water
-humor and jokes
-my humidifier/diffuser
-entertainment
-being talented
-inspiration
-ideas
-peaceful sounds
-moving forward and making strides to move more
-the sound of birds chirping
-mornings
-pleasant memories
-MH
-fixing things after yesterdays work blunder
-hope
-spring cleaning and redecorating and rearranging
-listening to heart chakra music and brainwave music on my headphone last night
-having goals
-my dreams coming true
-having a child-like personaliy
-my gucci purse
-reflecting on the idea that we could all feel so much more and how blissful that could end up being and how much we all block feeling so much
-fashion
-being unique
-my lips
-style
-the energy of being cool
-healing
-oneness
-blankets
-pillows
-the guy who was originally giving me court advice opening up to me about something last night
-my creativity
-being authentic
-my savings account starting to build slightly
-having great taste
-my femininity
-shopping
-my phone
-having a caring heart
-cats
-my laptop
-my apartment
-my couch being nice and clean

[buttercup]

-getting another recap done
-leniancy from bosses
-getting my opthamology appointment done and my eyes being fine
-sportsbras
-clean clothes
-coffee
-strawberry waffles
-my beauty
-the color green
-warm showers
-the bed almost being cleared
-my phone
-things being revealed by others during arguments
-face massage/face yoga
-sleep
-my ambitions
-my cheekbones
-my style
-having nice hair
-having nice curves
-blankets
-pillows
-slippers
-softness
-smiling
-goals
-being productive
-making efforts to better myself
-trees
-cats
-ideas
-being more calm and collected then last month