-talking to D, finally. He filled me in on what he was up to, and said please don't go away and said to stay on the phone longer. i said happy birthday again and hung up. It was after he tried explaining himself about the other day. I just couldn't.
-that when I told D I needed him after MH was being a jerk, he called me right away twice. At the end of the conversation, in a low voice it almost sounded like he almost said he loved me. i swear it sounded like i l..
-that D let me get away with his breaking one of his rules due to how upset i've been.
-my new lips from my lip injections
-naps
-my hyaluronic lip moisturizer
-that 2 part of my gift for D came in the mail today
-that i was able to wish D a happy bday on his facebook the way he set up his settings
-how much D and I have in common
-that my feelings for D keep growing in a deeper way.
-my gucci t-shirt
-my jaguar necklace
-being creative
-being productive
-meditation
-night skies
-my sense of style
-fashion
-having beautiful eyes
-my feral cats
-hard seltzer
-my ativan
-my medications
-working towards finding more goals to push me forward more
-cleaning, redecorating, and decluttering
-my thoughtfulness
-greenery
-booking more jobs today
-buying more vitamins today
-my prada socks
-blankets
-sweaters
-the goose i seen today in front of therapy and conversed with
-my femininity
-my child-like side
-being a loving person
-my hulu subscription
-being a nonconformist
-physical exercise
-peaceful sounds
-cuteness
-smiling
-feeling good
-pleasant memories
-my intelligence