GRATITUDE LIST

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-hope
-inspiration
-going towards what feels good
-positive thoughts
-my moods being more stable
-squats
-getting my new incense and doing 2 energy meditations with it so far
-trying to stay away from drama
-staying calm about life
-sleep
-good food
-samples
-friendly people
-my hair color being touched up
-my eyebrows being threaded
-being considered smart
-flattery
-having beautiful eyes
-my sense of style
-getting my new bikini in the mail
-getting my candy package from my favorite candy boutique in the mail
-getting lingerie i ordered in the mail
-getting a teddy bear i wanted in the mail
-flowers
-cuteness
-new experiences
-opportunities
-the new retinol i've been using
-iced lattes
-my medications
-my hulu subscription
-makeup and beauty products
-plants and greenery
-my beauty
-sweaters
-blankets
-savoring
-water
-hard seltzers
-getting my mom flowers for mothers day
-having giving up diet soda
-art
-design
-my talent and skills
-safety
-being productive
-getting another recap in
-decluttering
-being kind and helpful
-entering some cat pictures in a cat calendar contest

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-how clean my slides looked when i washed them
-getting J to do my dishes the other night, which was very sweet and saved me a lot of time to do my other cleaning
-giving D his bday gift i didnt give him yet and the gift my intuition told me to get him and getting really creative with it and seeing him yesterday finally. it was really hard. he was sweet in some ways. not sweet at all in others. but i did what i felt like i wanted to do. and again at least he's staying in my city, and we did have something. even if he acts like i'm nothing to him now and incredibly mean to me now.
-my uber driver being very nice to me yesterday and handing me tissues and reassuring me i'm very beautiful and will find someone on the way home.
-J venmo-ing me $20 so i could get starbucks postmate-d to me when m's husband had no time to get it for me and had no non dairy creamer at his house yesterday
-my succulent face mist
-finding vanilla ghee at the grocery store near me
-sleep
-entering some of my feral cats in a cat calendar contest
-buying some lingerie from a high end label i like
-lounging in the sun yesterday
-my medications
-shopping
-deciding to schedule my dates for nyfw and that being the best deal for airfare
-compliments
-makeup
-the new retinol i've been using and how gentle it is and inexpensive
-beauty
-cuteness
-cats
-getting a draft done for the book i'm going to be in
-having goals
-yoga
-my hulu subscription
-my pink prada sunglasses
-my beauty
-vegan food
-pleasant memories
-my heart's desires
-taking positive actions
-trees
-greenery
-sky-gazing
-having beautiful eyes
-art
-feeling calmer about the buyers looking at the apartment
-my intellect
-staying motivated
-getting an even better dealing after my internet provider tried to hike up my internet price by twice as much
-music
-venmo
-cashapp
-strawberry waffles
-coffee
-colors
-walking
-my thoughtfulness
-letting myself feel my feelings
-my ambition
-spirituality

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-being flirted with
-compliments
-things working out for me
-indian food
-ghee butter
-sweaters
-my dignity
-my orchid coming today
-seeing my feral cats today
-fasting the other day and all of day time today
-having nice curves
-stretches
-having nice hair
-people who help me
-being kind to others
-pictures
-going to sculpture park the other day
-buying more of the hyaluronic lip plumper im almost out of
-the heater in my living room
-chocolate cake
-making an appointment for cellupulse at the end of the month
-quitting one of the agencies i'm with, or at least taking a break from them and getting an interview tommorow with a new one
-cuteness
-goals
-feeling ambitious
-laughing at life
-the book i'm reading and how good it is already
-my succulent skin mist
-my beauty
-my youth
-looking like a celebrity
-people who help me to understand myself and who seem to get me
-having healthy teeth
-my medications
-sleep
-touch
-being nice
-serendipity
-working on myself
-how much i've grown as a person in the last 3 years
-fashion and shopping
-venmo and cashapp
-hard seltzers
-water
-trying new things
-greenery and the color green
-inspiring people
-positive people
-working hard on healing, letting go, and becoming a new me

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-working today
-compliments
-people who build you up
-my ex l who has resurfaced
-my friend G who has been funny lately
-staying a little longer at my job today and making a little more effort
-my medications
-my orchid
-self reassurances
-shopping
-venmo and cashapp
-forgiveness
-nice weather today
-having money in my account
-getting my uber refunded
-apple cider vinegar detox drink
-fasting
-aloe vera detox drink
-getting my jaguar necklace cleaned
-my chalices
-healing
-art
-opportunities
-having great hair
-my hulu subscription
-feeling a little more directed lately
-having money
-going for a bike ride yesterday
-going sun lounging yesterday
-yoga
-goals
-support from others
-meeting new people and making new friends
-moving forward
-bettering myself
-my phone
-makeup
-becoming more self sufficient
-great design
-touch
-showers
-sleep
-delivery services
-water
-felines
-being kind
-being helpful
-inspiration
-good books
-cleaning and decluttering
-learning more about myself
-my taste in things
-evolving as a person
-plants
-colors
-m's husband and m being nice to me
-being able to wear slides today
-buying some certificates for airbrush tans today

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-getting my late fees removed
-finishing recaps for one agency
-pulling it together and staying strong
-music
-water
-feeling my feelings
-cleaning and decluttering
-fasting
-losing weight
-my phone
-compliments
-my femininity
-flowers
-plants
-colors
-vibrancy
-my medications
-coffee
-chocolate
-kindness
-the hypnosis recording i listened to other day and today
-my energy mediation i did last night
-yoga
-techno music
-strengthening my body
-laughing
-silliness
-cat cuddless
-connections with other souls
-having great taste
-cuteness
-getting my baby aspirin medication figured out at the pharmacy
-colors
-ambition
-my life experiences that shaped me to be someone who has culture and is interesting and accomplished
-venmo and cashapp
-sunshine
-my intelligence
-mobile apps
-social media
-my gucci purse
-the avant garde
-warm showers
-evolving as a person
-my eyesight and vision
-comfort
-hope
-wanting positivity
-peaceful sounds

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-the air conditioner
-J giving me money to buy new shoes
-my beautiful orchid
-flowers and plants
-compliments
-beautiful photos of me
-my authenticity
-my intelligence
-having a dream i was thin
-booking my first hotel for my nyc trip
-m being nice to me
-getting a massage today
-beautiful weather today
-beautiful landscapes
-venmo
-fashion
-working on fixing things lately-with white special markers, mr.clean magic erasers, special glues, shoe goos and more
-being in a disinfecting, cleaning phase as well lately
-decluttering and re-organizing
-shopping
-getting my dad a cool fathers day card
-shopping
-physical exercise
-makeup
-sleep
-help
-cuteness
-my medications
-aloe vera
-my hulu subscription
-recovering
-my phone
-working a lot
-building up my savings
-getting a cellupulse treatment done the other day
-smiling
-my medications
-learning
-inspiration
-kindness
-positive changes
-my femininity
-my child-like side

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-hummus
-spices
-vegan food
-deciding to no longer be afraid of my bully
-not taking a nap today
-going for a nice healthy walk today
-cleaning my bathtub today
-the new tangerine flavor of mike's hard lemonade
-seeing one of my clients is working with an animal welfare organization and how awesome that is
-help
-compliments
-having nice bone structure
-finding out one of the bigger local grocery chains took a line of products off the shelves after a factory farming abuse video became exposed
-self reassurances and putting pieces together
-lip gloss
-makeup
-physical exercise
-beautiful weather
-flowers
-coloring my hair today
-my medications
-buying new bath towels
-my hulu subscription
-learning
-the friendly interaction i had with the cute little dog on my walk today
-having glowy skin
-my femininity
-my child-like side
-having beautiful eyes
-having nice curves
-meditating
-my kindness
-setting intentions
-prayer
-relaxation
-self nourishment
-great deals

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-kindness in others
-being productive and motivated
-sleeping in my bed
-getting my two new pairs of shoes
-compliments
-posting a new flattering photo of myself on social media
-support from others
-being considered attractive by others
-having a nice curve to my backside
-my beautiful new soft, mint green towels
-the color green
-cats
-sun lounging
-getting hired for a special event
-drinking my aloe vera drink today
-booking my hotel for 2nd day in nyc and what a nice one it is
-physical exercise
-my creativity
-my unique personality
-more confirmation today and pieces put together and wink from the universe that D is still in my city living here like he said he would be
-shopping
-fashion
-my intelligence
-the fashion industry
-being considered for a fashion casting
-my taste in things and sense of style
-feeling like i am hearing more from my higher self and feeling a little more directed
-vibrancy
-my beautiful purple orchid
-sportsbras
-the internet
-laughing
-feeling my feelings
-M's wife saying she will put $50 in my account today
-my medications
-having beautiful eyes
-reflection
-bike riding
-going for walks
-my heart's desires
-topamax because i think it's stabilizing my mood's a little
-great deals
-beauty
-makeup
-recovering
-beautiful things
-how gorgeous and healthy my hair is
-smiling
-peaceful music
-ideas
-surrender
-peace
-vegan food
-potatoes
-buying spinach the other day to try and add more greens to my diet
-art
-positive news stories
-animal lovers and the world slowly evolving to become kinder to animals
-plants
-my phone
-trying to take more actions
-my ambitions and being a dreamy type
-going swimming the other day
-having plans to go swimming this week
-my hulu subscription
-beautiful weather
-night skies
-friendly people and being friendly to others
-setting intentions
-evolving as a person
-liking my new hair color
-working on my healing and self-improvement
-seeing really cool fashion ads that are innovative and inspiring and break barriers and make me smile and even shock me
-the avant-garde
-pronoia
-calmness
-self reassurances
-prayer

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-my laptop
-adding healthy things to my diet such as spinach to my sandwiches and buying bananas
-spicy food
-knowing myself and not letting silly petty comeback insults get to me
-my new gucci and moschino shoes
-my gucci t-shirt
-lattes
-crullers
-getting my eyebrows threaded for free because of my punch card
-pronoia
-yoga
-trusting life to take care of me
-going to the store and picking up some things i need
-hanging out with a friend i hadn't seen in a awhile and seeing his beautiful house and being social and drinking wine and smoking weed and catching up and how nice that was
-art
-cleaning my bathroom sink
-throwing out my yoga mat and buying a new one online
-learning
-my hulu subscription
-seeing my feral cats today
-mom cat walking on my back today
-beauty
-support from others
-excitement about upcoming business trip
-my strength
-my sense of style
-shopping
-my savings getting built up a little bit again
-my renewed interest in cleaning/fixing and decluttering lately
-beautiful nature scenes
-inspiration
-fun
-plants
-flowers
-getting confirmed for a special event this week
-having beautiful hair
-reaching enough to cash out of the cashback app i've been using
-smiling
-blankets
-trying to sleep in my bed more often
-my child-like side
-kindness and remembering that's what i want to be
-physical exercise
-evolving as a person
-dental floss
-sweaters
-having nice curves
-colors
-my beauty
-yoga pants
-being helpful
-being kind

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-getting all my lodging for my upcoming business trip booked
-buying a new shower curtain with an new boho vibe with after pay
-being productive today and getting some good work pics
-approval from others
-working my first special event of the year yesterday and being told by my co-worker it's been a slow start for special events this year and that this is the first one in my city
-my hulu subscription
-seeing how soda pop consumption makes my clothes tighter quicker when i have more then about a can or 12 ounces a day
-my beauty
-water
-physical exercise
-being called baby
-help from others
-fashion
-shopping
-almond milk lattes
-crullers
-how pouty my lips look sometimes from my lip injections
-makeup
-my hair
-support from others
-starting to look for new places to live
-my medications
-my strength
-my foot healing
-my pink and black nike shoes
-the internet
-my phone
-serendipity
-pleasant memories
-being kind
-colors
-sunshine
-the smell of rain
-sleeping in my bed
-laughing
-flowers
-plants
-sculptures
-art
-animals
-animal lovers
-blankets
-self-nourishment
-recovery
-having a little more clarity
-being more patient with myself
-working on letting go of time
-my gucci purse
-self improvement
-feeling my feelings