IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was in a ice landskape...I was driving my car and a bit skarred how it will end up..there where so many hills and slopes...I drowe very slowly...and noticed that my car has very good tyres...so I was totally safe to drive on this ice landskape…

in this episode I had 2 houses...one big and one small....I Went into the big house and hear a dog growle….I Went out at once…(still afraid of dogs)...the man who owned the dogs come out with them and I can ask what are they doing in my house....we Went inside and the house was full of people...I Went out to my Little house...and my son was there and he was washing dishes….he told me he is in love...but it is impossible...I asked who is she...he did not want to tell me...so I Went out to figure this out...and now I saw a women with slightly red hair...in my age …..so I Went back to my son and asked if it is she and he said...yes….I told him I do not mind...it is his Life...

(I never figured out why these people had invaded my house)

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was telling my Dream (I have now forgotten the Dream) to a ex co-worker...she invited me to come to her home...I Went to visit her and I noticed that I had rubber boots on me but I felt that I have no time to go back home and change to shoes...I come to her adress and now I remember that she is at Church...so I thought that I will go there even I am very late...but Before I Went out from her house complex I saw a cow on loose...the vestibule was only windows so I saw both to the Backyard and frontyard...when I tried to go out Backyard the cow was there too...so I Went back to the fronyard door but now there was to cows...so I was thinking to call 112 but suddenly my ex co-worker was sitting outside her door and having a foot bath...sitting on a footstool with Wheels...she had many goldrings on her fingers and also wedding rings...I was thinking that I have never known that she has bean married….now she Wheels away and is going to a restaurant and looking at me ...are you comming...she said we can take a sandwich and coffee….

[IA56]

In last night Dream I had a horse outside of my house...I had a wall of glass and the horse made attacks against the window wall...I felt fear...and rang 112 to tell that there is a horse at loose….the horse took off...and I also Went outside to see where it Went...when I walked down the street I found a sulky looked like a old race car...2 more horses standing and this sulky was turned up side down...so I understood the horse was from this party....here I woke up...

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was approached by an unknown man to me...he said my second name...and I said it is not my first namn...he luored me into a cort room...I did feel that If I stay they will falsly accuse me for something and they will win...so I forced myself out...they tried to hold me against my will so I shouted...help they are trying to falsly accuse me for things I have not done...so some persons did grab the men who hold me so I was able to run away...I knew that I have to make it to the otherside of the fence...I did succeed….but the man did run after me and threating me...so I said to him...give up...you do not have any case….

In this episode my mother was living on terrace house...she told me that she has no car so I can park on her spot...there was a Engine preheater...she asked me if I knew how much they will charge me for this Engine preheater...I said ...as much as the electricity costs...but then I remembered that I did not have this Connection to put on a Engine preheater in my car….

[IA56]

In last night dream I had my mother telling me that I should clean more in my appartament...I was so surprised that she says as she did ...now when she is on the other side I was sure she would understand more and see clearly...so I told her...that you ought to know how it is with me...you where there...so I told her from beginning how hard I felt my childhood was and that she was not there to support me...a door was open into a big party and I had to close the door to keep my focus on this subject to make my mother understand....and while I am telling her my whole life story up to now...I realise that it is not my mother who has to understand...it is me...and that I am having this lecture to myself....we all are one....it feels huge for me today this deeper clearer understanding....thank you for helping me go deeper.

[IA56]

Last night I had a strange dream....I was asked to meditate with a man...he was total hairless and had strange things on his body...oval shape...edges higher so they formed like a engraved oval bowl....he bowed his head down and I had to put my forhead on his neck into this oval bowl....I go into altered state...he feels it and he falls down and turnes around to catch me...I am sharp in my consiusness but he will put me to sleep...so I begg him...please do not put me to sleep...please...but I loose consiusness and fades into sleep...

[IA56]

In last night Dream I had to fall into sleep with body totally awake...because I was sure I had not slept att all....but this morning I remember one Dream so of course I had slept….in the Dream I awake on a mustard yellow skin sofa...near my face there is White substance...and I feel blisters in my mouth….I am afraid I am becoming sick....when I awoke this morning I was happy it was only a Dream....and I hope it stays that way

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was taught where to pinch on my thumb...to lesser fear...I was surprised because I have learned that to pinch inbetween thumb and the pointing finger is where to lessen fear….so I shared this with him...

[IA56]

In last night I had a strange Dream in my oppinion….I had highheals on me...very Beautiful shoes….a man wanted to try them on....they did fit his feets perfectly...I was surprised he had so small feets...I told him that he looks great in them...and I told him he can Always borrow shoes from me because I have many Beautiful highheals...

[IA56]

In last night Dream my grandchild asked advice for a nitting...she said...I show you when you come to visit me...I said..you can tell me what it is..maybe I can give some pointers now when we are talking….she showed me a Picture of a bikini...it was very complicated looking...oh I said...that will be a challenge…