GRATITUDE LIST

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-aloe vera
-upping my walks to 5 miles
-H cat cuddling with me and waking up to him behind my head
-finding marbles for H cat to play with
-how pretty my cats are
-my new blonde hair color
-my insomnia going away
-protein rich foods
-water
-fitting into my clothes better and into clothes i couldn't a week ago
-talking things out with D and him saying he has feelings for me and not seeming to want me to go away
-being nice
-ordering some fendi joggers
-marbles
-hope
-kindness
-the internet
-tapering off my ativan so successfully
-great beauty products
-being productive
-creativity
-getting caught up on beauty and wellness appointments

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-talking to my older neighbor D who i havent seen in awhile
-doing good with taking space from neighbor D i started a thing with after we had an argument and talked things out last night
-naps
-compromise
-surrender
-night skies
-meditation
-clarity
-ideas
-baby wipes
-naps
-calmness
-squats
-blankets
-makeup
-my fit
-my unemployment
-H cat being sweet and making me laugh
-my balcony
-H cat laying on L cat
-how cute L and H cat are
-aloe vera
-water
-people speaking up against the mob mentality
-kindness
-art
-ideas
-sleeping masks
-water

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-people who do good things
-being a kind person
-doing my 5 mile walk today
-my lower body getting more toned
-my new fendi joggers
-H cat doing well back home
-getting pictures of H cat at home
-sleeping more
-feeling my feelings
-colors
-ice cold water
-being strong
-being motivated
-air conditioning
-cleaning
-being a thoughtful person
-my beauty products
-squats
-booking a life coaching session
-starting a new animal advocacy project
-that D, the guy below me i like is thoughtful and sweet
-aloe vera
-more people speaking out against mob mentality
-my new adidas socks
-smiling
-more things coming back to normal
-having goals
-sending stuff to my dad for father's day
-finally buying some frames i needed
-fashion
-pillows

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-being smart
-being patient
-being kind
-aloe vera
-hydrocodone
-face rolling
-certifying for unemployment
-updating and job searching on linkedin
-cold water
-startbucks almond milk chilled espresso beverage from the grocery store
-music
-having amazing fashion sense
-taking some new pics for social media
-opening myself up to aliveness
-finishing reading a book i've been working on since last year
-doing a yin yoga session from youtube i like
-wearing my pink givenchy slides for the first time
-doing laundry
-self acceptance
-sleep
-H cat doing very well back with the other cats
-having beautiful eyes
-being considered beautiful

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-relaxation
-meditation
-ordering a iced latte and beyond sausage breakfast sandwich to my place
-getting a ride to the grocery store today
-having great hair
-that i think D downstairs cares about me. And to just surrender and let go with my confusion
-nightskies
-air conditioning
-being beautiful
-having great fashion sense
-buying some luxurious pink roses for my birthday coming up
-fashion
-prayer
-yoga
-being smart
-sleep
-rest
-deciding the next step for my weight loss is a soda pop detox
-my femininity
-the internet
-my neon heart lamp
-getting my H cat print framed
-massage

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-that D seems to care, and tries and doesnt want me gone
-my abs being sore
-yoga
-walking 5 miles today
-my fitbit
-a shirt i bought earlier in the year that didn't fit me nicely, fitting me better today. More weight loss progress.
-love
-apple cider vinegar
-cutting down on soda and succeeding so far
-drinking a quart of water when i woke up
-having beautiful hair
-sleep
-naps
-applying to jobs
-emailing a contact about something business related
-my fabric refresh spray
-fashion
-nice weather today
-quality skincare products
-being beautiful
-my heart shaped neon light
-people seeming to wake up about the riots and things going on
-indian food
-cleaning products
-relaxation
-ibuprofen
-showers
-makeup
-self care
-being a nice person
-appreciation
-prayer
-setting positive intentions
-starbucks almond milk refrigerated cafe latte from the grocery store
-a new song coming out from one of my favorite music artists that i love
-the smell of sandalwood

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-more people waking up to what's going on with the terrorist attacks in the U.S
-prayer
-indian food
-sleep
-cutting down on soda
-my clothes starting to fit better
-my breasts and arms slimming out
-my stomach slimming out
-drinking more water
-coffee
-having beautiful hair
-D downstairs and i having a normal conversation and telling him one of my apprehensions and him seeming to care what i think and wanting to fix the issue
-yin yoga
-doing some toning workout for the lower body
-doing laundry
-looking younger and refreshed
-sleeping masks
-deodorant
-comedy
-applying to some more jobs today
-having nice lips
-the breeze and beautiful color of the sky and the rainbow i seen on my balcony after a storm
-laughing
-nourishment
-self care
-being kind
-intelligence
-my neon heart lamp

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-sleep
-naps
-water
-drinking more water and less soda
-aloe vera
-looking younger
-M's husband coming by to take me to get out of the house for awhile
-H cat doing well
-air conditioning
-prayer
-meditating
-M's husband saying i look a little slimmer
-yoga
-massage
-good skincare products
-fitness
-entertainment
-comedy
-night skies
-doing a writing exercise to clarify what i want
-fashion
-my antidepressant
-having great taste
-vegan protein foods
-self nourishment
-justice
-empathy
-laughing at life

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-staying strong despite everything having gone wrong today
-my face being unique
-embracing my slight crazy
-having m's husband in my life
-hope
-my neon heart lamp
-walking for 6 miles today
-my hair color
-drinking a lot of water
-air conditioning
-sleep
-deleting all my phone numbers except a few essential ones again
-my lip mask
-new opportunities for first career coming up
-making a new hypnosis audio for myself yesterday
-yoga
-my face slimming out
-being considered attractive
-my arms slimming out
-good prices
-cleaning products
-being smart

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-seeing people being creative and positive
-innovation
-my new blonde hair
-how healthy and thick my hair is
-a new selfie to post on social media for the first time in awhile
-having a baby face
-filler and botox
-having great lips
-great skincare products
-getting a hydro to calm me down today
-visiting my feral cats today
-my new edgy gap teeth and stars sunglasses edgy t-shirt handmade in los angeles
-fashion
-my sense of style
-m's husband taking me to get out of the house for awhile
-water
-sleep
-being strong after what D downstairs did to me and giving him a piece of my mind after what he said
-giving D downstairs the stuff i was planning to give him anyways by leaving it in a bag by his door before i went to bed
-pillows
-blankets
-water
-getting more opportunities with first career thing i do
-starting my own creative venture with my stickers for animal advocacy i designed arriving and putting them on a few poles today
-feeling excitement for life
-growing as a person
-cleaning and doing laundry today
-cleaning products
-yoga
-physical exercise
-my arms slimming out
-surrendering
-my muscles being nice and sore from working out
-finding a new book to buy
-smiling
-getting my baby pink venus et fleur roses in the mail
-being a caring person
-deleting all my phone numbers to start fresh
-leaving a voice mail about the air conditioner
-self-care
-seeing l cat so at bliss outside living her life today
-cuteness
-how nice it is for my clothes to fit a little better
-my creativity
-my talent