GRATITUDE LIST

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-getting my beautiful dolce & gabbana sunglasses today in the mail
-getting my beautiful balenciaga socks today
-D responding to me today saying he's just been going through the motions lately
-stretches
-M saying she will be ready to go to the gym next week
-hairties
-charcoal mouthwash
-cleaning the living room air purifier
-using the humidfier
-getting starbucks today
-my beauty
-looking like a model
-having a great body
-working on creative projects
-having a baby face
-feeling more empowered
-finding another phone charger to use
-drinking more water
-self forgiveness
-prayer
-solutions
-♥♥♥♥♥ relief
-moisturizers
-cleaning products
-my acupressure mat
-having toned muscles
-my creativity
-having beautiful eyes
-learning
-being kind
-having a baby face
-blankets
-pillows
-humor
-unity
-strength
-colors
-great design
-decluttering
-reorganizing
-surrender
-peace
-inner peace
-reflection
-sunshine
-quiet
-feeling my feelings and almost feeling an aliveness
-tissue salts
-my wit
-having a baby voice
-newness

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-sweet things people say
-compliments
-my beauty
-D returning my clothes and bringing me candy
-friendly worker at starbucks who answered my call
-having beautiful eyes
-having a nice face
-starbucks putting a little heart by name on the bag which was cute
-unity
-fashion
-makeup
-earth decorated cake pops
-giving D an earth cake pop with a cutesy note
-art
-music
-my acupressure mat
-sweets
-warmed up banana bread
-cleaning the bath tub
-learning
-water
-pillows
-blankets
-getting my christian louboutin keychain in the mail today and how beautiful it is and the packaging
-yoga
-vitamins
-my talents
-cats
-having the humidifier on
-vitamins
-♥♥♥♥♥ relief
-prayer
-having a baby face
-eviction ban extended again
-baby wipes
-surrender

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-sleep
-staying rational
-going for a nice healthy walk today
-my lower body getting tighter
-seeing M's husband today and getting starbucks
-staying strong
-drinking more water
-earth cake pops
-getting ride to the store today
-prayer
-support from others
-♥♥♥♥♥ relief
-my acupressure mat
-being productive
-moisturizers
-showering
-de-cluttering
-cleaning the bathroom hallway floor
-blankets
-pillows
-felines
-cuteness
-hyaluronic acid
-tissue salts
-newness
-evolving as a person
-reflection
-self compassion
-kindness
-things normalizing a little bit
-stretching
-deodorant
-fashion
-unity
-cleaning products
-having nice muscle tone

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-compliments
-my beauty
-being considered a prize
-flirting
-fashion
-my fashion sense
-my acupressure mat
-listening to some heart chakra music
-being sexy
-leg warmers
-going for a short walk
-my starbucks drink i like
-having goals and things i want to work on to better myself
-drinking more water
-my body getting tighter and smoother
-hair ties
-having beautiful eyes
-great skincare products
-being kind
-cleaning products
-getting the living room air purifier changed
-the humidifier
-moisturizers
-baby wipes
-blankets
-healthy digestion
-night skies
-having nice curves
-music
-colors
-self compassion
-being rational
-surrender
-my femininity
-creativity
-innovation
-a new bill being proposed in my state that's awesome
-tissue salts
-yoga
-feeling ambitious

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-tissues
-baby wipes
-tissue salts
-drinking more water
-people being really sweet lately
-bandaids
-seeing M's husband and going grocery shopping today
-my acupressure mat
-having nice curves
-joggers
-compassion
-having a kind heart
-my body smoothing out and tightening
-my beauty
-looking like a model
-getting the sexy shot glasses of myself for D in the mail today and the pride i have in my epic ideas
-romance
-being told sweet things
-showers
-prayer
-people who can think for themselves
-music
-art
-sleep
-hair ties
-moisturizers
-finding a makeup artist for a project
-pillows
-cats
-cuteness
-animal lovers, animal activists, and animal heroes
-fashion

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-surrendering the D situation
-remembering things to calm me down
-root beer
-drinking more water
-compassion for self
-acupressure
-having a great body
-attractive guys
-joggers
-sleeping more in the nude lately for wellness benefits
-sportsbras
-coffee
-being productive and getting some stuff accomplished
-cuteness
-art
-felines
-my pants fitting very loose on me
-feeling very accomplished
-getting in contact with my new casewoker
-great skincare products
-baby wipes
-cleaning products
-my beauty
-fashion
-moisturizers
-being able to think for myself
-my femininity
-beauty

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-my prada socks
-my pants looser the last few days
-having beautiful hair
-having great style
-resetting my sleep schedule
-fashion
-going for a 2 mile walk
-coffee
-cleaning
-my beauty
-compliments
-being productive
-feeling ambitious
-showering
-wearing some lip gloss today
-sleep
-blankets
-cuteness
-charitable organizations that help others
-moisturizers
-drinking more water
-having apple cider vinegar with water today
-blankets
-hoodies
-wearing leggings
-donating to an animal charity today
-trying out a new cleaning product today and it working
-learning
-baby wipes
-kindness
-being able to think for myself
-paper towels

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-looking like a model
-others having empathy for others
-my beauty
-D and I running into each other and i tried to avoid it and i think he did initially and then he said hello, and i just walked past him without saying anything. I think i needed that to redeem myself for how much i always gave in to him and him ignoring me, giving him the snub.
-starbucks
-cool innovations and inventions
-being smart
-evolving my way of being and speaking
-getting an ipl the other day
-M's husband recovering well
-going to uber to see the ferals the other day
-ordering starbucks
-fashion
-having great style
-getting a pedicure the other day
-amazing beauty products
-the opportunities coming my way
-drinking more water
-resetting my sleep schedule
-yoga
-going to the gym
-sunshine
-going for walks
-being a kind person
-compliments
-weight going down
-having nice curves
-moisturizers
-putting the humidifier on
-hyaluronic acid
-makeup
-having beautiful hair
-cats
-cuteness
-being productive
-sleep
-doing laundry today
-animal lovers, animal advocates, animal heroes, and animal activists
-showering
-baby wipes
-feeling ambitious
-losing weight
-colors
-fun
-prayer
-amazing memories

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-my cease and desist letter on it's way to the awful tenant who's harassed and bullied me
-prayer
-surrender
-being smart
-my power
-fashion
-compliments
-sweet messages
-tenant union organizer reassuring me when i was heartbroken about harassement and needed advice
-sleep
-romance
-my resilence
-my sense of style
-ipl facials
-trying to better myself
-love
-cuteness
-realizing those who hate on me and make fun of me, are just jealous
-calming down and realizing the person who did something wrong and thinks he exposed me really only exposed himself
-sweaters
-beauty
-colors
-trees
-animals
-defending myself
-being resourceful
-my bastet plush stuffed animals
-my givenchy teddy bear
-kindness from others
-my upcoming job from my career having the date confirmed
-confirming 2 more jobs for next month
-slippers
-the internship i recently got
-my ambition
-art
-being offered a chance to submit some beauty articles for a magazine
-my starbucks drink i like
-cleaning products
-compassion for self
-having a kind heart
-vegan food
-switching to a different anxiety med
-being able to take accountability and be self aware
-animal advocates
-having beautiful hair
-hair ties
-being productive
-hoodies
-baby wipes
-showering
-deodorant
-doing some reading
-becoming stronger from the harassement and bullying the other day
-my cute dollar signs hair barette
-having a beautiful face
-retouching
-newness
-moisturizers
-growing as a person
-being able to think for myself
-being open minded

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-clean skin
-hip and pelvic stretches
-cleaning and vacuuming the living room
-having nice curves
-B cat doing better after his procedure and moving more, eating, and cuddling with my mom
-barq's root beer
-inspirational videos, quotes and advice
-how my hair looks in updo's
-surrendering
-prayer
-learning
-tissue salts
-using my acupressure mat today
-ideas
-people working to make the world a better place
-my fashion sense
-compliments
-benzodiazepines to chill out after a crazy week
-cuteness
-water
-a great yoga class yesterday
-moisturizers
-stain removers
-cleaning products
-beautiful sights
-intention seeding last night while listening to throat chakra music
-sleep
-blankets
-fabric refresh spray
-baby wipes
-having nice lips
-makeup
-learning
-being smart
-being productive
-starbucks banana bread
-holistic and homeopathic healing
-having goals
-love
-unity
-kind heartedness