This afternoon I had a very interesting experience approximately 2 hours before I normally wake-up. I don't know whether to classify it as a lucid dream or any sort of projection. I'm still pretty unsure.
My body was paralyzed (I think). At the same time I felt 'kind-of' awake. When I consciously thought about seeing something - I would. But only faint dark shapes barely discernable as anything. With some effort I found myself in a house which seemed to be made-up of pieces of every house I've ever lived in. It was strange. Kind of like a movie. I could move around but only when I thought strongly about it. I also found out that any strong thought whatsoever would yank me directly out of this state. The moment I realized what was happening, I was rudely ripped back into normal waking consciousness before I could act in this condition.
I was somewhat disappointed, but exhilirated nonetheless. I hope this can happen again, and that I can discover how to deliverately cause this whenever I want.
It's been several hours since the experience and an interesting thing is happening; I forgot most of what I was dreaming about. Why does my mind want to erase these experiences?
It was still very interesting. To me, it's progress.
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