Hi
I'ff had one full kundalini experience and a few half awakenings. In my experience the kundalini always awaken in a strange etheric state between waking consciousness and actual obe.
I'd like to know more about this state.? I'ff always stopped the awakening halfways through due to fear/uncertainty ect.
Once when this happened I saw strange geometric patterns that seemed like biological dna stuctures or something and beautiful colour like that which Alex Grey paints.
I'ff met a woman that I think is a goddess(thelema poped in my head) and a man that talks to me in my dreams and they seem to be trying to heal me. Reasontly in this etheric state I decided to let it flow and then when the energy rushed to my head I hear a 3de voice talking to me.
Another man ,seemed like he was trying to reprogram my subconsious or something but I didn't let him finish.
I'm not sure if these beings are angels/goddess/spirit guide or higher self. How are you suppose to know?
I'ff had some demonic problems earlier so it might even be a neg trying to trick me (fear) but I doubt it.
Any insight on this etheric state ? When I force myself awake the energy completly disappears and then I always feel regret because its difficult to get into that state. Thanx for reading
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