a few questions about my experience.

[Jananz]

Yea, I was just undone by the atomic nature of yesterdays heat, after all this time, I think this old body should not be able to flame like that. But, who am I to say. This is the fire of undoing afterall...there is no controlling it. It will incinerate us all.

Tomorrow I will draw up my annual month/moontide calendar so I can get a handle on this baby. Looks like we might be in for a whale of a ride in July...and peak gnosis revelation oct/nov this year...and this is only the beginning of the next 3 years of amplified inferno.

[Tutor]

Yea, I was just undone by the atomic nature of yesterdays heat, after all this time, I think this old body should not be able to flame like that. But, who am I to say. This is the fire of undoing afterall...there is no controlling it. It will incinerate us all.

Tomorrow I will draw up my annual month/moontide calendar so I can get a handle on this baby. Looks like we might be in for a whale of a ride in July...and peak gnosis revelation oct/nov this year...and this is only the beginning of the next 3 years of amplified inferno.

perhaps dear Jananz, it will after all, merely incinerate that which is not in and of 'us all'.

[pondini]

are you talking about solar flares, or kundalini?

[Jananz]

Kundalini can not be separated from solar weather...but I was talking about "our" individual flames being amplified by the upcoming solar max.

That "poem" was just my little self pity, why me thing complaining about the atomic heart, after I am already 7 years beyond my peak.

Yea the fire is not for us to query...it is the ultimate authority...it burns us clean of all that is not ecstatic to be alive.

[Jananz]

http://www.mobilegeographics.com:81/cal ... /5607.html
I tracked the tides for the year...they are not that big in 2010. The midyear hump of full moons is slumped, but the new moons are lifting in July and August. No 7ft tides at all.
Last year was the rotting part of the solar cycle, so this year is vegetative/foundational recycling growth...which you can see in the vegetation. Good time to make good use of the physical energies for strong, high integrity cellular growth. Good time also for making babies prior to solar max...avoid making babies during this solar max unless you are genetically capable of enduring genius; otherwise you may produce schizos.

Last year also I had the massive heart heat around June new moon. We tend to get caught up in each others fire at this time...haha...projections. I am hip to that game. Fortunately I had noone to project on this year.

[Tutor]

well one thing about 7 years is it ends a cycle of growth to begin yet another. it was after 7 years from my peak that i finally felt that i had my sea legs. from there it was gentler for me. like, i could finally see myself having led into that experienced peak in the 7 years prior to it.

the last three years have been years of reaping 'all' of the fruit, both bad and good, and understanding the dynamic of bad and good as one interdependent process giving understanding.

but it wasnt until that 7 year distance from the peak that i could see this. prior to that distance i felt to distance myself from all the bad and keep only the 'holier than thou' good, as if it had had nothing to do with myself. kind of a time of self-nurturing that would eventually lead me to the ability to look back and clearly see myself in it, and accept both sides of my storied past.

something like that...

tim

[CFTraveler]

Interesting that you ended up here. Or shall I say 'wound up' 'here'.

[Jananz]

Learning seems to rely on prediction error because if the world is exactly as we expected it to be, there is nothing new to learn. As we become more agentic and proactive, rather than reactive, we are able to navigate the light and shadow of life with less vulnerability and instability. To be able to see our own causal hand in happenstance requires multiperspectivism, transcendence of black and white thinking, and the transcendence of the polarization of good and bad. It requires empathy for the actual responses of the Other, rather than our assumption of their response. We have to raise our energy and awareness to the level of how we "want" to be, rather than letting others dictate to us who we are. If we compulsively predict error, as in negative thinking or fear then we fail to learn well and brain damage ourselves in the bargain. This negative feedback loop is the manifest destiny of hell.