woohoo! confidence and faith contagiously overide the contagions, giving rise to confidence and faith in others for the opening of healing's confident and faithful overiding/renewal.
this is momentum, which is altogether responding to your increased confidence and faith in ability to conduit healing.
you got good vibes, which qualifiably increase as your vibes allow vibrationally qualifiable increase.
this is permission, or per mission; therefore be careful first impression, or superficial sight of judgement. equal worthiness, discernment of deeper inequalities or emergent radicals, allowance of unseens seen vibrationally. confidence and faith are the eyes of one sharing healing.
you already are seeing this truth as you pursue healing. it ever deepens as the selfless approach.
the selfless is the chrism (faith), juxtaposed with personal charisma (charming confidence); yet both coalesce as the gift that gives healing through this self, simply because the personal self is not the obstructing center to the flow, but rather is the open vibrational conduit of good vibes.
make sense?
truly, speaking for myself, faith is never an issue for me, but personal confidence yet seems to wax and wane. however, i see the practice of healing as myself healing first, towards increased selflessness which would be myself healed.
in observing myself, i find that often i've without noticing cast thoughtful judgement into it, and this thinking when observed is the absense of confidence. worthiness begets worthiness, or unworthiness begets unworthiness. we each instinctively sense, or intuitively pick up on the other's vibes, such that where i am within the admix of faith and confidence is directly related to other and their capacity for opening faith and confidence. reciprocity
in feeling this reciprocity in action, it is quite calming, as to be a stillness caught in the silent moment, a connection between two otherwise separate individuals. an unseen and unheard communication through a clear open channel, point to point, a bull's eye.
i have forgotten to breathe in such moments, as if timelessly held in a space of non-time opened up between past and future, just perfect presence of no-mind, no-self, no-division or no-separation, oneness.
all very 'clicheic' terms, no doubt. but, they suffice to describe it.
having felt that, i let go for that feeling's arrival, not always feeling it, but once felt, there is no doubt of it, just me doubting me. a lot of my doubt issues from thought of karmic allowances, which is to me a unstoppable function in every life. so i ponder other's relationships with their sense of 'forgiveness'. often it is that i struggle with my own sense of 'forgiveness'. -human memory in a relative world- -perceived guilt and the attractant covering shame-
it is hard for any of us not to humanly judge the moment and all therein sentiently contained. but it is good to understand that, where at least one can observe themself within personal healing's reveal.
tim
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