Doors

[susan]

Trying to peek through the door hoping to walk through gracefully and not bang my head going through.The planning can be tough though.

[SoulSail]

....The planning can be tough though.

Care to explain?

[susan]

" The planning can be tough though."

Care to explain?

Okay, what I find tough whilst trying to plan.


***. We are here and none of us knows for sure the absolute truth.
We have options to follow, such as

Follow a religion,
Or
Try to experience for ourself and come to our own conclusion,( which is my preferred route),
Or
Listen to so called Gurus who know everything,
Or
Read books from people who have had experiences and follow them, ( but who is to say they have interpreted their experiences correctly or infact that they have experienced the best of what we might hope for? )


So planning is tough because by seeing flaws in most I came to the conclusion a while back that I would be guided by my own inner guidance.

What I'm planning is based on what I'm receiving which I can only hope has something to do with making me a better person in the hope of something after this life and not just being 'switched off '

I'm trying not to have too high expectations from people who seem to be interested in following a spiritual path because time and time again I get let down.

I'm trying not to take what I read personally.

My difficulty is my journal because the more beautiful contact and advise I hear or the more lovely the image is I get, then it makes me want to be an even better person, but the problem is I'm writing this for anyone to read and this may be interpreted as self delusional, ego inflated Little miss Perfect.
( hence the remark about trying not to bang my head on the way through)