onelove
21st July 2013, 12:53 AM
Hey guys! :) My name is Jason. I am new to this forum as you can tell. I will try to make my story short and concise.
Just a quick note: For most of my childhood life (almost 19 years old now), I had a general "feeling" that I was very spiritual person (I was attracted metaphysical subjects such as chakras/astral realm/lucid dreams and had a history of "testing" out each religion) and had a hint that someone is trying guide me to somewhere or something. In addition, I am hesitant to write my story out on this forum because I am relatively young and I am not sure of the direction of the life it will take me by posting it here. I had always been independent and lead myself to where I am today alone. But I feel that by doing this, the more experienced community of beautiful people here could help me identify what I could be looking for and help me raise my consciousness further.
About 5 or 6 months ago I was researching for ways to gain photographic memory. I was a senior in high school back then and this random desire spawned because of an impulse to do well academically in college. While researching I stumbled into the topic of the third eye and its abilities such as intuition and clairvoyance. I quickly became curious and interested in this topic and searched for ways to open it. So subsequently, after 2 days of meditating at night time (the only time where there is peace and quiet at my house) I saw some violet light (Apparently my third eye was slightly open because in the past say 2 years I was able to see these auroras before but mostly before I sleep) and i felt my body going numb. The third night rolled by and I performed my regular routine. I sat straight up with my legs crossed and breathed into the space between my eyebrows. I was starting to unconsciously breathe and felt like I was about to fall asleep. Then suddenly my body started to vibrate and it felt like it was being pulled down. Then bam. I saw a bright yellow light flash at the third eye area and my body was now vibrating immensely as if I was going to teleport somewhere. My first reaction was fear and thus I opened my eyes and woke up. I felt a great rush of compassion pass through my body though. And as I closed my eyes again to check, I saw a white "window" shape in my head. The next few weeks, I tried to replicate my actions hoping to get the same experience again but failed. I ended up with a huge headache each time before I slept because I tried so hard :banghead: I saw nothing in my head.
Fast forward 3-4 months, I have continued to meditate at night but not as often or forceful. But this time I started to watch videos of a man named Darryl Anka and his channeled entity named Bashar. Almost immediately after watching his videos, my spirit became energized and felt a blooming of positive energy with each video I watched. As I meditated I felt much more "in place" and calm. His words and wisdom reached me in such a beautiful way and I felt so grateful and compassionate for his videos. As a result, I have been seeing various images in my head. They are brief and always seem to be slight moving. Most images pertain to my high school where I see desks and people in our library. I have no idea what this means. Can anyone provide me some insight? It would greatly be appreciated! Thank you in advance! :clap:
Infinite Love to All,
Jason
Just a quick note: For most of my childhood life (almost 19 years old now), I had a general "feeling" that I was very spiritual person (I was attracted metaphysical subjects such as chakras/astral realm/lucid dreams and had a history of "testing" out each religion) and had a hint that someone is trying guide me to somewhere or something. In addition, I am hesitant to write my story out on this forum because I am relatively young and I am not sure of the direction of the life it will take me by posting it here. I had always been independent and lead myself to where I am today alone. But I feel that by doing this, the more experienced community of beautiful people here could help me identify what I could be looking for and help me raise my consciousness further.
About 5 or 6 months ago I was researching for ways to gain photographic memory. I was a senior in high school back then and this random desire spawned because of an impulse to do well academically in college. While researching I stumbled into the topic of the third eye and its abilities such as intuition and clairvoyance. I quickly became curious and interested in this topic and searched for ways to open it. So subsequently, after 2 days of meditating at night time (the only time where there is peace and quiet at my house) I saw some violet light (Apparently my third eye was slightly open because in the past say 2 years I was able to see these auroras before but mostly before I sleep) and i felt my body going numb. The third night rolled by and I performed my regular routine. I sat straight up with my legs crossed and breathed into the space between my eyebrows. I was starting to unconsciously breathe and felt like I was about to fall asleep. Then suddenly my body started to vibrate and it felt like it was being pulled down. Then bam. I saw a bright yellow light flash at the third eye area and my body was now vibrating immensely as if I was going to teleport somewhere. My first reaction was fear and thus I opened my eyes and woke up. I felt a great rush of compassion pass through my body though. And as I closed my eyes again to check, I saw a white "window" shape in my head. The next few weeks, I tried to replicate my actions hoping to get the same experience again but failed. I ended up with a huge headache each time before I slept because I tried so hard :banghead: I saw nothing in my head.
Fast forward 3-4 months, I have continued to meditate at night but not as often or forceful. But this time I started to watch videos of a man named Darryl Anka and his channeled entity named Bashar. Almost immediately after watching his videos, my spirit became energized and felt a blooming of positive energy with each video I watched. As I meditated I felt much more "in place" and calm. His words and wisdom reached me in such a beautiful way and I felt so grateful and compassionate for his videos. As a result, I have been seeing various images in my head. They are brief and always seem to be slight moving. Most images pertain to my high school where I see desks and people in our library. I have no idea what this means. Can anyone provide me some insight? It would greatly be appreciated! Thank you in advance! :clap:
Infinite Love to All,
Jason