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rrichy
5th September 2006, 01:30 AM
http://community.cnhi.com/eve/forums/a/ ... 105904/p/4 (http://community.cnhi.com/eve/forums/a/tpc/f/813104191/m/318105904/p/4)
scroll down to good-day post.
the posts are what i am dealing with.

Sleep paralysis have increased after i started talking about that church and actualy the whole movement they are a part of but also i had some very strong very good dreams about the situation and they have made me stronger.
and negative thoughts, feelings have increased.
i knew i would be attacked i took my time before i started talking about what i experianced.
i posted on here to hear what some other sensitive people could suggest to me, im not looking for someone to say yes its bad, i am looking for other empaths that have had to stand up for what they belive.
there is allot more about these types of so called christians that i did not go into, but has you can see they are not what they think they are.

5th September 2006, 01:45 AM
this also may help...atleast as a comparisson. there are people like your pastor everywhere...did your pastor ever speak of talking to "angels" or spirit guides...???

http://www.thecanadianencyclopedia.com/ ... RTA0001036 (http://www.thecanadianencyclopedia.com/index.cfm?PgNm=TCE&Params=A1ARTA0001036)

5th September 2006, 01:49 AM
From the pulpit he has told you all and the loved one’s of those that have
died while going to that church, that they have died because of their
rebellion against his teachings and prophecy’s thus they were into
witchcraft because they where coming against God’s prophet, whether or not
they voiced opposition towards him personally they died because they did not
obey Floyd’s words or god’s words in the bible.

^^^ fear based mind control.

5th September 2006, 01:52 AM
He has from the pulpit said while young people where present that “true love
is to know when to turn to your friend your loved one and put a gun to their
head and pull the trigger.”

this could acctually be considered satanic.

_____________________________

He has said from the pulpit things to discredit those that have left to the
point of insanity like one person in the church had a vision from God and
this person told it to Floyd and it was the weirdest thing I have heard
except allot of the other things this person supposedly heard from God about
and Floyd actually attempted to interpret it and Floyd said that” the vision
meant that this person that had left the church was abusing his wife
spiritually, soulicaly and possibly physically!” And the sons of this wife
was just sitting there believing every word Floyd said!


this was most likely not a vision of anything good. demons i would say. i would also say this man has been givin demonic power over peoples minds. i have read lots of cases exactly liek this.

what you are describing are classic fear based manipulation tactics. thsi guy is manipulating you all.

http://www.google.ca/search?hl=en&q=fea ... trol&meta= (http://www.google.ca/search?hl=en&q=fear+based+mind+control&meta=)

5th September 2006, 01:59 AM
I wont say to him the things that he has said about me and others that “God
told him that he is done with me “ or that” I or others will go to hell or
die a terrible death or that the rest of are life’s on earth are a waste now
that we have lost are calling in God or he is weeding me and other like me

^^demon talk!

" from the pulpit week after week say things that god told him"

god is not telling thsi man anything. low vibe demons are the cause of this, thsi is what demons do. i have seen this over and over. it is classic, thats why i gave you the bro. 12 link, that guy is exactly the same as your pastor.

rrichy
5th September 2006, 02:04 AM
yes he would talk every once in awhile about angelic visitation and Q. heb.13:2"and forget not hospitality towards strangers; for thereby some were worthy to entertian angels unawares."
i remember him a couple of times saying he talked to an angel.
the pastor was so controlling at times i could feel him (his soulical hands)hold my arms and tring to hold me down. but i would throw him off me by a reaction i didnt understand and i wouldnt relize what had just happened till i walked away.
i have allot to learn, i dont know much at all, but i know man has a power of his own. and is influenced by other men and of demons but i feel allot of things that happen bad are the end result of mans actions.

rrichy
5th September 2006, 02:12 AM
this apostolic/prophetic movement that is basicaly kingdom now/domininism is not of God at all thats where this pastors ideas are coming from.

5th September 2006, 02:13 AM
http://www.google.ca/search?hl=en&q=spi ... mons&meta= (http://www.google.ca/search?hl=en&q=spirit+guides-+demons&meta=)

basicly, i would stay away from this man...good luck to you.

-thewhitesage_

rrichy
5th September 2006, 02:22 AM
the last time i heard a self proclaimed prophet talk it was a video someone sent me, i wont go into detail about the whole thing there was just to much lol!
but i will say this the pull as i watched this clip was so strong on my mind like it was pulling my mind into it, but yet that same old feeling arose like this must be God and it seems like real love like what Gods love would be like, this things i felt but at the same time there where lotts of signs that it was all wrong as i watched, and that was what kept me strong, the experiance to see and hear what was wrong, after the clip was done i was holding my head and asking God to help me because astrong seducing spirit coming from that well know prophetus that my old pastor had Q. from time to time.
this is what i thought of when you said he is using a demonic power!

5th September 2006, 02:28 AM
that is part of it, they are also the ones making him such a gifted manipulator and speaker. giving him such seductive powers....

adolf hitler was another one who was totally demon possessed in this way...i ve done my research...

check this, all it takes is a simple google search...look how many links popped up:

http://www.google.ca/search?hl=en&q=hit ... ssed&meta= (http://www.google.ca/search?hl=en&q=hitler-+demon+possessed&meta=)

rrichy
5th September 2006, 02:52 AM
yes there is allot, thanks for the links!
and that is also why i am posting on this forum looking for people like you thanks.
i have been learning allot from the web.
when i wasnt as strong in my mind i doubted my ability to discern but now im more able/willing to Q.

CFTraveler
5th September 2006, 02:36 PM
http://community.cnhi.com/eve/forums/a/tpc/f/813104191/m/318105904/p/4
scroll down to good-day post.
the posts are what i am dealing with.

Sleep paralysis have increased after i started talking about that church and actualy the whole movement they are a part of but also i had some very strong very good dreams about the situation and they have made me stronger.
and negative thoughts, feelings have increased.
i knew i would be attacked i took my time before i started talking about what i experianced.
i posted on here to hear what some other sensitive people could suggest to me, im not looking for someone to say yes its bad, i am looking for other empaths that have had to stand up for what they belive.
there is allot more about these types of so called christians that i did not go into, but has you can see they are not what they think they are. I just wanted to say that I'm glad you got out of there- the person callel Attex-David sounds dangerous, don't be around him- he sounds not only like a fanatic, but a possibly dangerous one. I haven't read the other's replies, so forgive me if any of you already pointed him out to this:
PSD: Title page: http://www.astraldynamics.com/tutorials/?BoardID=10

rrichy
6th September 2006, 03:29 PM
thewhitesage_ and CFTraveler, thank you for your replies.

i dont think i was looking for... you should stay away from this person or that person, this i have already figured lol! but thank you for the warning!
thats one reason why i do not go to the pastor like attex dave said i should other then the fact that many have tried, but he is more then what i want to deal with right now.
im glad God took me out of there.
i am in a time when i am Q. everything, even though i realy have been doing that for a long time but now i am taking action also.
i posted here because first of all i was searching about Sleep paralysis,
i had that night though i did not know it was called Sleep paralysis before i searched.
i called my mother after i woke because i knew she would understand a little bit what i had experianced because my whole family has it and they are soulicaly sensitive though they do not understand it.
i told her that i dont think it was a attack but it felt more like a out of body type thing in fact i felt like i was in somebody's room and i was listining to what they said about me when they relized i was there thats when i got scared and had to break out of it. so i searched the net and i found what bruce said about Sleep paralysis and i was like i knew it!
because i have experianced stuff like that many times and over time figured to my self that it probly wasnt a spiritual attack and i wont take the time to explain it but one main thing i thought of was that i would see my body as i was looking at it. any ways........
here i am i have lots of Q. about what i call soulical matters.
i was looking for people that understand what i am dealing with because if i call my dad i cant say much with out him disaghreeing with me or thinking that i am going to far like for instance when i left the church i also stoped "Speaking in tongues" Glossolalia because i told him thats one way i was being controlled and that Glossolalia makes me more suggestive among other things and that i dont see it int he bible let along 1COR 14 where they say it is but only talking in a differant or unknown language by the spirit any ways he also thinks binny hin is of god so you know right there im goin to be the opposite in thinking.
and my mom well she is still learning i had to explain to her that there is no rapture in the bible but! she relizes that are family is sensitive and my dad knows this to. but they are not very knowledgable.
so i am very happy to meeet some people like you all.
and i know we will have some differances in opinion about God.
i am checking out the links posted by thewhitesage_ and am actualy realy liking some stuff from that first link he posted!

my mind seems to be always on in the soulical realm and i dont know how to shut it off i think and so do my parents that some of are family's problems in are emotions and mind is because we are always picking up on other people's emotions and mind's.
i have seen recently while searching the net that there are energy suckers or we may be sucking the life from others as well and that makes sense to me because like yesterday i slept all day and there was no reason for it, and some times i do that allot sleep and i dont think i have a reason to be depressed but i feel around my mind a pressure, and also i have seen while almost asleep yrs ago these bug like things feeding on me.
but maybe i am depressed like just before i stared typeing this i was reading what some one wrote about being possed by negs it went on for 25pages but in the first page i started to cry and i cryed out for God to help that sometimes happens because i am picking up on anothers emotions and need but i havnt cryed in a long time!
but any ways i am glad to have found this forum!

6th September 2006, 04:38 PM
Hi rrichy,
I read that entire thread of yours. It was great you were able to have the discernment to get yourself out of that situation. It seems that it's time to heal from it, leave it behind, and move forward to a more expansive knowing. I was once a charismatic Christian, but have learned that there is so much more than the limited God that was preached.

You will find some things that will shake your foundations here, but if you are willing to stay with it, you are going to come to a place of knowledge and peace that you couldn't even have imagined. Many of the things talked about here would be considered of Satan in your old world. I can tell you without hesitation that they are of a greater, loving God than any of your old friends would dare to even believe. We talk of things that require you to stretch your imagination, your beliefs, and everything you know to be "true". The end result is that you are a healthier, happier, more grounded, more loving person, with a knowledge of God that is mind blowing.

Welcome, and know that there is nothing you can't ask or speak of here, as long as it's done respectfully, honoring other's beliefs. :D

6th September 2006, 09:10 PM
my mind seems to be always on in the soulical realm and i dont know how to shut it off i think and so do my parents that some of are family's problems in are emotions and mind is because we are always picking up on other people's emotions and mind's.
i have seen recently while searching the net that there are energy suckers or we may be sucking the life from others as well and that makes sense to me because like yesterday i slept all day and there was no reason for it, and some times i do that allot sleep and i dont think i have a reason to be depressed but i feel around my mind a pressure, and also i have seen while almost asleep yrs ago these bug like things feeding on me.


hey rrichy, some links:


ENERGY VAMPIRES/ AKA: PSYCHIC VAMPIRES:
http://www.llewellynjournal.com/article/513
http://www.whitedragon.org.uk/articles/vampyres.htm
http://www.themystica.com/mystica/artic ... ychic.html (http://www.themystica.com/mystica/articles/v/vampire_the_psychic.html)
http://www.google.ca/search?hl=en&q=PSY ... IRES&meta= (http://www.google.ca/search?hl=en&q=PSYCHIC+VAMPIRES&meta=)

PSYCHIC ATTACK

hi, directing any extreme emotions, such as fear/hate towards the enitity/ attacker will probably not help matters either.

nosce te ipsum

here are some links on psychic attack.

http://www.mit.edu/~rei/spir-help.html
http://www.accessnewage.com/articles/HEALTH/psyack1.htm
http://www.mkprojects.com/pf_PsychicAttacks.htm
http://www.malewitch.com/article-psychic_attack.php
http://www.drbrucegoldberg.com/PsychicAttack.htm
http://www.esotericpublishing.com/disci ... log_1.html (http://www.esotericpublishing.com/discipleship/esoteric_dialog_1.html)

-thewhitesage_




but i feel around my mind a pressure, and also i have seen while almost asleep yrs ago these bug like things feeding on me

your not the only one... nikpalj (the guy who has the 25 page thread), and others talk about these things...ive dealt with things like them as well.

CFTraveler
6th September 2006, 10:53 PM
rrichy wrote:
i posted here because first of all i was searching about Sleep paralysis,
i had that night though i did not know it was called Sleep paralysis before i searched. Then you know that sleep paralysis is a physical problem related to waking up before your body, and not necessarily due to a curse or anything like that- I figure you already know that but wanted to mention it anyway.
The problem is that people who are prone to sleep paralysis are naturally reaching the brain pattern necessary (or highly recommended) for OBE, so chances are that they are natural projectors, and thus more prone to having their consciousness be aware of the astral, as you put it in a different way. The funny thing is that it is difficult for some people to reach that state, while natural projectors don't always want to do it. Hence the fear and other phenomena. Robert Bruce calls the hag syndrome 'dweller type phenomena': More info on these forums: Dweller explanation: http://forums.astraldynamics.com/viewtopic.php?t=3689

Of course, if someone or something else is giving you fear, it becomes augmented and fed back to you, something you don't need at the moment.

rrichy
7th September 2006, 12:32 AM
WOW! good stuff though some i will reject and i would think you all would know why....... bible.... but like i said there is much for me to learn that a main stream christian does not understand and will immeaditly condem such info.

but stuff like this:

“A negative path is any action followed or adopted that opposes or arrests a constructive cause, the question of motive is involved. If the thought [motive] is prompted by jealousy, avarice or revenge with the intent to hurt, enslave or suppress truth, then it can be called negative”---Ralph M. Lewis. The psychic vampire can then be involved in going against the flow of life without actually dying, this then causes the state of being the “undead”.

The blood vampire of literature exists in the world of the undead---unable to die and unable to actually live. Is this such a different state for the psychic vampire? The psychic vampire may long for “death” (change) in a very dreamy and romantic way---yet are terrified to live with the flow of life, afraid to live without absolute control in their lives so they too exist in the world of the undead as well. Are they not then, above all to be pitied?

i had a dream that i was trying to get back home and i was goin through these halls and coridors and climbing up things and some poeple would help but wonder how i got there then these two people started to chase me i was running down corridors and passing all these poeple that where sitting down they all seemed like undead or zombies they had legions like or things dying on there skin like they where alive but there skin was dead and i was yelling out to them help! somebody help me! as i was running away from these two people that were chasing me, then one of these undead like person got up and came to me to help in some way it seemed we all ended up in a room and i started saying "christ is resurected! christ rose from the dead!, christ is resurected!"
and i said it loudly to these two people that where after me and the undead that came to help all he did was agree with me he said" yes christ is resurected! yes thats it christ is alive!" and so on.
well as i said those things everytime i said it the two would explode parts of them like i was shooting them in some zombie video game blood flying and evrything! so they just went to pieces and when i was done they where gone!
i woke up and i was strong in mind and emotions and i was confident!
that dream i had a couple weeks ago iv had other good one's too.

rrichy
7th September 2006, 01:50 AM
i remember thinking yrs ago about how the sun gave energy and a black hole took energy and gave none back, well at least in my limited knowledge thats how i understand it.
any ways i thought on how people are the same way some give while others only take christ/satan.
a few yrs ago i know i was for sure sucking life from others, i worked afternoon turn and midnight shift, i used to work 20hrs a day up to 3 days in one week and rest of the days i worked not less then 16hrs and up to and most of the time 6-7days a week!
i remember trying to keep track sometimes of how many hrs sleep i had and there where weeks i only got about 3hrs! at least thats all i could remember that week lol!
sometimes i would call off work because i was to tired because i would go home in the morning and spend money asll day lol! but most of the time i pushed my self past the fatige
i did that for about 4yrs! making up to $60,000 in a yr. never doing less then 16hrs a day in the regurlar 40hr week, i would notice around 4-5am when people from day turn would come to work i would get a surge of energy, and i told others i was taking energy from people! i could feel it and see it! i thought well it must be that they wernt using it and i needed it, so my soul would take it.
now i know i was for sure.
also i had MPD that helped of course.
that is what i did the first time i left that church, i became an workohalic!
i dont want to take energy from others i dont want to suck life but give it.

rrichy
8th September 2006, 02:08 PM
awsome! im so excited! some things i am reading on this site and others from this site is explaining things that i have always wondered or are confirmations.
like last nite i was thinking im going to ask why when i project (which i have never on purpose) everything looks backwards or something differant then with my physical eye's, so i got online and i led my self right to what i was wondering.

"It is important to understand spherical vision, if you are to operate competently in the astral. This is especially so when you project, in real time, close to the physical dimension. Spherical vision will often cause you to think you are in a mirror image dimension, or a reversed copy of reality. This means your house, for example, will appear to be reversed, back to front. This is caused by you losing your original natural viewpoint during projection. "

awsome now i understand that part.
i lead my self allot to answers i have always been able to do that.
though i do not try to operate it, or controll it.

some of you may wonder if what i said about working so much if it was true, or thinking i was using drugs lol!
well first of all i dont use those kind of drugs just caffine, in my teens i have only tried grass and while i love the smell of it it just did not do any thing for me, i only tried grass twice my friends had some they let me smoke some then gave me some rouches to swallow and seemed like no effect so i never was interested after that because all i have to do to get high was not eat and not sleep! lol! and im gone! i mean flying real high lol
anyways i spent all the money i made well wasted it.
i would sleep on breaks thats how i got through rough nights and weeks.
anyways no one responded with your nuts or whatever so now i want to ask about some other experiances i have had or done, where should i post them in this thread or start a new thread somewhere else on this board?

here is a Q. when i used to be up for like 3days i would start to Halucinate and there where times i was driving down the interstate at night and i would see animals on the road in front of me, and i would see a tiger for instance on the road in front of me and i was thinking i better turn so not to hit it, but something would stop me from turning into the other lane right then a car would pass me! freak me out i could of hit the car turning away from hitting the tigerlol! and that would keep happening while i was driving.
i know i should of stoped and went to sleep but...............thats a whole nother problem well it was a real bad problem back then i would sleep so deep it was very hard to wake up. i am not like that any more,working nonstop and other pressures actualy fused me into a stronger more whole man.
but where was i? oh... Q. is why did i see animals?
where should i post more Q. like this?

and here is a qoute "hese attacks seem to occur between 3 and 5 AM, because that is when people have the most amount of life force available in their bodies." so is this why i experianced a influx of energy when dayturn people came in at this time? because thats when i would get the surge of energy.
and i didnt relize i was taking something that i shouldnt well i didnt realy think on it, i just was glad i had some more energy, but wondered how i was able to get it and thats when i noticed nad heard in my mind i was getting it from others. no one told me that was possible.

CFTraveler
8th September 2006, 07:28 PM
rrichy wrote:
here is a Q. when i used to be up for like 3days i would start to Halucinate and there where times i was driving down the interstate at night and i would see animals on the road in front of me, and i would see a tiger for instance on the road in front of me and i was thinking i better turn so not to hit it, but something would stop me from turning into the other lane right then a car would pass me! freak me out i could of hit the car turning away from hitting the tigerlol! and that would keep happening while i was driving.
i know i should of stoped and went to sleep but...............thats a whole nother problem well it was a real bad problem back then i would sleep so deep it was very hard to wake up. i am not like that any more,working nonstop and other pressures actualy fused me into a stronger more whole man.
but where was i? oh... Q. is why did i see animals?
where should i post more Q. like this? When you don't sleep your dreaming mind starts to intrude into your waking mind, and you have a conflict of what you are seeing. In other words, what is physically there gets entangled with what you are dreaming- in other words, hypnagogic hallucinations while awake. This goes away with a few days of quality sleep. But you have to do it, otherwise you can have a physical breakdown. The reason for animals would be the same as any other dream, since that is what you are doing. Animal archetypes, (and I believe there's an article about them in the dreaming forum) can symbolize things about your personality or life, depending on your culture and beliefs.
Another comment: In the sleep cycle, dreams occur more on the last part of the cycle, which for most people would be 3 to 5, so it follows that any astral awareness you have will be around those times. And in my experience those are excellent times for projecting also (but that has been my experience.)

8th September 2006, 08:30 PM
^^ in aboriginal traditions, warriors, etc.. may allow their animal spirit to possess/ or contact them, so the warrior will take on the characteristic of it's tribal spirit/ gain knowlege from teh spirit...ie: a bear, wolf, etc...

what they do is go on long vision quests in the woods, this envolves isolation and fasting, insomnia (TO BRING ABOUT ALTERED STATES OF CONSCIOUSNESS). until their animal spirit reveals itself to them. the totem pole is sort of tied in with this, in a way...it has to do with the spirit world.

ever see a dramatisation of a vision quest on tv, or in a movie?? i know i have. :D

ive spoken to a native friend of mine from bc canada about this sort of thing...its very true.

ps...im in a rush...i have a bit more to post yet... :)

-sage

rrichy
9th September 2006, 03:06 AM
thanks for the replys!
i just got practical psychic self-defense tonight ill start reading it tomarrow.
i wondered why i only saw animals in that awake dream state, yes i will do more reading on it.
there is so much to read lol!
so theres more energy between 3-5am, is that why most people rather work 9am-5pm? not just that are bodies are programed too, but that its in the astral how are bodies react to night and day.
well what would that mean for a person that says they are not a morning person?
for instance i love midnight shift more then any other shift, is that more then just conscience preferance?

a vision quest? ummmm... i remember a little of native movies with that in it.
could my linage have something to do with it also?
i have more irish then any thing from both side of the family then german, scottish then american indian.

charismatic christians might call it "pressing into the spirit" when i do that i see and hear allot more clearly for instance when the presidency bush and kerry most conservetives thought OMG we must get bush in not kerry!
and i was one of them, so our church was pressing in to hear how we should pray for bush to get into office, and here is a couple things i heard and saw:
i was nealing down on a bench at work in the shower room (i always am in the shower room on the bench i never take breaks in the cafateria or outside and im not antisocial, i read there is something to do with water in the astral.)
and i heard bush will win and he will win ohio and win it by.... i started at 100,000 then i said some other numbers but came back to 100,000 because it clicked then i started on the next i said a couple numbers then stoped at 130,000 and i would of continued but i thought thats enough i cant belive im doing this! well that was the night before it turned out a fight for ohio and it came out to bush 136,483! i could of gotten the whole number but i stoped.
it was so easy getting that number it was like picking a bicycle chain lock that has 6 or more rings that you aline to make a combination, if you play with each ring you can tell when it seats in its place then go to the next ring for the next number.
i also had reacuring visions of LOTR when the king went to the lost souls that where cursed and could not rest, and the king told them to come and fight for him and they will be released. so i felt for awhile there was going to be allot of people coming to the pools and i suppose it was the most ever! am i right?

there is more but i dont want to look like i support bush any more, realy im not sure what to think i have walked away from politics, the terry shivo thing started me thinking, something is not right.
i thought on the Constantine which was playing in the theaters at the time of the terry shivo thing, how the woman in the movie gave her life to expose the evil! i remember that very clear, whether you think she was a vegtable or not the husband by law should of lost all rights by what he had been doing! any ways it was a big show! i think, they the powers that be put on a show, and what happened was a i opener for me. any who...........
thats kinda of a vision quest for me i was in search and got visions and heard answers.


oh and when i said i cried when i read nikpalj first page, i didnt tell you that i also was hearing thoughts of suicide, and for me i have won that battle a very long time ago, but anyways a couple nights ago i was praying for him and i thought of those feelings and i said i command you to leave him and never return in jesus name! i said that 4 times and something left my belly and i felt better after that. i have been praying for him, i dont want to get invovled as you guys because im new here. but anyways i pray that it wasnt just me that it left!

9th September 2006, 03:59 AM
a vision quest? ummmm... i remember a little of native movies with that in it.
could my linage have something to do with it also?
i have more irish then any thing from both side of the family then german, scottish then american indian. -

your bloodline probably has something to do with it, i cant be sure..but its likely. these types of TRIBAL spirits run in families, if thats what they were... they did try to lead you into oncomming traffic, thats a bit odd...


there is more but i dont want to look like i support bush any more, realy im not sure what to think i have walked away from politics, the terry shivo thing started me thinking, something is not right.
i thought on the Constantine which was playing in the theaters at the time of the terry shivo thing, how the woman in the movie gave her life to expose the evil! i remember that very clear, whether you think she was a vegtable or not the husband by law should of lost all rights by what he had been doing! any ways it was a big show! i think, they the powers that be put on a show, and what happened was a i opener for me. any who...........
thats kinda of a vision quest for me i was in search and got visions and heard answers.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJzzV90VyJw
the "illuminati"

http://www.youtube.com/results?search_q ... pringmeier (http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=fritz+springmeier)


oh and when i said i cried when i read nikpalj first page, i didnt tell you that i also was hearing thoughts of suicide, and for me i have won that battle a very long time ago, but anyways a couple nights ago i was praying for him and i thought of those feelings and i said i command you to leave him and never return in jesus name! i said that 4 times and something left my belly and i felt better after that. i have been praying for him, i dont want to get invovled as you guys because im new here. but anyways i pray that it wasnt just me that it left!

nikpal and i just teamed up...were gonna do some research together....so your saying you felt this suicidal tendancy in nikpal?? i hope he knows thats just what the negs may want him to do...

ive heard of spirits, negative energy, parasites, etc... being lodged in ones stomach and bowles. perhaps corresponding with the chakras in that area (root chakra, sacral, solar plexus), or corresponding with subtle body problems, that have manifested in the physical stomach and bowles. it may even have to do with what is stored in the bowles...i have read alot of spirit cases where they had their victim urintate, and deficate all over their living area. this is in my opinion done to create a more tolerable aboad for a neg. just liek the opposite is done, by burning white sage. burning white sage creates an atmosphere a neg finds intolerable. urine fumes, gasoline fumes (crude oil is scientificly considered fecal matter, we burn tons of oil. ie: fecal matter into our air daily with automobile usage, etc..), cigarette smoke, etc creates a much more suitable atmospheres for a neg or a parasite......there are also more complicated ideas involved with the stomach/ spine and nervous system ive been into...

9th September 2006, 04:43 AM
here is a Q. when i used to be up for like 3days i would start to Halucinate and there where times i was driving down the interstate at night and i would see animals on the road in front of me, and i would see a tiger for instance on the road in front of me and i was thinking i better turn so not to hit it, but something would stop me from turning into the other lane right then a car would pass me! freak me out i could of hit the car turning away from hitting the tigerlol! and that would keep happening while i was driving.

you were inadvertently weakening your body with insomnia, just like natives on a vision quest. doing drugs, not eating, isolation, etc...weakens your body, this can also put your body into altered states. magic mushrooms work by bleeding your stomach. this causes hallucination. alcohol coats your brain, causing hallucination...etc...

rrichy
9th September 2006, 06:29 AM
your bloodline probably has something to do with it, i cant be sure..but its likely. these types of TRIBAL spirits run in families, if thats what they were... they did try to lead you into oncomming traffic, thats a bit odd...

it felt more teritorial at the time, but it was my mind seeing something not there so i dont know where it came from, but somehow it felt like it was coming from something in the area i was driving through.
yes! what ever was making me see those animals was trying to kill me!
i havnt thought much on that, so it definitly wasnt any thing good to me,
after it happened the first time i tried to wake up but it was still able to pull the same trick on me a few times that night.

part of the pressing in i mentioned uses fasting.


nikpal and i just teamed up...were gonna do some research together....so your saying you felt this suicidal tendancy in nikpal?? i hope he knows thats just what the negs may want him to do......

when i operate like that its hard for me to tell, because everything i feel and see and hear seems to be in or on me.
like for instance when i get into a mode like that where i am sensing allot around me i think everything i am seeing and hearing are my problem so i may start to do a self deliverance of sorts i take authority in the name of jesus christ over what i sense as say suicide for instance, but it wasnt me that suicide was after or say pride or you name the demon or state of mind i would come against it but........it wasnt me realy that had the pride problem or whatever at the time but someone next to me, someone on my mind, someone i will come into contact with that day or whenever even non direct contact!
like this example happens to me allot i will be doin a self -deliverance as im driving to the store then i walk into the store and everybody i come by starts to exibit certian actions like couging or sniezing or turn their head from me in disgust or give me a bad look or something but i know its because of me because as soon as i enter people have a knee jerk reaction.

so what im saying is it may have been me picking up on what was attacking nikpal because i was not affected by wanting to cry out like that or thoughts of suicide till i read some of his writing so i became like an intercessor for him and stood in the gap as i was him or....a demon jumped to me from him?
either way i was not affected before i read his accounts. then as i took authority over said demon i had in my minds eye him and the memory of the crying helplessness and suicide it left my belly which is the seat of emotions, any thing else i dont know.
the other way i take authority over whats bothering someone is i directly think on that person and speak and i get the same reactions as when i thought it was me i was delivering or iam delivering me and others at the same time lol!
so i would have to say in my mind nikpal needs Gods love and hope to combat because he may be getting overwhelmed. which i do pray and ask God to send him his love his life his grace in jesus name i even ask the holy angels of the LORD OF HOSTS yes the CAPTIAN OF THE HOSTS to send forth his mighty angels to protect and ministr to nikpal in jesus name! Gods love is greater and his blood covers our sins LORD please forgive us of our sins as WE FORGIVE THOSE THAT TRESPASS AGAINST US!

have nikpal made sure he is not holding unforgiveness toward himself or others?
this may have something to do with what he is dealing with its like he is in a prison and the tormentors will not let him go till he has paid the very last dime.

10th September 2006, 03:41 AM
when i operate like that its hard for me to tell, because everything i feel and see and hear seems to be in or on me.
like for instance when i get into a mode like that where i am sensing allot around me i think everything i am seeing and hearing are my problem so i may start to do a self deliverance of sorts i take authority in the name of jesus christ over what i sense as say suicide for instance, but it wasnt me that suicide was after or say pride or you name the demon or state of mind i would come against it but........it wasnt me realy that had the pride problem or whatever at the time but someone next to me, someone on my mind, someone i will come into contact with that day or whenever even non direct contact!
like this example happens to me allot i will be doin a self -deliverance as im driving to the store then i walk into the store and everybody i come by starts to exibit certian actions like couging or sniezing or turn their head from me in disgust or give me a bad look or something but i know its because of me because as soon as i enter people have a knee jerk reaction.

this could be because of so many things... i have heard of this aswell... my best advice, ignore anything you think people may be thinking about you negative wise. ignore their looks, even smile back at them....trust me. i bet people look at you in cars alot when they pass you buy?? ignore them, dont even acknowlege their presence. if anyone yells at you in the street, says hi to you, etc... and you dont know them, ignore them entirely and get away from them. then forget about the encounter all together, dont let it bother you.

10th September 2006, 04:21 AM
so what im saying is it may have been me picking up on what was attacking nikpal because i was not affected by wanting to cry out like that or thoughts of suicide till i read some of his writing so i became like an intercessor for him and stood in the gap as i was him or....a demon jumped to me from him?
either way i was not affected before i read his accounts. then as i took authority over said demon i had in my minds eye him and the memory of the crying helplessness and suicide it left my belly which is the seat of emotions, any thing else i dont know.
the other way i take authority over whats bothering someone is i directly think on that person and speak and i get the same reactions as when i thought it was me i was delivering or iam delivering me and others at the same time lol!
so i would have to say in my mind nikpal needs Gods love and hope to combat because he may be getting overwhelmed. which i do pray and ask God to send him his love his life his grace in jesus name i even ask the holy angels of the LORD OF HOSTS yes the CAPTIAN OF THE HOSTS to send forth his mighty angels to protect and ministr to nikpal in jesus name! Gods love is greater and his blood covers our sins LORD please forgive us of our sins as WE FORGIVE THOSE THAT TRESPASS AGAINST US!

have nikpal made sure he is not holding unforgiveness toward himself or others?
this may have something to do with what he is dealing with its like he is in a prison and the tormentors will not let him go till he has paid the very last dime

yep... i thought thats what you were saying about nikpal... and yes the belly is the location of your sacral/ sexual/ feelings/ emotional chakra. you are probably an empathetic. which means you are very sensitive to the feelings of others. the emotions of others probably effect you much more then the average person would be effected by the feelings of others.

rrichy
10th September 2006, 07:04 AM
yes a empath seems to be what i am, sometimes the awarness is increased by focusing in on my self and thats why i would sometimes think its me but its someone else because im in search of what is effecting me, so what is effecting me is energy all around whether my own, others, demons.
i glanced at a couple posts about pulling energy out of a spot in your body to heal, this i have done allot and i didnt know what i was doin but it works.
i would picture pulling out a demon or what ever and throwing it away from me.

by feeling the emotions of others i pick up on intentions and if i look futher i can get impresions or vision's or dreams or hear in my mind.
allot of the time it just happens like for instance:

this couple came over to were i was staying and i told my friend to stay away from the women because she felt like she want to have sex with somebody, and it was a strong impression, he said ok, well some time later was more then days she had him over their place and the husband of this women was drunk and out so she made a move on my friend while this was happening i awoke partly like in half state and saw the two kiss and i said NO! and pushed away with my hands then went back to sleep, so i wake up a bit later and ask what did you do? he told me she made a move on him, i said i told you to stay away, he's like i know, then i said i saw you 2 kiss! he sat back and was like and thats all we did i stoped it right there and told her i cant.

next time the couple was over our place i shook the husbands hand and i was like yuk! in my mind this man was drunk and it felt like homosexual i prayed over my self with the blood of jesus then after they left i told my friend i sensed a homo spirit around him he was like no way i said it may be because he is into porn there is allot of perverted spirits that hang around that stuff, so a while later more then days he my friend was back at their place and the husband asked to my friend are you gay? and my friend immeadiatly left lol!

that changed every thing after that, between them lol!

now i am not perfect im just a man, but porno has very negative about it, many yrs ago i was feeling down and looked at some and it kinda grosses me out! there is something realy wrong with it which is why demons hang around it. but thats one way i pick up on things.
another way is i can look into electronics and machinery but i dont try to do it on purpose if i am seeking an answer i will see into things not just people, allot more when i am fasting.

and heres another when im "pressing in" i can lay my hand on a book and pick up whats in it, to degree the basic emphasis of it.

im telling some of these things because i want to more understand it and maybe learn to use them knowingly.
what would you do if you was me?

and another Q. i remember walking through a mall with a very soulicaly sensitive person and my soul started to rise! i mean i was lifting out of my body while i was walking how did that happen?
i asked the person i was with and he said he didnt know. that was over 13yrs ago.

oh and that david icke is awsome though i dont agree with everything he says . some say he is just disinfo, well some of his stuff does make sense, but is he disinfo.... partly, that is stuff i dont know much about.

see the way i see it lol!
is evrybody can be disinfo at times and everybody can be speaking the truth at times, show me some one who is truth? thats why im learneing to listen to christ. for me God is the answer to all things.

11th September 2006, 12:47 AM
im telling some of these things because i want to more understand it and maybe learn to use them knowingly.
what would you do if you was me?

and another Q. i remember walking through a mall with a very soulicaly sensitive person and my soul started to rise! i mean i was lifting out of my body while i was walking how did that happen?
i asked the person i was with and he said he didnt know. that was over 13yrs ago.

oh and that david icke is awsome though i dont agree with everything he says .

we are living in a world designed to hold us all back spiritualy. this is acheived in many different ways, from food additives, to polluted air, earth energy manipulation, etc, etc, etc...it is pretty much impossible to become a 100 percent, fully functioning human here. we can get away from the pollution to help us be more healthy physicly and spiritually- cancer is as aresult of the manipulation here on earth, as are countless other problems. (i cant strees how important this really is..did you ever watch captain planet as a kid??)... there are also gentetic atrocities being commited against us, through the use of chemtrails, and geneticaly modified, hormnone injected foods. these gentically modified foods, in turn modify our genetics (you are what you eat). the best thing for us humans is food coming right out of the ground, etc. they have disruppted this natural process from all angles. pollution in the rain water, and rivers, etc.. geneticaly modified fruits, veggies, etc... hydroponics, etc... thsi makes are food very unsuitable for our energy re- production needs as humans. we need that earth, and solar energy in our food. read up on thsi if you wanna learn more... there are also thousands of other sneek attacks being perpetrated against us... so basicly, as of right now we cannot fully develop spiritually, or physicaly on most places here on earth. we only use 10 percent of our brains, and 10 percent of our dna, thsi is due to teh tampering i have just described....

your best bet to hone your skills as best you can is to seek a teacher, and move out of the city, grow your own food under the sun, etc... your abilties will naturally begin to enhanced, we have all been numbed by the toxic attacks on the masses by our "leaders"...this is very hard to explain.

as far as your experience with your friend...that could be the result of many things, i cant be sure...and icke...i dont agree with him in many areas aswell...he is simply the clearest speaker on the subject of the "illuminated ones"...

its not all bleek, soon thsi will all be over, and humans will be free, the earth will be ours to take care of..."blessed are the meak, for they shall inherit the earth."

rrichy
11th September 2006, 01:18 AM
interesting!

11th September 2006, 01:39 AM
http://www.lactose.co.uk/milkallergy/numbersprint.html

so your from ohio... thats one of the most polluted areas in the us..."ohio valley" to be specific...your not located there thank god...

rrichy
11th September 2006, 02:02 AM
i lived in the Mahoning Valley most of my life, right now i live closer to cleveland not in the Mahoning Valley.
but do things in the Mahoning Valley.

11th September 2006, 08:05 AM
http://www.freewebs.com/mannazpsychic/psychicattack.htm

rrichy
11th September 2006, 01:24 PM
WOW! just what i needed thank you! thewhitesage_
this is from that last link:
"third eye headaches-this is more common in psychics and healers, and usually feels like a mild fuzzy pressure in the canter of the forehead between the two eyebrows. this can occur when anyone is trying to channel you with either a positive or negative message. third eye attacks are also common with assaults from a group mind associated with a religious group."

wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how did they get that "religious group"

this is what i descibed in my letter to that church! i had it when ever he would the pastor would talk!

AWSOME! thanks!

i have also had a head ack lately for like over a week that i thought was just a cold and may be but it talks about that to also about getting a headach from people picturing you being beat up, well just this morn i saw them punching me in the face and some ganging up on me and beating me lol!
but they get nothing but love and prayers from me lol! im not goin to fight evil with evil!
but i do say their words fall to the ground in jesus name!

CFTraveler
11th September 2006, 01:48 PM
WOW! just what i needed thank you! thewhitesage_
this is from that last link:
"third eye headaches-this is more common in psychics and healers, and usually feels like a mild fuzzy pressure in the canter of the forehead between the two eyebrows. this can occur when anyone is trying to channel you with either a positive or negative message. third eye attacks are also common with assaults from a group mind associated with a religious group."

wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how did they get that "religious group"

this is what i descibed in my letter to that church! i had it when ever he would the pastor would talk!

AWSOME! thanks!

i have also had a head ack lately for like over a week that i thought was just a cold and may be but it talks about that to also about getting a headach from people picturing you being beat up, well just this morn i saw them punching me in the face and some ganging up on me and beating me lol!
but they get nothing but love and prayers from me lol! im not goin to fight evil with evil!
but i do say their words fall to the ground in jesus name!
Interesting that you mention grounding- You should do grounding exercises to counteract third eye overstimulation. And shielding of course, (you knew that already)- but if they are attacking you via mass channeling and it's giving you third eye problems, counteract by grounding yourself- it'll balance your energy body.

And to thewhitesage: Thank you for that list of colors- I always try to keep my son from eating things with artificial colors- Now I have something to show him.

rrichy
11th September 2006, 04:31 PM
ill have to look more into grounding, i have been grounding as you call it for a long time in some ways like useing my feet to put the enemy under it, and i can feel it happen i send the energy to my feet.

luke 10:19"Behold, i give you power to tread on snakes and scorpions, and overcome the power of the enemy; and nothing shall harm you."

i concentrate on my feet.
i remember when i was a teen and a doc. hooked my head up to a device he said would measure my ability to concentrate, so he turned it on, and you guessed it! his mouth droped open lol! he said he never saw any one do what i did before. then he was checking the wires and the box and all lol! i didnt know what that ment then for me, but know i do.

i recently had someone else give me that channeling headache, this person did it when i thought about starting a relationship with them (just friends) so i decided just on that headache, to back off from this person and just be diplomatic, well i felt so much better then.

okay next Q. i feel pin pricks on my brain allot, i have thought to my self this is someone activly comeing against my person thinking that they are coming against a demon, but i dont know, what do you think?

another Q. i see allot of pin tip lights ummm...like a tiny dot of light, not more then one at a time usualy, and i get a feeling of some one thinking the same thing i was or some kind of unity with someone else for a split second, what do you think?

also on shielding among other christian things i see my self with the aura around me stable and blocking with a another two circuling around me and my mind giving of a sound, a frequncy, i want to give off love.

11th September 2006, 10:39 PM
WOW! just what i needed thank you! thewhitesage_
this is from that last link:
"third eye headaches-this is more common in psychics and healers, and usually feels like a mild fuzzy pressure in the canter of the forehead between the two eyebrows. this can occur when anyone is trying to channel you with either a positive or negative message. third eye attacks are also common with assaults from a group mind associated with a religious group."

wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how did they get that "religious group"

this is what i descibed in my letter to that church! i had it when ever he would the pastor would talk!

AWSOME! thanks!

i have also had a head ack lately for like over a week that i thought was just a cold and may be but it talks about that to also about getting a headach from people picturing you being beat up, well just this morn i saw them punching me in the face and some ganging up on me and beating me lol!
but they get nothing but love and prayers from me lol! im not goin to fight evil with evil!
but i do say their words fall to the ground in jesus name!

im glad that helped you! that paragraph is what made me post the link in here. :D

11th September 2006, 10:50 PM
WOW! just what i needed thank you! thewhitesage_
this is from that last link:
"third eye headaches-this is more common in psychics and healers, and usually feels like a mild fuzzy pressure in the canter of the forehead between the two eyebrows. this can occur when anyone is trying to channel you with either a positive or negative message. third eye attacks are also common with assaults from a group mind associated with a religious group."

wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how did they get that "religious group"

this is what i descibed in my letter to that church! i had it when ever he would the pastor would talk!

AWSOME! thanks!

i have also had a head ack lately for like over a week that i thought was just a cold and may be but it talks about that to also about getting a headach from people picturing you being beat up, well just this morn i saw them punching me in the face and some ganging up on me and beating me lol!
but they get nothing but love and prayers from me lol! im not goin to fight evil with evil!
but i do say their words fall to the ground in jesus name!
Interesting that you mention grounding- You should do grounding exercises to counteract third eye overstimulation. And shielding of course, (you knew that already)- but if they are attacking you via mass channeling and it's giving you third eye problems, counteract by grounding yourself- it'll balance your energy body.

And to thewhitesage: Thank you for that list of colors- I always try to keep my son from eating things with artificial colors- Now I have something to show him.

great!!! 8)

rrichy
13th September 2006, 03:33 PM
well i just started reading bruce's book PPself-defense and i had to laugh!
in ch 1 talks about incubus and here are parts of of what robert and some one else said it looked like
"it was crystalline, transparent, and FULL OF TINY SPARKLING MOTES OF LIGHT."
and some one else view of it "the being had myraid pinpoints of colored light within it"

and here is one of my last question's "another Q. i see allot of pin tip lights ummm...like a tiny dot of light, not more then one at a time usualy, and i get a feeling of some one thinking the same thing i was or some kind of unity with someone else for a split second, what do you think? "

i have what i consider a abnormal sex drive. and have never been able to controll it for any length of time but only when i fast i can controll it, then command my body what to do or not to do.
i have no bondage to porn as i have allready stated and in fact it grosses me out and turns me of to a point.

so....... all that is ever used is my imagination.

could this be what has been dogin my steps my whole life an incubus/sucubus (same thing)?
when i see those pinpoints of light i also sense a click in me of some sort so to me the lights are a response from something im picking up in the astral.

maybe it attachted to me? and for so long it would be very diffucult to remove, plus it would explain the loss of energy.
what do you all think/sense?

CFTraveler
13th September 2006, 03:38 PM
rrichy wrote:
have what i consider a abnormal sex drive. and have never been able to controll it for any length of time but only when i fast i can controll it, then command my body what to do or not to do. If you are a male teenager between the ages of 14 and 19 you're perfectly normal.

rrichy
13th September 2006, 03:40 PM
:lol: i'll be 34 in oct. :wink:

CFTraveler
13th September 2006, 03:43 PM
Well, in that case, I hope you have a significant other.

rrichy
13th September 2006, 03:49 PM
nope! but i get asked to be someones other sometimes very directly :lol:
but havnt.
even when i was not directly following God, when i was workin 20hrs a day, and had a girl, i wanted it every day! no lie! i was always ON!

well..anyways i thought it was funny i just asked about pinpoints of light.
well im so glad we had a storm here yesterday and its still raining of and on.
i didnt relize how much water had an psychic effect till reading some of this stuff this month!
i was so excited yesterday to be driving home in the storm i have always loved rain and storms! when people would be like this day is a downer because its raining i would have a smile on my face and be happy! (for the rain)
i always rest in the shower rooms and i feel my head surge around rain. i used to sleep in the laundry room and read the bible, in a house i used to live in.
i even would sleep out side by a river at one house i used to live in, even when it was frost outside lol!

my energy level has definitly increased at the start of the rain storms.

rrichy
13th September 2006, 09:51 PM
well thanks to -thewhitesage_ i now know why it was difficult to seperate my mind from that group, and why i felt it necessary to stop speaking in tongues (glossolalia), because i kept connecting my self to the channeling when i would practice glossolalia.
now that i know a little better, like shielding, and the fact that i was being channeled which i dont yet totaly understand i felt the need to start glossolalia back up again.
though like i said i do not see it recomended in the bible glossolalia,
i feel it has meditational properties.
my soul has been craving me to practice it, so i started back up last night, and what they say about it being a generator seems to be true so far, it bypasses my cognitive langauge parts of my brain and excercises in another realm. almost like its creates the energy my mind needs to run sharply in the astral and physical, my mind seems to draw allot of juice inother words.
i was feeling a bit out of shape of sorts compared when i used to practice it. like i wasnt as sharp in my mind's ability to see in the astral.
so i also changed my shielding image to one someone on this board mentioned and i like it so far, i picture my self in a shell like a egg shell transparent with blue light coming from me outwards past the shells walls and out, and as i practiced glossolalia thru the night the light became brighter and stretched out more and i felt better all around. but it seems that it makes me more sensetive so i need to be more carefull.
glossolalia i would not recommend to a young christian before they where tought how to protect their minds and i'd not say the bible tells them to do it.
glossolalia is not a language of any kind,thats all that is mentioned in the bible known and unknown languages.

rrichy
15th September 2006, 03:02 PM
is it wrong of me to like storms?

i have had resistance to practicing glossolalia since i started it back up!
even voices saying stop! and they where angry! but i pushed past it.
this is not the first time i had that kind of resistance to glossolalia, i have experianced something not liking me doing it a number of times in my life.
with the little bit more knowledge i have gotten recently, it makes me think more as to why the resistance?
like when some have had resistance to astral projection.

also i am working more to controll my sex drive, since i have read that sexual energy is what some negs want.

this knowledge i have gained recently is renewing my life in God i am very thankful for such information about the astral realm.
God bless you all!

also is a little alcohol ok for a sensitive?
like once a week drink margarita's till a buzz?
i dont get smashed.

CFTraveler
15th September 2006, 09:46 PM
is it wrong of me to like storms? I can't imagine why. Storms are perceived by humans to be 'bad' but are really necessary for the earth for a variety of reasons.


i have had resistance to practicing glossolalia since i started it back up!
even voices saying stop! and they where angry! but i pushed past it.
this is not the first time i had that kind of resistance to glossolalia, i have experianced something not liking me doing it a number of times in my life.
with the little bit more knowledge i have gotten recently, it makes me think more as to why the resistance?
like when some have had resistance to astral projection.
Well, here's a guess: Maybe when you practice it, what you say doesn't make sense to you, but it makes sense to someone else, and they either don't like it (like a blessing) or, are protecting you from channeling a curse. Of course, I don't know how to tell the difference, or even if what I'm saying is true.

also i am working more to controll my sex drive, since i have read that sexual energy is what some negs want. Negs don't care what kind of energy they get- it's just that sexual energy is easy, since we humans constantly associate it with negative emotions, making it tasty for them.

this knowledge i have gained recently is renewing my life in God i am very thankful for such information about the astral realm.
God bless you all! You too.

also is a little alcohol ok for a sensitive?
like once a week drink margarita's till a buzz?
i dont get smashed. That's touchy. Anything that makes you lose control, even a little bit can leave you open. But only you know how much relaxation you can have without losing that control.

16th September 2006, 12:56 AM
Hi rrichy,

Re: Pin Points of Light

I get sparkles, usually only one at a time. They occur in either my right or left eye or right smack dab in the middle, also on a vertical axis too, top, middle or bottom. They look like little silvery flashes to me. I just got another one typing this, lol. They happen quite often, and lately they have been very active. Sometimes it feels like they happen when I get a very subtle idea/thought. Sometimes they feel like they mean 'yes', 'no' or 'maybe', lol. I have no idea what they are for sure. Some folks say they are astral sight opening up, but, for some reason, this doesn't sit right with me, although I could be wrong.

My best advice to you is to pay attention when they occur; to what you are feeling/thinking/experiencing.

rrichy
16th September 2006, 02:41 AM
i have had resistance to practicing glossolalia since i started it back up!
even voices saying stop! and they where angry! but i pushed past it.
this is not the first time i had that kind of resistance to glossolalia, i have experianced something not liking me doing it a number of times in my life.
with the little bit more knowledge i have gotten recently, it makes me think more as to why the resistance?
like when some have had resistance to astral projection.
Well, here's a guess: Maybe when you practice it, what you say doesn't make sense to you, but it makes sense to someone else, and they either don't like it (like a blessing) or, are protecting you from channeling a curse. Of course, I don't know how to tell the difference, or even if what I'm saying is true.

the voices and all resistance is defintly negs, they dont like it.

rrichy
16th September 2006, 02:54 AM
Hi rrichy,

Re: Pin Points of Light

I get sparkles, usually only one at a time. They occur in either my right or left eye or right smack dab in the middle, also on a vertical axis too, top, middle or bottom. They look like little silvery flashes to me. I just got another one typing this, lol. They happen quite often, and lately they have been very active. Sometimes it feels like they happen when I get a very subtle idea/thought. Sometimes they feel like they mean 'yes', 'no' or 'maybe', lol. I have no idea what they are for sure. Some folks say they are astral sight opening up, but, for some reason, this doesn't sit right with me, although I could be wrong.

My best advice to you is to pay attention when they occur; to what you are feeling/thinking/experiencing.

EXACTLY!
it seems to be more the middle for me most of the time, and when im thinking about something specific it seems.
yes, i will pay even more attention now that some else gets the same pinpoints!
so others have commented on these?
it feels like someone thought the same as me about something that we have in common. (idea/thought)
like for instance you saw a pinpoint when typing your response to my Q. and we have something in common idea's/thoughts about the pinpoint.
any ways lol!
glad to hear someone else also see's it.
i also see sometimes a blotch of light in the same way as the pinpoint, but i get the pinpoints more.

16th September 2006, 02:59 AM
My Higher Self tells me it's ready to make contact when I get a large silvery blotch in the far outside corner of my left eye. Where does your blotch occur?

I'm sure others here have it too, though I haven't seen it discussed much at all.

I find your explaination very intriguing, very curious indeed.

PuffAddr
16th September 2006, 03:10 AM
rrichy you may like the two books by Tiffany Snow...
Psychic Gifts in the Christian Life
The Power of Divine: A Healer's Guide
I have not read them, but they seem crucial to those getting psychic gifts from God yet still travelling the Christian pathway.

If you are able to see auras, or have a definite interest in healing by sight, Barbara Brennan's book: 'Hands of Light' is one of the best in that particular area. It shows the main energy patterns of people. It may help you understand 'energy vampirism'. Being on the 'empty' end of this process is so debilitating and at times can be life threatening, though you can not tell from looking at someone from the outside. I know this from my own experience of being on the suffering end.

A few years ago, I was able to get out of a cult too. That's what you were really in...a cult. There are a few really good websites out there on cults, google it out. At first I didn't know what to do either, asking the same questions. Now, I realize that I had put myself into this box. Not only once, but THREE separate times! So don't feel bad you were there, it was a definite learning experience, no?

Just remember in your future searchings thru life (yes, you will have more), that anytime someone says "they know", "should", "aught", "supposed to"....just let a little flag go up and become very aware of what you are into.

In my opinion, God is too small to fit into one little church, any one man on earth, or even in any certain religion. God sends the rain down on the just and the unjust, does He not? He gives good to all. Who are we to determine how He chooses to send His 'learnings' down to us? Whether it be looking upon a flower, hearing a buddhist monk chanting or doing the rosary. I think there is goodness in most all pathways, just that people need to find the one that makes sense to them in their 'soul pathway back home'. There are many mansions above. Who are we to say what they are, or to restrict them with our puny human labels or definitions of holy works? God touches each heart, not how we determine, but how He determines. And opens our hearts and minds to new things in ways that are all arounds us, and are seeable whenever we are ready to learn the lesson. Just make sure when you want to do something, it is YOU that wants it inside yourself....not something else influencing your thoughts.

And, you are right, who are we to think that we are the only ones here? Again, the manmade box!

Happy Journeys

rrichy
16th September 2006, 03:14 AM
well the blotch being differant then the pinpoints of course, ummm the last blotch i had was yesterday in my left eye. well now that i think of it it seems the pinpoints are more in the right eye.

i dont know why i think that about the pinpoints. it may be a learned response that i made to tell me that some one is thinking of what i was thinking.....but it dosnt mean we were thinking the same at the exact moment.
how is it that my soul chooses to react to you and not some 5000 people around the world with the same idea/thought, it seems i might put a marker or a tracker on the idea/thought when i send it out to you or 40 people.
and also why doesnt it happen with all idea/thoughts?
its selective.
but it happens so much i cant ignore it.

but realy i dont know! lol! though it is interesting.

rrichy
16th September 2006, 03:36 AM
rrichy you may like the two books by Tiffany Snow...
Psychic Gifts in the Christian Life
The Power of Divine: A Healer's Guide
I have not read them, but they seem crucial to those getting psychic gifts from God yet still travelling the Christian pathway.

If you are able to see auras, or have a definite interest in healing by sight, Barbara Brennan's book: 'Hands of Light' is one of the best in that particular area. It shows the main energy patterns of people. It may help you understand 'energy vampirism'. Being on the 'empty' end of this process is so debilitating and at times can be life threatening, though you can not tell from looking at someone from the outside. I know this from my own experience of being on the suffering end.

A few years ago, I was able to get out of a cult too. That's what you were really in...a cult. There are a few really good websites out there on cults, google it out. At first I didn't know what to do either, asking the same questions. Now, I realize that I had put myself into this box. Not only once, but THREE separate times! So don't feel bad you were there, it was a definite learning experience, no?

Just remember in your future searchings thru life (yes, you will have more), that anytime someone says "they know", "should", "aught", "supposed to"....just let a little flag go up and become very aware of what you are into.

In my opinion, God is too small to fit into one little church, any one man on earth, or even in any certain religion. God sends the rain down on the just and the unjust, does He not? He gives good to all. Who are we to determine how He chooses to send His 'learnings' down to us? Whether it be looking upon a flower, hearing a buddhist monk chanting or doing the rosary. I think there is goodness in most all pathways, just that people need to find the one that makes sense to them in their 'soul pathway back home'. There are many mansions above. Who are we to say what they are, or to restrict them with our puny human labels or definitions of holy works? God touches each heart, not how we determine, but how He determines. And opens our hearts and minds to new things in ways that are all arounds us, and are seeable whenever we are ready to learn the lesson. Just make sure when you want to do something, it is YOU that wants it inside yourself....not something else influencing your thoughts.

And, you are right, who are we to think that we are the only ones here? Again, the manmade box!

Happy Journeys

thanks i will look those books up, maybe they are at my libary.
im taking my time reading bruce's self-defense i am a few pages into "types of psychic attacks"
i am interested in info from people that call them selves psychic christians!
i have been watching my psychic growth through the yrs as not the same as the holy spirit causing me to do these things, though he may influence me to use this sensitivity, i am not saying it is the holy spirit, but me as a sensitive.
this is a big mistake the church's are doing i think, thinking its God or even a demon but its realy just natural mans soul.
yes im glad i learned from that church! allot!
in fact i would say it was not just a cult but was teaching and practicing the occult!
i say this as a joke.........i think some of the crooked path could learn a few things from that pastor!lol
or at least fit right in!
very sad indeed
i pray love and forgiveness to them but i will not back down from saying what they are, unless they turn away.
hey i was one of them! and almost started to turn into one of the pastors mentors.

rrichy
16th September 2006, 03:43 AM
dang it! i just had the pinpoint again lol! hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

16th September 2006, 03:52 AM
I guess what I mean to say is that the blotch I get signifies when my Higher Self is ready to make contact. It's sort of like my Higher Self shooting off a flare to get my attention, lol.

Have you thought about the Higher Self and how to make a connection with yours? There is a very cool meditation on this site that Dragon's Daughter posted about meeting the Higher Self, great stuff.

You might find this interesting too:

http://forums.astraldynamics.com/viewto ... ht=pinging (http://forums.astraldynamics.com/viewtopic.php?t=1568&highlight=pinging)

Here's the Higher Self thread:

http://forums.astraldynamics.com/viewto ... igher+self (http://forums.astraldynamics.com/viewtopic.php?t=1958&highlight=meet+higher+self)

rrichy
8th October 2006, 11:40 AM
well a update im doing good and am in touch with others that have left the cult before me, and some still have family in that church.
this is turning more into a fun learning experiance for me.
i have sent some im's to that dave and later felt or dreamed things that would be of a attack im sure he would tell the pastor what i said, i think its fun! lol!
one dream i was running from a army shooting at me and i ran into a house to warn the family they must leave quick but as i was warning them trying to get the family to leave shots came through the windows and i was like already they are here? i thought they where farther off, then i was going to run out of that familys yard and i had to jump these big fences and i jumped them and in my dream i felt it was a not natural this abilty to jump these fences that where so high with barbed wire on top! then i went into a feild and was like a sniper in the field and they couldnt see me.

so i was running but it was exciting lol!
next time i hope i ask for a weapon lol! that would be fun!

that dave is so controlled by fear! thats why he was trying to get me to say or think i wasnt right with God, because if i think that i am not right with God then i should fear judgment or God wrath for my sins, well wasnt that why christ died? for my sin's as long as my heart is seeking his rest im not under the curse of the law, i have no reason to fear of judgment, this will take time for me to learn. him espesally has allot of fear, i know more about him then i have wrote and he is realy messed up! but has a fragmented soul (mpd) with amnesia. so he responds to fear of judgment really well, but it doesnt help him change and thats what is wrong! it only componds his problems, they are under a curse if they try and fullfill the law, and when u seem to be fullfilling the law whatever you think the law is you become very pridfull and then when you fail in one place then you have failed all the law, and you come crashing down!JA.2:10AMP "For whosoever keeps the Law [as a] whole but stumbles and offends in one [single instance] has become guilty of [breaking] all of it."
i have been doing that for most of my life and am starting to relize thats not the way, to fullfil all my laws, but there is one law that is above all laws and in that all law rests mat. 22:37amplified "And He replied to him, You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind (intellect).(C)

38This is the great (most important, principal) and first commandment.

39And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as [you do] yourself.(D)

40These two commandments [f]sum up and upon them depend all the Law and the Prophets."

i feel like this allot as paul
RO.7:24AMP "O unhappy and pitiable and wretched man that I am! Who will release and deliver me from [the shackles of] this body of death?"

as with the sex drive my lack of abilty to stop masturbating was at times in my life so agrevating that i thought of suicide! (that was a long time ago) but just as im turning 34 in two days i have finaly relized i can not stop or remove my drive! lol! but it must be a emotional problem.
like someone that eats to feel better, or some one who drinks alchohal to come their nervs. i need to do some core image work i see.
that one thing may have kept me more then anything in a cloud of darkness of understanding of God's love.
which allowed me to be manipulated by fear, and many other young men have walked away from a christian walk because of it.
but any ways the more i was in the word of God the more i began to understand God's love, i can admit im not perfect yet, and still be loved of God and be able to see his truth! though i will be forever learning to forgive my self as christ has forgiven me. thats why christ died now i just need to understand his life he has given!

i will continue on my jorney to the truth and the life of christ.
a couple times i have felt like i was being used to speak through once i heard as it where a audible voice in my bedroom while i was kneeling down it said i "bring up, and i bring down"
i looked around and was like wow! that was loud!
then went to church and got up to testify what i thought it ment and what happened was i began the chew out the pastor! lol! but i didnt relize it, till after because i thought it was all about me, and the way i speak i use my hands allot and i was pointing and riping into him then i asked should i continue? are you hearing what im saying? then the pastor was shaking hi head to each Q. then i said good after he nodded yes he was hearing, then i shook and if you where watching me you could see i changed! then i was like wow! that put the fear of God into me! and the pastor shook his head as saying yes it did! that was a good fear i had in my belly. the other time i had a good fear seemed to be supernatural was after i had delivered out about 75 flyers about how to help terry shivo in her battle in florida i went to companies and church's i walked right in many factorys and went straight to there lunch room and placed them on the tables. i did this in two counties then at the next church service i had that same good fear, i was shaking in my shoes i felt to sing a song and felt it was for a couple in front of me which i could sense for awhile he was having a rough time because he had cancer but no one told us he did, but being in a group the ties are strong and i can sense allot about people more so then strangers so i sang the song and it was about letting the love of God flow to wash away the darkness just let it flow and i sang it with authority i was commanding the love of christ to flow like as to release it wasnt flowing, and to push out the darkness as it flows. also the couple didnt know i was singing to them.
well some time later that man stood up and said he was healed of cancer, im not sure if he realy was though or if it was just a faith statement the pastor told him to say.
but any ways these was the most memerable supernatural experiances i could think of that i thought may have been God.

but much else there at that church was not God, but im sure some people there also got to be used by God, but that dosnt mean that the pastor or the vision of the church was of God, just that God was honering his word if that was him.

much of what seemed effectual in the spiritual realms was just people and the pastor practicing what was knowledge.
someone said once that "knowledge is power"
christ has defeated the devil and his powers this is knoweledge, jesus said to his deciples

and these things jesus tought them to do before the holy spirit was given in acts.

MT.10:7 amp "And as you go, preach, saying, The kingdom of heaven is at hand!

8Cure the sick, raise the dead, cleanse the lepers, drive out demons. Freely (without pay) you have received, freely (without charge) give."

and LK. 10:17"The seventy returned with joy, saying, Lord, even the demons are subject to us in Your name!

18And He said to them, I saw Satan falling like a lightning [flash] from heaven.

19Behold! I have given you authority and power to trample upon serpents and scorpions, and [physical and mental strength and ability] over all the power that the enemy [possesses]; and nothing shall in any way harm you.

20Nevertheless, do not rejoice at this, that the spirits are subject to you, but rejoice that your names are enrolled in heaven."

this one is very important! MK.9:38"John said to Him, Teacher, we saw a man who does not follow along with us driving out demons in Your name, and we forbade him to do it, because he [a]is not one of our band [of Your disciples].

39But Jesus said, Do not restrain or hinder or forbid him; for no one who does a mighty work in My name will soon afterward be able to speak evil of Me.

40For he who is not against us is for us."

but what about these guys lol!
"Then certain of the vagabond Jews, exorcists, took upon them to call over them which had evil spirits the name of the Lord Jesus, saying, We adjure you by Jesus whom Paul preacheth. And there were seven sons of one Sceva, a Jew, and chief of the priests, which did so. And the evil spirit answered and said, Jesus I know, and Paul I know; but who are ye? And the man in whom the evil spirit was leaped on them, and overcame them, and prevailed against them, so that they fled out of that house naked and wounded." (Acts 19:11-16 KJV)

its possible to do these things and not be of God!

in fact my former pastor fused what seems to be the last part of my fragmented soul as i was sitting there after he said repeat after me, and i dont even remember what i was repeating i felt my mind and every thing within me fuse become one! i felt stronger, more confident, my hearing and eyesite immeaditly increased! then shortly after this healing i left! hahahaha
i still thinks its so funny i was healed then i left because i was strong enough to and capable enough to see what was wrong!
but still i had to be gone for a while before the channeling could start to wear off.
i will always be thankful for him for what good he has done for me but................here is where this word fits in!
MT. 7:21 amp "Not everyone who says to Me, Lord, Lord, will enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father Who is in heaven.

22Many will say to Me on that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name and driven out demons in Your name and done many mighty works in Your name?

23And then I will say to them openly (publicly), I never knew you; depart from Me, you who act wickedly [disregarding My commands]."


2 COR.11:13amp"For such men are false apostles [spurious, counterfeits], deceitful workmen, masquerading as apostles (special messengers) of Christ (the Messiah).

14And it is no wonder, for Satan himself masquerades as an angel of light;

15So it is not surprising if his servants also masquerade as ministers of righteousness. [But] their end will correspond with their deeds."


i have been working more on the Glossolalia and i started concetrating it on myself as i have not felt the need to do this for a long time because i was not as much worried about my inside but now that i understand a better way to handle my own deliverance with the right mind set i will be digging deeper into my soul,
so as i practiced Glossolalia while thinking on my self i began to feel what i have always known a light feeling of peace and goodness or tingles and as i have seen a little about energy work i started to consetrate on my head and visulizing a bright light clearing out my head and the pressure i had on my crown went away and i felt awsome! so when i got home(i was at work and did this at 3am) i looked up the NEW system and decided im going to learn it to see what i may benefit.
as i have said before i have already experianced moving energy around my body and sending it to others through my christian walk but i didnt know what it was for sure.
so now i have to take the time and read the NEW system!
i still havnt fineshed psychic self-defense yet.
i stoped when he started to talk about core image and was out of the lupe until this fri. now i started back up read a little more and relize i need to do core image work.

but anyways i did more research on Glossolalia and found some interesting stuff some of you might like.
it was seeming to me before i searched more on this practice that it was a technique to focus my energy, and here is what i got while looking with that in mind.

Glossolalia - to speak in an unknown language. This is one of the emergence phenomena that occurs when the attention is absorbed in the unconscious, or the Kundalini Shakti moves into this zone of the mind.


During daily meditation, usually two sessions of 15 to 20 minutes in a seated position with your eyes closed, a mantra is used to obtain an altered state of consciousness. A mantra is a short phrase or a single word which is repeated over and over until your rational thoughts have been put to rest to allow for a deep spiritual consciousness. The manta is repeated until your own thoughts fade away and are replaced by a mystical experience in which you receive inspirational suggestions (brainwaves) and thoughts of an unknown origin.



‘Christian’ meditation follows exactly the same route as all other forms of meditation, which is a transition from the left brain to the right brain. Dr. Nicol (ibid p.73) says: “If you are a beginner, you must take drastic measures to suppress you intellect.” The objective with this exercise is to quiet the rational left brain and to awaken the perceptive faculties of your intuitive right brain. That opens the way to the unlocking of a deep level of consciousness where psychic and extrasensory perception can be done. Followers of the Eastern religions have, for many centuries, been dedicated to obtain mystical, right brain experiences, while those in the West mainly occupied themselves with rational thinking. Meditation is the most important technique to help a person transcend to the unknown, inner world. It serves the double purpose to put the left brain to rest by relaxation exercises, and to experience the intuitive consciousness of the right brain. For all those who practise meditation, regardless from which religious background, this experience is very important as the meditation exercise would have failed without it.


Other often-used physiological weapons to modify normal brain functions are FASTING, radical or high sugar diets, physical discomforts, regulation of breathing, MANTRA chanting in meditation(Glossolalia), the disclosure of awesome mysteries, special lighting and sound effects, programmed response to incense, or intoxicating drugs.


this is an awsome paper on mind controll by gov, so called christians, corporations, this is how the cults get inteligent people tricked into their group(me being not stupid but not all that inteligent lol!)
this is what is being done with Glossolalia and fasting and some types of worship to control the cult members minds!
my former pastor would always said worship plows the heart for God's word to take root, well it does and it can be used by the enemy to!
i have been wondering where did the worship fit in that he so emphaticly teached and tought to the point of being unbiblical!
it is all tools to put people into the alpha state of mind the right brain!
awsome!
its long so here it is!
http://www.delfininternational.com/1/control2.htm

http://www.delfininternational.com/1/mind_control.htm

how many people around the world are being put into a hypnotic trance and not even now it?
i have known for a long time i go into trance when i watch movies or t.v the only thing i can barly watch any more is star trek the next generation and every once in awhile stargate sg1 but i find richard andersons character anoying anyways guess ill have to learn to stop watching all the star trek reruns hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
but i was always going into a trance in church and most other people, if some one would break the trance and move around there where times when the pastor would call that person out as disrupting lol!
he didnt like u breaking the trance at all!
many in my family go into trance state very easily i see my younger bother do all the time.
i had to get my license to work a job with the amish, so i got my license and me and a amish guy or crews would go around putting in windows and doors(lots of story's there lol!)
and when i first started driving me and the amish i would constantly go into trance and speed through intersections and stop signs! lol!
poor amish guylol!
i mean i did it allot!
i know how easy it is to go into trance.
im not like that now when i drive well not as bad! every body seems to be in a trance while driving, but i used to be gone........................i was not there!


and here is what i was talking about,that it felt like my brain was drawing allot of energy!
http://www.prohypnosis.com/html/information.html
Prigogine's theory states that complex structures (such as the human brain) require an enormous and consistent flow of energy to maintain their structure. In the brain, that energy is measured as brainwave levels on an EEG machine. The up-and-down pattern of brainwave levels reflects a fluctuation of energy to the brain. The larger the brainwave levels, the larger the fluctuation of energy.

When you are fully awake (in Beta consciousness), your brainwave levels would show up on an EEG graph as small, rapid, up-and-down lines (diagram 1). There is little fluctuation in the level of energy.




DIAGRAM 1
1. The small fluctuations of energy offered by Beta rhythms are suppressed by the brain. They are compact and allow little new programming to enter.

When you alter your state of consciousness with hypnosis, meditation, or as happens naturally when you are crossing over into sleep, your brainwave levels shift to Alpha or Theta (diagram 2). In these altered states, there is a large fluctuation in the level of energy.




DIAGRAM 2
2. Alpha or Theta rhythms offer large fluctuations of energy. According to Prigogine, large fluctuations of energy can cause the structure to break apart and reorganize itself into an even more complex and higher form. That's why suggestions given to an individual exploring in Alpha or Theta are so effective in creative change. The new suggestion, dropped into the uneven Alpha rhythms like a pebble in a pond, creates a ripple effect through the stretched brainwaves, tearing apart old programming and creating new behaviors and viewpoints.

This is not possible while you are fully awake in Beta, for the small fluctuations of energy are suppressed by the brain. They are tight and compact and cannot be torn apart easily.

now it makes sense what i ment when i told a doctor when i was a kid its like i turn off my brain like turning of the light switch on the wall!
and the doctor responded thats immposible to turn your brain off.
what i was describing was prob. the swithing of hemisphears and then going into deep trance.



hey i have paid more attention to the pinpoints of light in my right eye and the big blotch of light in my left eye and it still feels like it has something to do with a crossing of energy of some kind like ideas/thoughts with someone else, and i have remembered why i originaly thought this because in church this would happen all the time! more then any where else, and we were always comtemplating the next service so i would pick up on allot of what would be said and done before the service during the week as so many others in the church so when we came to together there was a unity in many ways. and when ever the pastor would speak on one particular thing that i had heard or seen also during the week which was allot then i would get those light in the eye!
and i think he may have mentioned it also, that he was seeing lights when some one was in unity.
a few weeks ago sunday morn. i was thinking of the church while they would have been in church and i thought of revelations which the pastor loves to preach on, and as soon as i thought on revelations that it just the book i had a bunch of colored pinpoints of lights in my right eye.
first time i remember colored pinpoints.

i also have ear ringings allot any body no what they are?

and sometimes a sharp pain in the back, i always felt it was someone back stabbing me in some way, sometimes i even imagined a knife or something stuck in my back and i pulled it out.
then i just read in psychic self-defense that it is a attack.

also i have sometimes a prick feeling on my brain anybody know what that is?

and also i have really dry skin and sometimes it itches and i have been like that for as long as i remember! i cant use regular lotion it doesnt work, so for years i have been putting oil on me before i get out of the shower, i first started with baby oil but found out it isnt good for your skin because of the petroleum and all it did was stay on top of my skin not absorb into it, then i tried grape seed oil for years and it stained to much, now i have been using olive oil for years and i like it much better!
i got the idea from the bible.
anyways anyone know why i would have that bad dry skin?

i have read that it a symptom of a spiritual awakening. Kundalini

well i think this may have been to much uh?
thanks for all your help!

oh and i have been messing around on my space here is pics of me so you know what this nut rich looks like lol!
i dont care any more, not that much what people think of me.
or what i belive.
http://www.myspace.com/christisresurrection

i also have had a website for a while but i havnt put anything on it yet.
there is just the layout or theme i want to go throught the whole site.
http://www.4uworld.com

and sorry for my lack of grammer and spelling i never went to school i was skipping school in kidingarden and first grade lol! when evr i was in school i was sleeping.
did get G.E.D though that was easy multible choice.

rrichy
9th October 2006, 05:50 PM
i hope i didnt ramble to much lol!
that link on mind controll in alpha state helped me understand allot.
ill have to let you all know how some core image work is doing, im very impressed! i did some at 3am when i was doing some little energy work and wow! im still learning what happened, then there where much attacks after the core work rest of the morning, but they where like nothing just little pinpricks i knew this neg that i disconected is trying to reconect.
but its done it will never get connected to me ever again!
ill see how it goes through the week, much is happening.

rrichy
10th October 2006, 03:18 PM
when i left the church i also stoped "Speaking in tongues" Glossolalia because i told him thats one way i was being controlled and that Glossolalia makes me more suggestive among other things and that i dont see it int he bible let along 1COR 14 where they say it is but only talking in a differant or unknown language by the spirit any ways he also thinks binny hin is of god so you know right there im goin to be the opposite in thinking.
my mind seems to be always on in the soulical realm and i dont know how to shut it off

this is what i descibed to you all at the beginning of this thread and here is a qoute from the mind control link
Chanting
"he third thought-stopping technique is chanting, and often chanting in meditation. "Speaking in tongues" could also be included in this category.

All three-stopping techniques produce an altered state of consciousness. This may be very good if you are controlling the process, for you also control the input. I personally use at least one self-hypnosis programming session every day and I know how beneficial it is for me. But you need to know if you use these techniques to the degree of remaining continually in alpha that, although you'll be very mellow, you'll also be more suggestible. "


this is exactly what i have been telling other people about Glossolalia,
it is not the Holy Spirit! at all! its just a tool that i cant prove is in the bible yet but im not saying its evil im saying i will not make a doctrine out of it and tell people God has said!

and also in the link is really good examples of these preachers that are exactly like benny hinn they are mind manipulators! and demonic.

and to clarify when i say my mind always on in the astral that to me is like a alpha or theta state a "flat" mind

and when i mentioned when i was a kid i,
said my mind i can shut off like a light switch, what i was describing was any number of states out of full beta, which for me was most of the time a very deep trance, which then in turn opened me up to the astral with out protection or knowledge!
my mother told me when i was a child i would get all kinds of visions about God and the city of God And other things.

i hope im not like preaching or pumping my self up or what ever i just want to learn and help others and share with others like me.
sensitive's

rrichy
13th October 2006, 09:14 PM
well its done! its finished!
i am now in full control of my sex drive!
thank you jesus!, thank you holy spirit!
thank you robert bruce for sharing free with the world NEW and core image work!
moderator's where can i leave a thank you for bruce?
may my words carry with them the weight of about 21yrs! of feeling like i would never win this fight.
this last sun night i did a little energy work and then flowed right into core image work after i asked the holy spirit to lead me.
and i have not been the same since!
it is a fact! that never again, will i be in the same place i was before sunday night

i will descibe what happened soon, right now the effects of just dabbling in NEW is so tremendous! i see as ton of open doors in my future, i see a new life even, completly differant coming! what i have searched for in my walk, a full control of my being is coming and i will not loose it. it is mine now! and nothing can take it away. never, ever again!
i guess it was time for me, i was ready for the answer and not lose it or take it for granted. WOW!
there is no words to express, its impossible.
its one of those times when you have to just trust that this is the best birthday i have ever had! a milestone in my life.
God bless

13th October 2006, 09:17 PM
Hi there,

I think you can leave a thank you in the 'Ask Robert' section.

*More experienced moderators : please correct me if I am mistaken. :)

CFTraveler
13th October 2006, 09:17 PM
moderator's where can i leave a thank you for bruce? In the 'Ask Robert' section. He's teaching a seminar this weekend but may see it. I'm glad it's working for you.

CFTraveler
13th October 2006, 09:18 PM
Hey Scymi! We cross-posted! :lol:

13th October 2006, 09:29 PM
Hey Scymi! We cross-posted! :lol:

:D

rrichy
3rd November 2006, 11:04 PM
I am doing really well!
Awesome in fact!
Lots of stuff happening! But I have a question,
Why have only the moderators left a reply on this thread?
Is it because I am a Christian?



I have stuck to mainly self defense forum for now, because when I venture out in the rest of the forum or just read peoples posts I tend to get drawn into their emotions/mind and I get information coming at me from all sides, and it is just too much right now.
I am going slowly to become strong enough to deal with others with out it affecting me so much.
It seems the energy of you all and the in depth look into your hearts that you type is very strong effect, more so then just a "hi Joe! how’s the whether?"
When we type ourselves down we leave a door for others to look into and connect, I need to learn how to control that better.
It seems to me that the visulation shield is a good start for me alone with NEW.

CFTraveler
3rd November 2006, 11:21 PM
rrichy wrote:
I am doing really well!
Awesome in fact!
Lots of stuff happening! But I have a question,
Why have only the moderators left a reply on this thread?
Is it because I am a Christian? I'm glad you're doing well, but I don't understand the question. BTW, there are many christians in these forums, of many types.

rrichy
3rd November 2006, 11:36 PM
Just that for some reason the views keep going up but only whitesage, PuffAddr, and you two moderators and siteadmin responded why?
Not that I don’t appreciate what you all have said, not at all, I just wonder why 1870 views and not much people giving feedback?
Oh well


I had a few lucid dreams of the UK while I was on this forum, but when I stopped reading the dreams stopped. Wonder why?

CFTraveler
4th November 2006, 01:15 AM
I'm not going to speak for anyone else, but when I read a post and I find that I don't know what to say about something (yes, that does happen occasionally, although it may seem like I think I know everything and can't stop talking) I don't say anything. And sometimes posters aren't necessarily interested in someone else's comments, they just want to share.
For example, I know next to nothing about Glossolalia so I would limit my comments about languages in general or about what I would consider 'the gift of tongues', but I doubt it would benefit the topic at all, so I just read and absorb (and learn). But that's just me-sometimes.