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Jananz
31st January 2010, 04:00 AM
Kundalini is blue fire, ultraviolet light, biophotons and superlight.
It is superluminal communication within and between cells.
It is an amplification and deepening of metabolism, consciousness, and feeling.

Kundalini energy flips over to the right side of the body in January as the deep seeds of the psyche are made fertile within the right side of the brain in association with the expansion of the heart. Thus focus on breathing into the heart and inquiring into the psychic material that arises from the body, words that spontaneously arise in the mind and dreams. If you "cook" this material well with great passion this will fuel your years dharmic outflow. The word dharma translates as that which upholds or supports the Tao. If you interfere with, divert or reduce the right side flow of energy through self-negating or destructive means the potency of the muse will be undermined for the entire annual cycle.

It is best to approach the opportunity kundalini presents positively and the "difficulties" will eventually dissipate...and we will be left with only the benefits of permanent bliss, deep knowing, increased creativity and freedom. The only way you can "get over" kundalini is to embrace it and to use the energy to detoxify and grow deeper. Stopping kundalini is tantamount to killing oneself in order to live in the pupae of our former self. The reason why kundalini is arising in populations across the world now is that we have to evolve to a new level or else noble human life is a goner. Therefore we have to work with the process of metamorphosis to bring on our human adulthood or else we will remain a species of sick children.

Humanity is currently on the verge of a major psychospiritual transformation beyond money, fear and control. Androgyny is a term derived from the Greek words (anér, meaning man) and (gyné, meaning woman) and refers to the mixing of masculine and feminine. Sovereign consciousness emerges from the marriage of the royal inner couple of the left and right hemispheres. This sublime marriage undoes the dominance and submission imbalance to create synergy or the amplification of consciousness from the mergers of equals. Both masculine and feminine come into their noble condition through the emergence of the sovereign state in which the previous drives for defense, wealth and status are supplanted by the joy of clarity and freedom. Once the need for control is curbed the divine synergy can naturally engage, drawing power, energy and presence from the Void. This is the secret of all ages. Sophia, the guardian of the flame of the deep.

The Egyptian alchemical term "The Great Opus" speaks to the science which transmutes base levels of consciousness steeped in ignorance, to recover our connection to soul and bring forth from its depths the new values which represent the Solar King (Trismosin - Splendor Solis).

Jananz
3rd February 2010, 08:43 PM
TRANSPERSONAL NONRELATIONSHIP

Blasted Awake By the Opposite Sex In a Transpersonal Nonrelationship

We are relational beings and we don't really know how relational until kundalini considers itself bonded to another human through our flesh. If the relationship is unrequited or not "suitable" but the kundalini awakening is fired up on all cylinders from atoms right up to Godhead...this is one of the fastest, most delicious and painful methods of awakening...especially through the female body. My heart goes out to you who are triggered awake by the opposite sex. Let me tell you a few of the insights that came to me through my transpersonal non-relationship experience.
• First we quickly learn that sex is not sex. The entire universe is nothing but sex...the play of the poles, sexes, charges and hemispheres. Mortal human sex not only starts looking pretty silly, but finding an appropriate partner in the uninitiated community, well forget it. Ones moral sensitivity around the game of sex goes through the roof for many reasons...mostly due to an increased energy refinement aesthetic.
• Next we learn that we are not living for ourselves but are secretly working for the transpersonal species imperative, and that if we neglect ourselves, our will, our mind and body, then we fail in our mission and head towards hell. So the personal cannot be ignored or the transpersonal is forfeited...this is a BIG lesson to learn for those who try to gain self-worth by overextending themselves to others.
• It may feel like hell to be fired up and about to lift off to the moon, but you must remind yourself that all that love and energy and psi is YOU! And you would probably not have been lit so bright if there was no initial trigger. The way to stop bleeding out is to claim ALL that presence, feeling, sensation and energy as you...and do not imagine that it is coming from the phantom lover. Be grateful for the trigger, but distinguish it from a workable human relationship...they are two different things.
• Use the energy to transform your life and "create." Do not fall into victim, poor little me or waste it running around trying to find a reason to feel so much love by chasing after mortals. The uninitiated will have no idea what you are going through, they cannot be "with you" and the added stress of mismatched levels will add to the already extreme load needed to process, integrate and stabilize.
• Within this energy and this awakening is a work of genius...a great gift of talent and beauty that the world can share. Getting beyond your personal story and facilitating the birth of this geni is the task of the peak period. As such we have to let go of the fairytale romance notions we carried on from childhood to embrace a more cosmic meaning and reason for our existence.
• If you don't get that the inner Beloved is YOU, then you may literally bleed your awakening away pining for Other...and may be misdirected by the energy away from a true life partner...following this energetic figment projection within. Once you know in your heart that this huge awesome energy and vast intelligence IS you, then you know how to understand the pulls and tides of the sun and moon and how they relate to pulling actual human lovers together to meet in time and space.
• You can ask the full moon when you will meet your true lover and the silent voice within may tell you when and where. Once properly directed the Inner Marriage is so complete and satisfying that it is of little consequence if you don’t actually meet a life partner for the biological “need” for another is reduced and mortal relationship loses its power to attract, persuade and convince. Detach from this individual mortal human, yes, but not from the energy of the Inner Beloved…for the Inner Beloved is you and you will feel the bliss of subtly making love to yourself as a permanent condition for life.
• The kundalini fire must continue to burn for your creativity to be alive. But women with active kundalini have to be a billion times stronger than men and the uninitiated...because it is up to us to lay the foundations of future society. Consider that it was women who conveyed the oracle of Apollo for a thousand years in the ancient classical world. It is women who are the builders of civilization, for women can more easily unify the Apollionic rational mind with the wild, pure genius of Dionysian divinity.
• Women have greater synthesis of the left and right brain because they tend to have a more active corpus callosum with 10% more neuron fibers. The increased right brain access in the female brain allows greater communication with the limbic brain, emotional and holistic perception. Thus if a women is operating true to cosmic form she is generally more in touch with universal morality and the will of lifeforce than men. It is up to women to guide us out of the grey Borg culture of death, disease and destruction and into a vivid fecund future.
• Follow your dreams and do what you can to gently awaken others...for it is time that humanity be joyously bought back to its senses.

Tutor
9th February 2010, 10:22 AM
Hi Jananz,

I rather see that your work is brilliant. But, what is bright in darkened eyes is confusedly turned away from. Odd how that works.

It is only hearsay that claims one cannot stare directly into the sun, and those dependent on hearsay do not know of themselves what to say.

Beliefs or Faith. Some are blessed to know the difference.

Perhaps, it may be seen as that difference in every systemic order, between a star and a black hole. One shines brightly giving of life, and the other darkly indulges its hunger taking in life.

Yet, having seen it for what it is, turned over, like a woven tapestry; for every star giving out on one side is its counterpart taking in on the other side. This of course reveals the Twins, they but barely from their oneness by a woven membrane.

So, what we fear within ourself, is merely misunderstanding by misinterpretation.

Once a man like any of men had no faith, by his belief he was in disbelief; yet in a name faithfully given and that name finally and faithfully spoken, he was again freed to utter speech.

This is why, even though 'Do' would lead in song, it was humbly given as 'Ut', for those who might silently stare into it and find their God given voice in a systemic order called 'UT'. But these letters only symbolically indicate the shapes seen through the naked eye brilliantly projecting.

Thoth broke it down further, seeing the Gate of said naked eye; it to either side as ATU. Of course, proceeding through said gate is a broadening affair not to be taken darkly, but rather with that light within, to shine lightly into all corners abounding.

Imagine the stepped process wherein A and TU become farther and farther away from one another; schizmatically infilling with finite possibilities from infinite potential.

Just one step of projection within gives rise to two more at either side. This till fulness is to the very letter reached in symbolic representation.

Darkness would evolve a Tycoon, one thinking to inwardly possess what they see not of themself.

Lightness in creation of projection would understand the Tikune/Tikkun, which in and of they perfectingly are, as well as this within firstly being them very true and perfect self; as it is they whom had projected it through the gate of a once clothed and concealed eye.

Only a naked eye can see infinite possibilities, for from that eye alone is the understanding that all resting potential infinitely provides in and of what is projected.

Ask and it shall be so. But be sure of what you ask for with a faithful voice.

This is why it is said that works without faith are in vain; and that faith with followed works are trued and well established.

What is trued and well established blindingly shines, thus proving what is false in its turning away.

With todays precision digital technology, it is seen that darkness flees in anticipation of lights projection. To say, that even before the light would shine into a corner, darkness has fled, having no place in it to begin with, thus having no ending in light's shining accord.

Illusion impedes by impediments only, and all impediments are beliefs contrary to a true voice speaking of itself, dependent upon hearsay alone, belief in disbelief, having no faith in and of itself to say.

T

Jananz
10th February 2010, 09:05 PM
Sorry T, that didn't go in my brainbox.

Alain Badiou distinguishes different modes of how to deal with an event. Here I have associated his modes with possible responses to Spiritual Awakening:
1. Fidelity to the Event...Cooperation—Surrender and practice
2. Reactive Mode...Regression—Ego, neurosis, inflation, addiction
3. Total Rejection...Suppression—Psychosis, schizophrenia, and belligerence
4. Obscure Mode...Substitution—Symbols, writing, spiritual systems
5. Total Implementation...Immersion—Be a monk, join a cult, church or sangha.
6. Reanimation...Integration—rectify and beatify ones past, present, future life.

Jananz
22nd February 2010, 06:16 PM
Differentiating Life from Death
My dreams were awesome this morning, basically the message was the need to separate the chocolate from the ♥♥♥♥ myself. That is...we are exposed to so much ♥♥♥♥ during this dysfunctional period of rapid transformation...the apocalypse...when truth is unveiled. A higher order of being will shake out eventually as the corrupt power accumulation systems fall under their unsustainable weight. Yet we cannot focus on the ♥♥♥♥, we must focus on building the new way and establishing community support systems that allow us to unplug from the industrial extortion conglomeration. As each of us personally distinguishes and separates our Eros from our Thanatos and steps onto the path of increasing lifeforce...then our divine creativity will pull us through this time of "apparent" chaos, generated by malignant power out of control.

I was cutting a sunbathing blanket too skinny and my female guide stopped me and said it needed to be wider. That is the "sun" or Source cannot properly enter a miserly, truncated, distorted or confused system. For a generous outcome we must establish a luxuriously Eros opened approach to our personal lives and the transformation of culture. In order to free ourselves from the clutches of the Borg, we must celebrate our humanity...I mean really celebrate, revere, honor, love and explore it. Without Eros the mind can become dangerously dissociated—rendered inhuman, greedy and driven to dominate, acquire, and exploit everything including ourselves. Even asceticism…cutting down the bounty of natures fertile abundance…is a form of greed. Eros is the spiritual energy of felt-relationship through love and feeling.

Through scientific understanding, our world has become dehumanized. Man feels himself isolated in the Cosmos. He is no longer involved in nature through participation mystic. This exploitive science of the Borg however is not true science. True whole human science is the art of direct participation with the mysteries of the divine universe. Through Eros we maintain universal morality through clearly feeling that which is going “with” the evolution of life, and that which is plainly going against life’s sustainability. The importance of the heart-to-brain link is primarily that the prefrontal lobe-heart connection is the master integrator—the master switch to sovereignty and the soul. The soul is made of light and sound and so our matter must be made to facilitate the free flow of photons and phonons.

The big picture of our current situation is simple really, humanity has been suppressing itself out of fear of the unknown for millions of years. Humanity has been destroying itself out of ignorance for 11,000 years since agriculture began. Humanity has been outright killing itself in the last 200 years with chemical agriculture. What will save us from our rampage against life is the awakening of awareness through kundalini rising and the opening up of the head-heart link, interhemispheric communication, full prefrontal lobe capacities and communion with the intelligence of the solar plexus. These capacities which are necessary for whole person functioning are returning to us now and so we can begin to create a human culture that nurtures the whole human and Gaia according to the reality of natural law, as divined by Eros.

Tutor
23rd February 2010, 04:36 PM
Sorry T, that didn't go in my brainbox.

nor did it come from my "brainbox". though it came through me.

if i go to a spring and drink from it, am i to see that spring as the origin, as the "brainbox", without understanding that brilliantly beyond that visible spring there is more than could ever meet the eye's report to the brain. yet, the thirst is quenched from having drank from it.

T

Jananz
2nd March 2010, 09:57 PM
:D
We are all both "senders" and "receivers" of Spirit, responding to the evolutionary call into higher and higher realms. The Self or sovereign is this beautiful sending and receiving dance and re-membering the infinitude of divine will.

All we really want in life is to be our full Self, and yet our resistance to the dehumanization process of the Borg is what holds us back from showing up. Our defenses against utilitarianism, conformity, exploitation and abuse become a cage of resistance that closes down the heart and cuts off Eros. Really feeling and listening to the pain of our closure and breathing new light into our Self-abdication and our Self-neglect, allows us to stop grieving for the loss of Self, and to slough off the former reactive-adaptive shell, in order to become a meta-adaptive creator. We cannot expect the world to recognize us as the Self if we cannot effectively communicate the Self, and we cannot “be” the Self if we are still fighting and grieving over the machinations of the Borg. This is a double bind situation that prevents us from making a jump beyond the gravity and inertia of entrenched materialism to the freedom of the spiritual life. This double bind which prevents the marriage of matter and spirit can only be overcome by consciously surrendering our suffering pride and indignation…to let the joy of pure Being flood our entire lives.

Tutor
3rd March 2010, 07:28 PM
I disagree.

ultimately what hardens pushes itself apart disintegrally, thus the perceived end of the world, having no thing to do with the end of the living. meaning that, just as a man poured a concrete slab for whatever purpose, it is likely that before his brevity is ended, the slab will have disintegrated into gravelly dust.

one has to see the matter with which we have our being, it not the being. no thing that serves being in the doing is meant to last, yet being is everlasting.

my advice, and meaning no offense, dropping the use of this "borg" scenario would lend more creedence to your work, and allow youself to less depend upon finite "science fiction".

those two words are the same by intent. science is fiction, and fiction is science; both dependent upon that slab of concrete as world to be upheld.

the earth is, and it's functions are free and autonomous, needing no additive from man to tweak said earthly functions. the world is man's tweaking toward gain and comfort, while the earth serves every survival dictated need.

the garden is ever present, the world is ever ending.

understand the two, and see them as one.

no need for "borg", except in the want of intellectual thought structuring. you will never see moths flying around a street lamp in the light of day.

thoughts are as moths, and they are drawn to a limited light which thinks to fend off the darkness.

understand that..., and the mind is freed from the onslaught of "borgs" or negs or whatever.

One walks into a sun lit field of flowers and by choice freely picks what catches the eye to display on the home's dinner table where family meet to eat, talk and laugh the fettered worries away.

pick your thoughts as if they were flowers, and leave the moths to that darkness which is without your self limitedly lit in it.

T

niki123
4th March 2010, 11:26 PM
Hmm,I know exactly what you're talking about but it can be a very lonely life after you go through with it and then what ?Not to mention other outside forces rubbing you the wrong way and inconsiderate people who think that that they can do anything that they want.

:D
We are all both "senders" and "receivers" of Spirit, responding to the evolutionary call into higher and higher realms. The Self or sovereign is this beautiful sending and receiving dance and re-membering the infinitude of divine will.

All we really want in life is to be our full Self, and yet our resistance to the dehumanization process of the Borg is what holds us back from showing up. Our defenses against utilitarianism, conformity, exploitation and abuse become a cage of resistance that closes down the heart and cuts off Eros. Really feeling and listening to the pain of our closure and breathing new light into our Self-abdication and our Self-neglect, allows us to stop grieving for the loss of Self, and to slough off the former reactive-adaptive shell, in order to become a meta-adaptive creator. We cannot expect the world to recognize us as the Self if we cannot effectively communicate the Self, and we cannot “be” the Self if we are still fighting and grieving over the machinations of the Borg. This is a double bind situation that prevents us from making a jump beyond the gravity and inertia of entrenched materialism to the freedom of the spiritual life. This double bind which prevents the marriage of matter and spirit can only be overcome by consciously surrendering our suffering pride and indignation…to let the joy of pure Being flood our entire lives.

Jananz
6th March 2010, 03:38 PM
I know it is controversial to use the term Borg, but I am writing a book on sovereignty (divine will) and so I use "Borg" to describe Flatland, dehumanization, material fascism, power-over heirarchy, and the collective descent into matter, disintegration, degeneration and unconsciousness. Since the planet is in dire straights due to our Borglike tendencies, and that this state of affairs is brought about by our ignorance of sovereignty and divine will, I think it justified to use the term Borg to point to the despiritualization phenomena. As we begin to see the entire degenerative complex as one thing...a divorce from Source...then it makes it easier to spot the incidence and ramifications of the Borg in our own lives and set about infusing our world with the magic of lifeforce and love. As each of us heals our own life-negation, we allow the collective to be just that much more brighter in Spirit.

CFTraveler
6th March 2010, 05:14 PM
I think I have a tiny bit of insight into why this term seems to 'rub people the wrong way'- There are two aspects to the image of the Borg (not to it's usage as a metaphor, but to the image itself)- one, as Jane said, it points out how dehumanized we're becoming, and I do think it's valid to study our own thinking and behavior in regards to this tendency we have to artificialize everything and to rely on what we consider to be a collective but which really consists of memes introduced by various smart manipulators into keeping the real collective under the mental control of the few that seek to profit from this dehumanization or 'Divorce from Source' (I would call it 'intent to Divorce from Source', but that's me)- I do think that it is necessary to know what the problem is to then realize when we begin acting like robots and become more conscious- one of those things that you hear "If you don't identify it you can't change it'.
But I think that it bothers people subconsciously because of the 'despaired impotence' that the image provokes- after all, their motto is "Resistance is Futile", and that is like a negative affirmation. Maybe we can associate some other affirmation and attach it to the image- I don't know.

So anyway, I think this is why it's so 'controversial'- not for the image itself (once again, I do think it's appropriate) but for the sense of impotence it evokes.

.02.

Jananz
6th March 2010, 08:09 PM
Good point,
It is the disturbing quality of the term Borg that is useful. But rather than merely succumbing to ideas like “resistance is futile,” I also give the neurochemistry, nutritional protocol, practice and philosophy of de-borging. The fact is, the dehumanization process is sedating and seductive because of the loss of sensation, sensitivity, sentience, common sense that occurs with everything physical, mental and emotional that reduces lifeforce and life-integrity. The more we turn away from the life principle the more energy and determination required to get back to natural law, and the more pain involved in penetrating the numbness and returning to full consciousness and feeling. Sociologically, the increase personal freedom has made it permissible for us to now choose lifestyles different from the cultural norm. So the only thing preventing us from fully embracing the Self is our own self hatred, bad faith and thanatos. Establishing a daily routine for "coming alive" helps overcome our own inertia and the social pressure against our emergence. If we don't hit it from all angles and achieve a certain amount of liftoff speed, we will likely drop back down to the low energy defensive shell of the Borg out of familiarity, and because we haven’t been given “permission” to be our Self. The key point to becoming sovereign is that WE give ourselves permission to show up, simply because only THAT is truth, and everything else is a lie, an illusion of cultural habit and blind animal dynamics.

CFTraveler
6th March 2010, 08:47 PM
I agree.

Tutor
7th March 2010, 03:28 AM
Jananz,

well...i understand completely. otherwise i wouldnt have said.

we are 'human', no more or no less.

a human is not a sink with a trap blocked with ungliness. a human is mighty fountain freely springing forth beauty.

if a human cannot see that beauty which is human, then surely 'borg' is a relative term of self-disenchantment.

i surrender to one thing, that inner faith is in short supply, and beliefs in everything but being human have run rampant in this our time, given souly that we come face to face with none other than our very self becoming.

it defies all that is sanity.

i quite literally give up so that i can retain my own grace given sanity.

is this, in our brevity, what we shall teach our children? if so, when we are most certainly beyond doing right here right now, what on earth shall they say about our miserable resentment toward even they, our children, as human's being?

i ask you friends, please come to your given senses. speak from the understanding heart, that our children may know that being human is beautiful. otherwise, ugliness is their only inheritance, and we are the gifters of illness.


T

Jananz
9th March 2010, 12:09 AM
I explain in length as to why I use the term Borg...I do use all the other terms for it also.
My work is not a harsh work, it is a labor of love...and it will mostly be perceived as such by those that are ready for it. For those that are not it will act like a piece of grit in an oyster...they will close off before getting the jist of it, but will come back to the concept of sovereignty about 10 years down the line when society as a whole starts to wake up out of necessity.


The Pre-Personal/Presovereign and Rejection

The main premise of Awakening Sovereignty is that the biochemistry of rejection and exclusion both maintains the pyramid structure of society and keeps the majority of humanity in an immature, unrealized or Borg state. As a force of social deconstruction rejection serves to weaken self-esteem, undermine self-worth and keeps people compliant, approval seeking and uncreative. The dehumanizing brain debilitating phenomena of power dynamic damage is brought about by the negative biochemical effects of rejection and self-rejection. The repercussions of this include diminished higher brain capacities, the body-mind schism, low self-care, negative coping mechanisms, relatibility problems and the overall collapse of our ability to maintain a dignified social order. The resultant stress chemistry disrupts inner homeostasis and brings about the degenerative complex, but it also disconnects us from union with nature and hence the natural gnostic wisdom that it affords. The larger picture of the consequences of Borg society is that humanity is dying of self-hatred and we are killing the planet in the process. Because of the importance of this line of reasoning I continue the subject in “Rejection = Lobotomy.”

If you come from a family that was not actively “inclusive” you may have to work at showing up and including ourself in your own life. Without active inclusion or love, we may forever subconsciously reject ourselves, seek to be invisible and not be responsive to our own existence…that is have low self-esteem. People who feel bad about themselves are especially vulnerable to rejection. Self-esteem acts as a regulator that activates negative emotions when signs of exclusion occur. Rejection by a group of people can have especially negative effects, particularly when it results in social isolation. By creating community-less urban environments the sense of isolation guarantees an underlying sense of pain and deprivation, which keeps populations in the consumptive, insatiable mode. Researchers found that the dorsal anterior cingulate cortex, that is tissue around the corpus callosum, becomes active when people are experiencing both physical pain and social pain. Social ostracism is one the most brutal punishments because our intense sensitivity to the negative opinions of others, such that we record our emotional wounds in the same part of the brain as actual physical pain. The context of stored pain in our neuromusculature leads to hypersensitivity to perceived interpersonal rejection which predestines us to significant social impairment as a consequence.

Other brain areas that respond to social rejection are the posterior cingulate, the parahippocampal gyrus, and the dorsal anterior cingulate cortex. Furthermore, individuals who are high in rejection sensitivity show less activity in the left prefrontal cortex and the right dorsal superior frontal gyrus, which may indicate less ability to modulate emotional responses to rejection, plus a tendency to depression as a coping mechanism. In fact perceived maternal rejection even modifies dopaminergic genes leading to depression. Depression can arise as the negative perception of a major decline in personal usefulness, that can sometimes be linked to guilt, shame or perceived rejection. Rejection can also result in disorders such as autism, schizophrenia and attention deficit. Individuals that feel rejected experience a range of negative emotions, including frustration, intense anger, and eventually, resignation, and despair. Romantic rejection is a particularly painful emotional experience that appears to trigger a response in the caudate nucleus of the brain, and associated dopamine and cortisol activity.

Lets face it, we in Borg society are afraid to claim our true power because we have been taught enfeeblement, self-denial, compensatory addiction, and the dire need to be "useful." We are trying to fit our multidimensional being into a pathological social design and trying to run from the distress that this causes us.

CFTraveler
9th March 2010, 12:36 AM
individuals who are high in rejection sensitivity show less activity in the left prefrontal cortex and the right dorsal superior frontal gyrus, Just bookmarking this for future research in energy work target selection.

Jananz
9th March 2010, 05:23 PM
REJECTION = LOBOTOMY

The information that kicked off the writing of this book was a piece on the BBC about how rejection lights up the tissue around the corpus callosum and inhibits dopamine in this area...thereby chemically lobotomizing the hemispheres and preventing emotional distress from the right-brain and stomach-brain from interfering with the function of the left adaptive brain that is needed to make calculated decisions in times of crisis. Thus it is rejection or "self-hatred" that is the underlying destabilizing, neurologically-castrating phenomena on which the degenerative processes of pre-sovereign civilization are built. Heal this faster than light automatic reaction of self-hate or other-hate and the mechanisms of manipulation, control, bullying, terrorism and seduction that constitute the psychological "glue" of pyramid society are exposed and undone. Leaving the individual "free" to determine their own fate beyond mere reactivity to unconscious programs established within the collective human psyche over millions of years.

On the one night in my life that I didn’t sleep at all, and I happened to hear on the BBC that the Anterior cingulate cortex lights up during the emotion of rejection. This is the key to the loss of “Selfhood” for it seems that low dopamine utilization in the bridge between the two hemispheres due to repeated episodes of rejection is undoubtedly associated with the pain, numbing, depression, loss of confidence and loss of cognitive acuity when we feel rejected by others or ourselves (self-error). Through a jolt of shock, received during an anaesthetizing event of rejection or chronic self-rejection, we are neurochemically lobotomizing ourselves. This break in hemispheric transmission occurs in an effort to reduce the pain of the electrical charge from the emotional right brain/limbic system from entering our left-brain ego-adaptive brain. In doing so repeatedly we essentially brain damage ourselves into a dissociated removal from the intensity of reality and prevent our Whole integrated and creative self from emerging and developing. It is this brain damage whether through self-inflicted lobotomizing shock or exposure to tyrannical others that perpetuates the dominance and submission chemistry of the pyramid of negative-power.

The corpus callosum, the fibrous bundle that relays neural signals between the right and left cerebral hemispheres of the brain. The Anterior cingulate cortex (ACC) is the frontal part of the cingulate cortex, which resembles a "collar" around the corpus callosum. The anterior cingulate cortex is involved in the subjective experience of emotions and cognitive processes that produce autonomic reactions that signal the requirement for adaptive control of behavior. As such it is the most powerful of the cortical suppressor areas and it is also a potent autonomic effector region. It is suggested the ACC is involved in detecting when strategic control is required and that the lateral prefrontal cortex is involved in strategic control. Heightened ACC activity (generally associated with reduced dopamine utilization) reduces capacity to learn how to use visual cues for anticipating rewards.

Jananz
9th March 2010, 08:05 PM
Since we neurologically store the pain of rejection in a similar way to physical pain, our rejection imprint can impact our subsequent relationships. Our subconscious rejection imprint may for example cause us to exclude ourselves out of a romantic relationship if there is a rival for the same partner. This is so because the pain of losing a intimate partnership is chronic, while the pain of having to face a “third person out” rejection scenario is acute, and so we will reject ourselves out of the equation in order to avoid the severe shock pain and anaesthetization. Furthermore if we were the third sibling of the same sex we are likely to have a deeply subconscious “third person out” imprint if our parents were not actively encouraging their children in inclusion principles, stories and practices. Throughout our lives we are then likely to do “third person out” on ourselves in a myriad of situations without realizing it, and as a consequence, never really feel part of the human race, nor tacitly understand relationships.

This can also serve to make us into a Global Codependent as we try to administer to others in order to win their approval, while our body is permanently trying to reject us out of the equation. When this happens there is little pleasure in giving, as it is tied together in the rejection wound complex…and healing cannot be bought about through unconscious, compulsive giving, instead it just leads of victimhood and martrdom. Healing the rejection wound can be achieved through meditation, sungazing, swimming, binaural music, juggling, martial arts and ambidextrous activity that balances the brain hemispheres. Left-handed and ambidextrous people have 11% larger corpus callosa (the bundle of nerve fibers joining the right and left sides of the brain) than right handed people. We can actively build up our corpus callosa and mend the fragmentation within through integrative practices. Writing or drawing with the opposite hand, reading books on inclusivity and joining social groups focused on principles of “The One” may also help overcome the propensity to helplessness, deprivation, rejection and self-criticism. By healing our rejection imprint through mindful reparenting we can go from a life of feeling abandoned, and unloved to one of self-discovery and the full appreciation of our existence.

http://www.questforself.com/ — Peter Michaelson. In our psyche, we have emotional attachments to unresolved negativity. Advanced psychotherapy goes deep into our psyche to expose and eliminate unresolved conflicts that are hidden from our awareness.
http://www.ibponline.org/ —INTEGRATIVE BODY PSYCHOTHERAPY – IBP
Body, Self & Soul: Sustaining Integration by Jack Lee Rosenberg, PhD; with Marjorie L. Rand, PhD, and Diane Assay
The Intimate Couple by Jack Lee Rosenberg, PhD, and Beverly Kitaen Morse, PhD

Tutor
10th March 2010, 01:33 AM
Lets face it, we in Borg society are afraid to claim our true power because we have been taught enfeeblement, self-denial, compensatory addiction, and the dire need to be "useful." We are trying to fit our multidimensional being into a pathological social design and trying to run from the distress that this causes us.


"let's" begs to do, not having yet done.

having faced it, it were none other than I looking at my self.

a man's truth turns to lies, all of his hopes die...then what?

forgiveness

unto that, I renounce all else in it's seemingness.

i wish that you would see the courage and not the fear, the laying it down and not the claims to false power, etc.

who is not an addict? some addicted to the dark pov where no light would see beauty

everyone that you see (mentioned as "we"), that fits your "harsh" analysis, is your chance with healing touch to heal what in you may be seen.

it is ok, time for this choice works itself out, and many, ready or not, opened books in a mass healing.

till then, juggle your firey analysis. perhaps you may redeem Her yet.

this is the crisis in the world. folks consent to that limited love they share, to then tear their lovers down.

the whole of what you've described, which all the big words cannot disguise, is no more than love's crisis/crises.

spiritual emergence of the human being, all doing in faithful truth turning to lies, all their hopes dying; none left to speak but charity, but love to heal the open wound/s.

some can but look out, startled and unable to turn away. they seeing only the crisis without them in it, and not to see the scene within where they clearly stand.

there is no light without negative restriction; of this, ask any light bulb which without choice sheds light in the dark :idea:

i hope you haven't been offended in this trade of words. i only offer to your apparent brilliance, that it see why said brilliance does shine. for the very scene seen has gifted you with lighted eyes to see, yet you resist it being as your self.

but, by using "we", you do not deny your part in it. so close

fear for a loved world would forget in thought filled terror, that the world is loved.

borg? no

human? always and in all ways

ButterflyWoman
10th March 2010, 03:49 PM
Alain Badiou distinguishes different modes of how to deal with an event. Here I have associated his modes with possible responses to Spiritual Awakening:
1. Fidelity to the Event...Cooperation—Surrender and practice
2. Reactive Mode...Regression—Ego, neurosis, inflation, addiction
3. Total Rejection...Suppression—Psychosis, schizophrenia, and belligerence
4. Obscure Mode...Substitution—Symbols, writing, spiritual systems
5. Total Implementation...Immersion—Be a monk, join a cult, church or sangha.
6. Reanimation...Integration—rectify and beatify ones past, present, future life.
That's interesting. Eventually, I did fall into cooperation and surrender, but I had a bit of reactive mode and a fair bit of total rejection, with a little obscure and immersion thrown in at various times. It really was one hell of a ride, now that I look back from a safe distance.... :shock:


The key point to becoming sovereign is that WE give ourselves permission to show up, simply because only THAT is truth, and everything else is a lie, an illusion of cultural habit and blind animal dynamics.
I absolutely concur.

Jananz
10th March 2010, 04:34 PM
Yes Badiou's observation is great...we are each a little of each of these responses...the percentage of which makes up what we term "personality," ie: habits of response. This is similar to the four basic humors...Sanguine (air), Choleric (fire), Phlegmatic (water), Melancholic (earth). http://www.kheper.net/topics/typology/four_humours.html

Hans Eysenck studied two continua the " extrovert~introvert" and "stable~unstable", plotting his results in four quadrants representing the four temperaments (Melancholic, Phlegmatic, Choleric, Sanguine).
http://intraspec.ca/temper0.php

Consider the idea that we respond to our higher Self, our sovereign I, our ultimate authority within through the defensive/adaptive conditioned personality. Thus our responses to Spiritual Awakening will somewhat reflect our response to or tolerance for outer authority figures. Fighting through the fragmentation of what Other has made of us (the collective within) we essentially are presented with the inner tension of our resistance to being defined and used by others. This then is why spiritual awakening can be such an ordeal as we process an amplification of this hard shell of resistance as it encounters the fire of ultimate authority of the Self burning within.



• Self Pity—Stop the self pity story, its just a mechanism the ego uses to prevent you from integrating our full power, by telling yourself you are a victim and are not strong enough. If you stop doing the weak thing, you will naturally become stronger. Few are given the opportunity of the alchemical grace to transform themselves, so be a hero and treat your energy as your ally instead of your enemy. Stop fighting your Self and your body, mind, soul and quest will come into alignment. Or conversely, if you don't surrender and claim mastery, you could spin your metaphysical wheels for eternity getting nowhere. The fragmented self is loath to choose.

• Learned Helplessness—The technology and cultural structures we have built as partial, unbalanced humans are unsupporting to all life. We have to relearn how to create self-sustaining community, and to pull our money and livelihood out of the mainstream systems. Otherwise the overheads required just to merely survive will make noble human life impossible, and the stress load will eat away at our health and undermine our creativity. Rather than merely observing the train wreck of civilization in horror, we must set about creating the world that we "want" to live in and that makes sense to us. Thus we can be informed about the aspects of the apocalypse as it unveils, but we must always see through metaview eyes to know that sane and spiritual human culture is possible and that we in our daily lives are working towards that end.

Tutor
10th March 2010, 05:35 PM
laughing here. tickled to death to see action in this thread. i've said more than enough, so i will leave it to the big dogs on the porch. tim :D

Jananz
10th March 2010, 05:54 PM
To resist the Borg is futile, but to join the Borg is ignorance!
“Protest till you burst ! Men will go on all the same…Attend to what you have in hand whether material object, or moral principle, or action, or the meaning of what is said.” Marcus Aurelius Antoninus

As this work of removing what is “not Self” and incarnating and incorporating what “is Self” progresses we move from the master-slave hierarchal dynamic of the older brain operational regions and surrender to “thine own Self as God.” If we are still in rebellion to outer authority then we have not yet established cosmic authorship but are still caught in the master-slave hierarchal biochemistry. We can see then that healthy community and the whole human are built from the inside out through divine communion to permit the empowered, post resistance and post pathological human being.

ButterflyWoman
10th March 2010, 06:08 PM
As this work of removing what is “not Self” and incarnating and incorporating what “is Self” progresses we move from the master-slave hierarchal dynamic of the older brain operational regions and surrender to “thine own Self as God.”
Eventually, it comes to where you know, see, and realise that Self is universal. You see that the whole of Creation is an exercise is the Self knowing Itself. All is Source, all is Self. And it goes on from there, too, beyond there. Eventually, it circles back and you're back where you started, but with a completely different perspective on it all.... ;)

Jananz
11th March 2010, 04:08 PM
The deeper regenerous perspective is that we are not a gift to the Universe, but a gift of the Universe. The fruit of cosmogenesis if you will. Sovereignty is the exploration of the gift that we are and the universe in all its mystery. If we voluntarily put ourselves in harms way, engage in pathological relationships, or permit ourselves the victim role, then we diminish the gift of God that we are. Although choosing the gift of rising to all we can be is volitional, the diminishment of our being is largely influenced by our environment, other people and culture. Thus sovereignty is that power of personal choice necessary to maintain, grow and divine our soul despite internal and external opposition.

“Human beings are here to remember themselves, with conscious awareness and with complete understanding of their innate connection to the Universe.” T. Taylor.

Once sovereigns develop full individuality, if they formed into groups of whole persons they would have a godlike power to create, alter and shape things on Earth to be more life sustaining and to preserve and enhance the gift of human existence. As we let go of the old animal methods of holding our humanity down, a visionary zeitgeist will emerge and Spirit liberated and revealed through time.

“Remember that your Inner Self is inexpugnable, when once it rallies to itself and consistently declines to act against its will, even though the defiance may be irrational. How much more then, when its judgment is rational and made with circumspection ? Therefore the mind free from passions is a citadel; man has no stronger fortress to which he can fly for refuge and remain impregnable. Ignorant is he, who has not seen this; unhappy he, who, having seen, yet flies not to the refuge.” Marcus Aurelius Antoninus

Tutor
11th March 2010, 06:48 PM
The deeper regenerous perspective is that we are not a gift to the Universe, but a gift of the Universe. The fruit of cosmogenesis if you will. Sovereignty is the exploration of the gift that we are and the universe in all its mystery. If we voluntarily put ourselves in harms way, engage in pathological relationships, or permit ourselves the victim role, then we diminish the gift of God that we are. Although choosing the gift of rising to all we can be is volitional, the diminishment of our being is largely influenced by our environment, other people and culture. Thus sovereignty is that power of personal choice necessary to maintain, grow and divine our soul despite internal and external opposition.

“Human beings are here to remember themselves, with conscious awareness and with complete understanding of their innate connection to the Universe.” T. Taylor.

Once sovereigns develop full individuality, if they formed into groups of whole persons they would have a godlike power to create, alter and shape things on Earth to be more life sustaining and to preserve and enhance the gift of human existence. As we let go of the old animal methods of holding our humanity down, a visionary zeitgeist will emerge and Spirit liberated and revealed through time.

“Remember that your Inner Self is inexpugnable, when once it rallies to itself and consistently declines to act against its will, even though the defiance may be irrational. How much more then, when its judgment is rational and made with circumspection ? Therefore the mind free from passions is a citadel; man has no stronger fortress to which he can fly for refuge and remain impregnable. Ignorant is he, who has not seen this; unhappy he, who, having seen, yet flies not to the refuge.” Marcus Aurelius Antoninus

a lot of great quotes, and none of them are in error when considering mankind looking out at world and universe.

this one in particular, "Sovereignty is the exploration of the gift that we are and the universe in all its mystery", is not about our perception of external world/universe.

the most surprizing remembrance is understanding that it is the universe which is connected to us, and not us remembering our connection to it. this may seem ludicrous, however, what stems from one is exactly what is forgotten and/or taken for granted.

another remembrance is understanding that rising and/or falling does not determine the human worth/values, as in "all we can be/replenish" vs "diminish". simply being human is being in the image, the reflection of what is refered to as god. certainly god does neither diminish or require replenishment as The Image.

so, how do we reconcile these outward limited perceptions that 'seem' to call for being more than from a less than perception?

if you have not understood it on your own, there are written sources which expose one to a deeper truth. by expose i mean to say, that such sources don't outright explain in detail where there is but little doubt, or none, left for the student to discover.

these sources are not unlike lil bags of seeds, which taken and given contemplative practice to may grow.

perhaps if one understood words like 'strike' and 'resistance' and even 'rejection', then they might look out with understanding and actually see the closeness with which all humanity is now exposed, even predisposed, to that point in time refered to as the darkest hour before the dawn.

one might understand, that greater than the sun's light is that light which reflects the sun's light.

what is light going out straight away, and what is light reflective of that straighted light, in that it by that reflectivity is returning.

understanding that, is to understand why beings become human beings, or that within a body. for it is ever the bodies, be it an animal body or an celestial body such as the moon, which from being material may reflect straight light.

to possess a body is the highest order of being, and in that there is nothing but body's in reflection it also follows that there is no lower order of being.

but here, how does one aid the reader in seeing within when applying these statements.

some would argue, those consumed by outlying ideation, that the source is the greatest of light. whom may argue that, for it is an unarguable truth in being a returning body.

yet, what parent would judge their child/ren as to say that they as parents are the greatest of humanity and their children are a diminished variant of humanity.

taking a leap here, cause i aint gonna go on and on in my vanity, but within this perceived growing darkness which is our world, is also within the greatest of all light hidden from view, hidden only because human's yet ideate with everything but themselves in it. to say that what is within is withheld, uninvested, leaving them strangely terrified in each other.

a lot of what has been stated in this thread is very authoritative in description of our co-symptoms. yet symptoms strewn about is not a singular diagnosis made. the diagnosis is human because there isnt anything beyond what is human with which to extract a diagnosis via symptoms.

the diagnosis, any diagnosis, finds the cause within. and i see this 'collective' refering to this within. however, this particular diagnosis wishes to excuse the human, adding to that an other than human word.

technology from the external world cannot be taken to the within and applied diagnostically as the cause. just as when a human dies, they do not take their cable box, remote and tv with them after death.

this 'borg' premise is ok as far as symptomology goes, for no one can argue that our tecno-perfect world is at great cost to our humanity.

the diagnosis is spiritual in cause, it is human as cause. 'human' is the 'diagnosis', and beyond that, no other word will suffice.

basically what we got here is two lights, the greater returning light exponentially grown even as the world containing it seems diminished and dark, at that point in time where it as image strikes the source light.

this is kinda like any wakeup call that a human would endure. say that one's life has become routinely comfortable, everything seeming fine, then suddenly a tragedy hits, turning the life upside down wherethat comfort weighed out reveals much having been taken for granted and much ignored. oh the ache that would bring back a dead loved one for just one more chance to do it right. yet one cannot do that, so following that very dark point of cantact where resistance leads to rejection there arises a new dawning light within that understands the fragility and brevity of life.

this is where we are, the very comfort of our life caught in much resistance, with eyes upset looking out in much rejection, much outrage and unrest...etc; the very precipice of striking the source.

this is kinda zen, for a further example. a visiting zen master walks into a zen buddhist monastery. the monastery's resident master/s and subs lined up for the visiting dignitary.
face to face they come, and the visiting dignitary slaps the hell out of the resident honorable so and so. tis a wake up call, a strike, a source (visitor) in that it is not within it's comfort zone; a strike against that which through comfort/familiarity would stand there and presume to be honored.

the slap is that honor, which would keep a brother from himself as worst enemy.

yeah, i know, this is a hard sell, because folks are much to use to enabling one another, such that critical analysis is seen only as negative report, an offense that comfort must defend.

so, a diagnosis yet stemming in symptomatic vaiables is no diagnosis at all.

this is why it is said, "all praise and glory to god", even as we being human would lavish one another with praise and glory, each one relishing self-praise and self-glory.

a veteran yesterday said on tv, about a particular 'war hero'. he questioned why a country's governement and media would 'build up' any veteran as a 'hero', when in fact by definition he already was a hero before anything could be added to it. in this logic the speaking veteran felt that but for a few veterans, firemen, lawmen, emts...etc which by mediation were counted highly as hero status, that all else being the majority of men and women in service, were not publically recognized as heros by simple definition requiring no more added to it.

you see, that which knows itself understands that beyond that understanding there isnt one word, not one nuance further, that could make the self more, or even less.

human, each in every of one a human...just as hero, each in every of one a hero. and every human a hero, as every hero is a human, even a dog in extension of what is human.

ok, gonna have to look up this new word, 'inexpugnable'. wow opposite of repugnant? sounds naughty

tim

CFTraveler
11th March 2010, 07:55 PM
inexpungnable- can't be removed-

Jananz
11th March 2010, 09:06 PM
The emergent sovereign uses the energy and “witness” contained within the distress and armoring to further gnostic insight into human potential. By burning up the former container we create space and plasticity for the growth of the new stage.
“WHEN the sovereign power within is true to nature, it stands ready to adjust itself to every possibility and every chance that may befall. It does not set its affections on any determinate material, but keeps each impulse and preference conditional and subject to reservation. Obstacles encountered it converts into material for itself, just as fire lays hold of things on top of it, which would have choked a feeble light; for a blaze of fire at once assimilates all that is heaped on, consumes it, and derives new vigor from the process.” Marcus Aurelius Antoninus

Tutor
12th March 2010, 12:50 AM
"can't be removed", that's it indeed, without human is without everything.

does time register time, or is it human which registers time. humans track the lines of sight catching their eyes in wonder. yet, from us are they tracking, the lines connectively formed from within what is human. though one would imagine it all being without us in it, that we as children merely assigned animal and anthropomorphic designations from our self-ignorance. from us alone comes the story that is the night sky, the depths of which certainly having been forgotten, but only in that, our inner depths were forgotten first.

so, if a line of sight to one star is sighted, that exterbal line tracks through the eye and homeward to the within of human. depth without to depth within, line completed. thus, it is human which completes the entirety of universe, for human is the verse sang, singing and to be sung.

when will we tire of under rating our humanous, labeling ourselves as some collective devoid of spirit?

every one, each that is human, shine their returning light given the degree with which they have been by dark and negative conditions, opened to their within inner depths.

most deny any and all culpability in what is outlying, as if self-named saints to judge all without them in it as a dark and hellish punishment, they blaming everyine in it for their personally perceived misery.

some see their part/s in it, struggling to make a difference and thrown against inability to control that which itself is yet to be in it as part. they striking again and again, feeling as if swimming upstream in a crazy bent of insane vanity. yet, they striking over and over delivers them forth, brighter and brighter, surrendering by degrees. this is where selfishness would serve one whom desires for others as opposed to desiring for themself alone.

some have reached some indescribable plateau of restful resolve, clearly seeing it all, every part as themself within, feeling as the very bosom whereat it all rests wathcfully resolved. they rejecting nothing and embracing all, seeing all as purely human. for these recognize in remembrance that this plateau is that returning light collective to all light returning, and it is surely all good.

in this way all becomes sacred, through what can consciously conceive sacredness, through very human, that which all passes through and returning is through again. we, human, are that EYE, betwixt all and all, the center of.

borg? no

human? absolutely

"c'mon...make that change", because that is exactly what, if but seen, is happening NOW.

when? now
where? now
what? now
who? now
why? now|
and
how? |won through one returned home.

rednow|wonder, from 'do' unto 'od', you dodo birds.

"for the rest of my life" is when 'rest' is understood as it resting within very YOU.

peace out if peace within, from the scene within seeing them self as that scene without.

"cannot be removed" and fully redeemable.

"in the shadow are both that which need be redeemed and it's redeemer", they being one and the same, as name and nature, the named nature - human...naming that nature which of them awaits their rembrance within them.

does the inn have room? infinitely so

that christ within us shared, our collective consciousness as the inn, is no 'borg'; it is that which manger is reflective of, it as manger that image of the first image with-inn.

look then, to the within for this 'returning light', shining from within, through out and on; without judgement to what seems to be without, but rather with unconditional embrace of this most striking moment birthing forth from none other than You, and if You now, also each in every of One.

tim

Jananz
12th March 2010, 05:56 AM
Greens for Sovereignty
It is hopeless to set about "fixing" the Borg. Instead we focus first on stopping our own suicide, not abandoning ourselves and redeeming our deep humanity. Regarding a diet for the redemption of our full humanity—the ability to break through ones own inertia, blockages, anxiety, depression, stagnation and Thanatos requires a metanoia and epiphany at the cellular level. To allow the bodymind to be reborn in its cosmic design necessitates much higher, refined energy than that which animated the “normalized” condition. Besides exercise and yoga the principle method of providing our caterpillar body with the resources it needs to turn into a butterfly is raw green smoothies and juices. Green smoothies can be made with fruit and a variety of leafy greens including: spinach, chard, kale, alfalfa greens, clover, nettle, raspberry leaves, dandelion, sunflower sprout greens, watercress, sorrel, knotweed, parsley, turnip tops, beet leaves, Moringa leaves and wolfberry leaves. Other non-starchy vegetables that can be added to green smoothies are things like tomatoes, cucumbers, avocados, Aloe vera, celery and bell peppers. It is good to alternate between a various greens in order to avoid overloading the body with particular alkaloids. Regular vegetables that contain starch are best juiced rather than mixed with fruit in a smoothie. Juice friendly veges include: broccoli, cabbage, beets, carrots, peas, corn, pumpkin, zucchini, ginger and green beans. The stalks of kale, beet, broccoli and spinach are also best juiced. Living for a period solely on several green smoothies and vegetable juices per day will provide the energy necessary for ascension and allow the thorough detoxification necessary for emotional liberation. Don’t forget wheat grass juice also and wheat grass/clay body packs.
Green Smoothie Revolution: The Radical Leap Towards Natural Health by Victoria Boutenko.
Greensmoothiechallenge.org
http://www.youtube.com/user/rjncaction —RJ’s great Green Smoothie youtube videos

Palehorse Redivivus
20th March 2010, 02:04 AM
Veddy veddy iiiinteresting...

I hadn't really been following this thread, but had been getting "borg" syncs and feeling prodded to read about them within about a week ago. I've never been a huge Trek fan (I actually like what I've seen; just never got around to getting into it I s'pose), but I knew vaguely what they were about.

It has a lot of personal significance I won't go into, which I really only discovered about a week ago. Suffice to say that resistance is not futile; one just needs to know what it is they're resisting, and how to direct the resistance effectively. I can say that the borg definitely refers to an important set of very active archetypes that probably inspired it, and which use a freakishly similar philosophy and MO. On that note, even before looking into any of this I thought it was a bit creepy and synchronistic that when Eckhart has what he called his "awakening," he heard a voice that said "resist nothing," blacked out and woke up "changed."

More broadly I view "the borg" as a representation of a shadow expression of the divine masculine, cut off from and having little or no input from the feminine (except possibly as the "borg queen" who can engage in diplomacy and sometimes make the cost seem more palatable in order to decrease one's resistance). It assimilates knowledge and people, sacrificing personal identity and quality of life for "unity" and movement toward a perceived state of perfection. It's the basis behind the spread of any evangelizing religion, any empire that seeks to "civilize the savage barbarians," the push to sacrifice parts of ourselves for the sake of "oneness," and also the reason we've got a large hadron collider but still haven't figured out how to feed everybody.

/$.32

Tutor
20th March 2010, 02:00 PM
PR,

yeah..., like the darkest hour before the dawn. masculine shadow, i like that, pretty much hits the nail on the head. it's time ole adam fessed up and stopped blaming eve's radiant beauty for his short comings. it's just a 'dark rift' between lovers. literally and universally.

tim