Lately I have been doing this "Serpent Grounding" meditation, courtesy of Mystress Angelique:http://www.fire-serpent.com/1grnd.html, approximately 8 times a day to prep myself for awakening my Kundalini. I have been remaining in a grounded state for the most part, when I feel myself slip I just do it again and I am grounded again.
I have a few questions but I want to share something that briefly scared the crap out of me last night regarding this topic.
I have not been sleeping normally lately, I had not slept for approximately 30 hours when this happened... I was on my back letting myself fall asleep in the hopes I would at some point project. I was trying to project for about 5 hours with no results. At some point I drifted off... I had this really weird dream, it involved this techno/shamanic band I listen to, and in the dream the creator of this band was doing some weird ritual in this dark room with three other people. I was only allowed to film while standing outside of the door. They played this really creepy alien tune, and the person that was on the floor started levitating. At that moment, I felt some alien force come behind me and basically rape me up the behind. I panicked for a few seconds, while this extremely violent force was basically tearing up the bottom half of my body. Then remembered that I was trying to project and tried to calm myself while this violent force was bulging out of my lower back. I realized it was actually my lower three chakras pulsating out of control, it felt like during every pulse they were expanding about 1 foot out of my back. I felt like a rag doll at the mercy of this force, I was no longer scared, but I tried to think if maybe these were exit symptoms of some sort. I tried to leave my body but I could not exit. During this entire process I could not see anything. When I finally opened my eyes my chakras were still racing but not much more than they normally do when I stimulate them.
Back to my question... What did I experience? I tend to associate grounding with my root chakra, does grounding tend to over stimulate your lower chakras? Will this reduce my chances of projecting successfully or the opposite? As a result of these regular meditations, the state that I am in all the time now is mostly blissful and care free, so I would think this is a higher vibration but I am having a harder time projecting. During the day my thoughts seem to be mostly clear but when I try to project I feel like I get some kind of rebound effect lately and I am having problems concentrating.
