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Sounds that you just found out that you are the creator of your reality. I think this just shows that we life in our own reality and create everything ourself. Good and bad things.
Veryninteresting to seenit in the way science would describe it. Your blog must be going very well ;)
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Sounds that you just found out that you are the creator of your reality. I think this just shows that we life in our own reality and create everything ourself. Good and bad things.
Veryninteresting to seenit in the way science would describe it. Your blog must be going very well ;)
Thank you :) It was quiet the mind blowing experience understanding how it all does make sense in that way.
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Here is my picture of energy....
Lifespark possesses/contains the seed/potential for evelution.
In every spark have the tiny space for the free will to operate freely until sertain awakening has occured.
Creator and co-creator here starts the cause and effect understanding awaken.
Responsibillity starts to awaken, when that is fully developed, then the free-will will allow the Unseen Creator to be the one to help you to understand how all is possible.
But here I start to lack words to express the rest....:-)....No surprise huh??!!
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ia
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That is quite an abstract idea IA
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That is quite an abstract idea IA
Okay, my computor does act strange, I will write in word and copy in here ...brb...
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ia
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Okay, my computor does act strange, I will write in word and copy in here ...brb...
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ia
Okay, a sum up what I have learned by my life in this incarnation….
I have already mentioned the ”vacum” state and today I want to say, it is the Unseen Creator who did create this ”vacum” so I could comeback to ”understand” and I must say, it does make me totally to understand I want to call this ”vacum” for GOD.
When I was 4 year old I did do ”magic” and this also helped me to remember when I got back as an adult to this memory…that I have bean a visious sorcerer and done much harm and bad….I did already understand as 4 year old when I did see how I harmed my mother, I have put a needle up between the woden floor for her to trample on…I did measure her steps, I did go into her energy and act as her to know how her steps will land and where to put the needle…after this I did go out and play,suddenly I did waken up and understand…and the question was…Do you really want to harm your mother?? And I answered NO…and I run home to take the needle away,but mother had trampled into it already, this did show me the cause and effect to be already understood at age 4…Here I did stop to be visious…but it did leave me with this shame feeling and it does kick in now and then still…..
This is the cause I do not do Magic in this life of otherlife´s…I want to learn how to be without rituals so to speak…this is why I donot like any rituals at all.
Like this I have bean ”educated” by the Unseen Creatorwhom I am co-creator with, and we allare.
This life I have asked to understand more deeply abouthumans….and I am struggling with this really.
I have not found the ”right” way to communicate with myco-creators yet….and I am struggling bad in writing moment….
I would need guidance in communication…because every wordtriggers something in others, if it triggers something good and supporting itis good, but if it triggers the survival mode or other states of defences it isbad for the communication when I do not know if I should be quiet or to meet upit with emotions or not….this is still a big problem for me…..to communicateproperly in every given moment….
I hope this is enough for explantion, if not do ask byquestions and I will try to aswere as best I can.
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ia
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Very interesting IA. How did u go back to your 4 year old self?
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Very interesting IA. How did u go back to your 4 year old self?
Well, it is not easy to tell how you should do, I can only say that I have worked very hard and in very focused since 1982 with happenings in my life the cause and effect.
I can only say that it has bean a very strong wish and want to know and understand, both way´s….so to speak….so deep meditations and through dreams….the dreams are to build up the foundation so to speak…and then in awakened state through deep meditations to ”travel” back…with stretching the energy …because I can not say I did go out of my body to travel….but I feel I did stretch my energy…because the energy does reach where every you are sure about your directed focus so to speak…and directed focus is when you do remember it does be enough a feeling, smell, taste and the best is to remember a happening what you have with you in your mind.
The ”vacum” is little bit different, because I do strongly believe it is God who embedden me into his energy for me to remember this speciall vacum feeling….and it does not open up to me before I am ready to really see and not parish so to speak….when I am not ready…all go blank or black..like I lost my consiusness…like fainting……
As you see I lack proper word´s and it will become like an novel and I have not still nailed the core so to speak….
I hope you did get something out of this mess J
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Ia
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Very interesting ☺ i can understand what u mean.
The vacum wouod be ether in he kabbala i guess since he has the same aspects that ifnunenter it unprepared unwill wanish