Completely Lost Libido - Tactile Imaging and Marijuana......

Ok, I'm 29 years old, male and have 100% ZERO libido. I am able to have sex (somehow), but my passion is GONE. ZILCH! Now.....here's my story....

About 3 years ago now (LONG TIME IT SEEMS), I was smoking marijuana recreationally, but I always dabbled in 'weird' psychic stuff, cause it interested me. Well, I purchased the book, called Astral Dynamics, Well, the marijuana seemed to EXTREMELY make me more senitive to whatever energy I needed to do this. IT was AMAZING. that's the only word I can use. Using these techniques, that were intended for attempting to astral travel, I messed around and stimulated all my chakras, and arms, legs, feet, hands.....EVERYTHING. At somepoint, I felt as though I 'electrically' fizzled out and then my libido left me. After this I went through major anxiety and depression symptoms and then over the course of a few months, they left me and I am what I am..... no emotions, no libido, but not depressed/sad, etc.

Sooooooo, I immediately thought the marijuana caused the problem and for YEARS now (3 years), went to doctor after doctor, psychiatrist, herbal specialist, homepaths, EVERYTHING! NOTHING works. So........now I am here......thinking back to the beginning of it all and thinking how I used to stimulate those energy centres like a madman and how that had to have something to do with my libido shutting OFF.

Any suggestions??????? At this point, I actually did, make peace with letting my libido go, cause I really don't think it's coming back.....

Adam