GRATITUDE LIST

-feeling calmer and more confident about court case
-protein bars
-having a legal advocate
-coffee
-french toast
-m's friend D coming with M's husband to support me at court
-my beauty
-getting a mysterious poem in a text message from what looks to be a dummy phone number that seems to come from someone who knows me very very well
-clothes getting looser
-my beautiful lips
-my upcoming project next week
-being able to sleep
-plants
-new shampoo and conditioner
-towels
-my intellect
-laughing at life
-sunshine
-my meds
-goals
-ideas
-my determination
-my sophistication

-coffee
-sleep
-trusting m's husband who i am now going to just call mh with keeping extra eye on cats today
-my apartment
-being more stable
-waffles
-processing my feelings
-feeling my feelings
-being able to see
-my resolution to break my texting addiction
-sweaters
-plants
-colors
-getting a chemical peel yesterday
-beauty
-cookies
-having beautiful eyes
-goals
-looking on the bright side of things
-clothes getting looser
-yoga
-going to the grocery store yesterday
-my meds
-cats
-cuteness
-turning to God
-art
-remembering past successes
-D being there for me after J turned on me
-my gucci purse
-unique beauty
-nonconformity
-spirituality
-my strength
-being considered attractive
-rest
-my upcoming jobs
-my cheekbones
-sunshine
-faith

-coffee
-strawberry waffles
-banana syrup
-cookies
-stomach getting flatter
-mango juice
-sleep
-vibration raising
-getting paid
-releasing old things that have been bringing me down
-my intellect
-letting go of guys that are showing no interest right now with action
-my phone
-calming down
-shapes
-things to look forward to
-my power
-shopping
-doing some reading
-sunshine
-sweaters
-yoga
-my meds
-inspiration
-coming back to myself again
-my beauty
-inner confidence that i can handle all that comes my way
-ideas
-my spiritual and law of attraction knowledge
-my gucci purse
-my tastebuds
-the internet
-my ambition
-being motivated
-my faith
-blankets
-sleeping well
-my fashion sense
-kindness from others
-messaging online an idol of mine who is a youtube famous guy who stirred my heart about two years ago and also flattered me by taking a fleeting interest in me. He is one of the most inspiring people i know so i wanted to talk to him since we keep an online acquaintanceship now.
-my femininity
-learning
-thinking of life as an adventure
-feeling my feelings
-growing as a person
-reconnecting with others from the past and how nice it is
-magical things in life that happen
-thinking optimistically
-my landlord being nice the other night
-thick comfortable socks
-mh's love for the cats
-feeling healthy
-being a nonconformist
-asking myself positive reflective questions
-space
-quiet
-having beautiful eyes
-renewal and transformation
-beautiful writings and words
-vegan food
-cuteness

-coffee
-my beauty
-being a female
-sympathies being expressed
-banana syrup
-cookies
-strawberry waffles
-having great cheekbones
-looking like a model
-a desire to create more meaning in my life and life my life more meaningfully
-sportsbras
-jeans
-cozy socks
-getting H cat here for the first time which is a big success for him. Being able to spare him from some of the coldest days of the season is great. He's semi feral so i had a feeling i could pull it off and had l cat over,too.
-having cats over at my house last night
-sleep
-delicious food
-meditating this morning
-letting things unfold
-my meds
-buying a new back door rug since i've been wanting one for awhile
-how great my discover card is
-knowing i can use the law of attraction and play with it to bring about healing and manifest my desires
-getting a new wall decal for my living. i want my place to look like a wonderland. a cozy sanctuary/interesting, artistic wonderland space
-teamwork
-having a kind heart
-water
-gin gins
-having beautiful hair and eyes
-calmness
-sunshine
-weather warming up
-deciding i want to dream bigger
-being a nonconformist
-my talents
-being someone who feels it's important to speak their truth
-having an appointment for trauma therapy
-shapes
-emails
-text messages
-my phone
-the internet
-newness and being willing to roll into the new
-being smart
-seeming younger then i am
-people seeing me as attractive
-my job on monday
-my creativity
-faith
-breaks
-motivation
-quiet
-working on breaking my texting addiction
-appreciating my apartment more again
-manifesting my desires
-positive possibilities
-cleaning and organizing
-hyaluronic acid
-changing and evolving

-coffee
-relating
-my hair
-cookies
-M's friend D fixing my internet yesterday
-water
-all the people who have been there for me lately
-makeup
-my job tomorrow
-appreciation
-social media
-clarity
-my lip plumping gloss from the liposuction institute
-the amazing treatment i got the other day. it has made the biggest difference in the flaw im working on
-reading
-feeling renewed to feel more aliveness, less apathy, and more meaning in my life and to make a difference
-my creativity
-my goals
-great lighting
-the weather being warmer and the snow thawing
-cleaning and redecorating my apartment
-buying cute prada socks i couldn't get out of my mind
-my phone
-plants
-submitting to jobs
-mascara
-beautiful things
-having confidence in myself
-shapes
-yoga pants
-my leopard print coat
-special beautiful life moments
-sleep
-blankets
-newness
-creativity
-being subdued
-tea
-ideas
-fashion
-smiling
-being smart
-being a nonconformist
-yoga

-my internet working
-coffee
-feeling better
-being over letting myself being consumed or stressed about court
-going on a kind of date with the guy who was giving me advice about court
-being flirted with
-compliments
-awesome new beauty products
-how great my hair looked yesterday
-having great lips
-blankets
-sleep
-slippers
-cats
-being a nice person
-progress
-my personality calming down and being a little nicer and less erratic
-yoga pants
-physical exercise
-the internet
-shopping
-booking jobs for primary career thing i do
-sending out a ton of emails for submitting to more jobs
-the microcurrent facial i got the other day
-techno music
-having my medication about to get stabilized this coming week finally
-finally a new therapy place i really like that specializes in ptsd and will give me a lawyer, medication for a few extra days until i see the psychiatrist , can help me find a new career and are just super nice and genuine seeming. i like them a lot
-my pink discover card
-MH being nice to me
-getting a new phone
-seeing the card gift i sent to others
-plants
-colors
-makeup
-having abundance
-letting go of D. one week now. and now he's not in my mind much.
-feeling my feelings.
-my heart's desires
-being considered attractive by others
-looking much younger then my age
-my medications
-being an authentic person
-the candies from my favorite candy boutique coming in the mail and how amazing the pink sparkle pop candies were
-art
-being productive
-going out for dinner with M's friend D yesterday
-new experiences
-french toast
-working this weekend
-being a unique person
-ideas
-laughing at life
-innovation
-kindness
-sunshine
-trees
-updating my resume
-smiling
-organizing
-hope
-newness
-my sense of style
-my talents
-my accomplishments
-my unique awesome life experiences
-having nice curves
-cuteness
-good lighting
-being smart
-having a caring heart
-evolving as a person
-my feminity

-cookies
-the delicious candies i got the other day from my favorite candy boutique
-the new place i'm going to for therapy
-romance
-coffee
-naps
-fashion
-listening to root chakra and brainwave music while setting intentions via writing exercise
-being cool
-submitting for jobs
-feeling work picking up slightly
-water
-showers
-plants
-how cute mom cat is
-my medications
-new opportunities
-masculine energy
-the internet
-my new phone
-going in for my first microneedling session tomorrow
-MH fixing my humidifier/diffuser
-new portfolio pictures
-retouchers
-headphones
-physical exercise
-blankets
-yoga
-dance
-walking
-doing cardio on the indoor vintage bike at M's house
-upbeat moods
-my jaguar necklace
-clean clothes
-my leopard print coat
-my beauty
-cleaning and organizing
-finishing the book i was on so i can move on to the next book i want to read
-feeling my feelings
-prayer
-being a nice person
-my body getting tighter
-my body getting thinner
-being productive
-yoga pants
-makeup
-my new leave in conditioner
-changing things up
-smiling
-relaxation
-my rain boots
-chairs

-my new phone
-trees
-candy
-awesome creations
-sweet things said to me
-hyaluronic acid
-lip injections
-plants
-greenery
-doing more cleaning and resting
-the new therapy place i've been going to
-thermismooth
-cellupulse
-being productive
-doing an intention setting exercise to brainwave music and root chakra music
-style
-decoration
-growing as a person
-letting go of toxic people
-physical exercise
-my body getting more tighter and slimmer
-newness
-comfort
-inspiration
-having goals
-water
-touch
-my rainboots
-my new book i'm about to start reading
-coffee
-waffles
-my taste in things
-hot tea
-pictures
-fun
-smiling
-entertainment

-sweets
-great deals
-diet dr.pepper
-getting back on my consistent medication finally
-trying microneedling yesterday
-my strength
-coffee
-water
-hot tea
-sleep
-my medications
-feeling optimistic
-buying these adorable pink nike fashionable gym shoes this morning
-booking my first day lodging for my upcoming business trip
-getting work coming in for business trip coming
-getting a follow up about work for a client in march
-my phone
-spending some time with mom cat
-cats
-cuteness
-doing some animal advocacy work today
-my femininity
-upcoming opportunities for me to be art,make art,and tell my story
-being an artist
-fashion
-my taste in things
-looking young even without makeup
-being flirted with even without makeup on
-my leopard print coat
-doing a little cardio on the indoor vintage cardio bike
-hearing good news in the animal welfare industry
-colors
-plants
-sunshine
-music
-art
-support from others
-seeing my body as getting sexier
-blankets
-the internet
-when people agree with me on things i feel in my heart are right
-smiling
-yoga
-rearranging things and cleaning
-still not getting the papers with "amendements" even though they're supposed to be due right about now
-ideas
-being beautiful
-having beautiful eyes
-compliments
-having beautiful hair
-having things to offer others
-friendly people
-my ambition
-learning
-reading
-relaxation
-beauty
-models
-unique beauty
-all the awesome things coming up for me
-inspiration
-being treated well
-life improving
-feeling my feelings
-being comfortable being myself
-transforming and evolving myself

-birds chirping
-sunshine
-sacral chakra and brainwave music
-water
-headphones
-flowers
-deep cleansing breaths
-nice weather yesterday
-cuteness
-pleasant memories
-moving forward
-not getting the amendment papers by the 2 week deadline
-colors
-sleep
-my new phone
-the internet
-sweaters
-blankets
-reorganizing and decluttering
-my medications
-coffee
-diet. dr pepper
-cookies
-chocolate
-candy
-my appetite shrinking
-being productive
-great deals
-being a caring person
-ideas
-newness
-physical exercise
-plants
-trees
-money coming in
-prayer
-evolving as a person
-my body getting more sculpted and looking nicer in clothes
-doing more time yesterday on the indoor vintage cardio bike
-inspiration
-art
-having nice lips
-coloring my hair. didn't go as it should have, but i kind of like it, actually.
-compliments
-the snow melting
-feeling my feelings
-working today
-booking the first day lodging for my out of town stay coming up
-smiling
-stretching
-thinking for myself
-having beautiful hair
-fashion
-models
-my accomplishments
-the cool and amazing experiences ive had in life
-accepting myself
-my power
-having beautiful eyes
-looking so young for my age
-design
-reading
-meeting people for coffee
-healing
-healthy digestion
-goals
-having nice curves
-emojis
-my career
-being considered high end
-my ambition
-my motivation