Last night in my dream I did threw away clothes with my left hand.
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Last night in my dream I did threw away clothes with my left hand.
Here comes few of my last dreams...
I was badly harassed and I said...If you back off me now, I will not press charges against you. It was a group of people who had decided to harass me to death.
In this dream I was caught in a net, It was a horrendes ride, I closed my eyes and said...I have total faith that I will survive. I was dropped off and Angelina Jolie did rescue me, she did cut the net with a big knife and she said...this is total unexepted, they can not treat you like this. She gave me a towel, I went into the bathroom, I did pass by a beautiful man, with gourgeous body, but I was so in chock and tired that I was not able ot enjoy what I saw. When I entered the bathroom a "oridnary" man did enter with me the bathroom, I said...excuse me...I asked him..What do you want? He said: I just want to watch you shower..I said...(I was to tired to fight him out) If you do not have anything more useful to do....so be it....
In this dream I had got a new job...and I was welcomed by the boss with these words....Welcom R (my birth name) I said ...my name is ia...he/she said...I do not like that name....and I said...but I love it...with lot of enthusiasm and total happiness in my whole apearance :-)
In this dream I was back to my old profession (medicin feet care taker) I was assisted by my childhood friend E...She come to me and told me that one lady did not book time for a treatment...I saw a sewing needle fall to the ground, and I was thinking of the meaning...but did not get to know the meaning...
I was looking at the lady´s feet´s ..she was a diabetic...I did see she had a wound..and I started to heal it...she asked me if I am going to give her a treatment...I said...Not now...but after 2 week´s....I was thinking the wound will be healed until then....
I noticed that my booking calender was old...(I stop my profession at 2006) so I was thinking I have to get a new booking calender...so I said that the first lady who my friend E said did not want to book an treatment...I said so she would hear me...but that lady has a booked time tomorrow....and she said...can I change that treatment to the 18th of this month...off course you can I said...
This night I had a dream I was visiting some friends parents..We did end up into her room and I was surprised that the room was so small and it did only have a big bed, as big as the room was? and the walls and roof and the cover of the bed was in orange colore, we did lye down on the bed and the mother said...she does have the view of the big picture...and I was thinking that ...wow...she is tallented...coming from this upbringing and having an understanding for the big picture...I am not seeing it....and then I hear a voice saying...RAW FOOD.
WoW...again a night what I will have hard to express in word´s...but I give it a try....I was sure I was awake and I was conserned that I will be so tired because of lack of sleep, I was touched with a knock on my body, and it was a sleep...my awarness was awake not my body....well this was helpful...but now it started to spinn off to things what I have always hunched but never had the gut´s to stay in and try to get some understanding in...I have always given up...it is so complicated so I have felt it is no use...so it was shown like a lazer beam...I could see to some kind of horison line, but I was aware it did not stop there, it did continue even I could´t see futher...now the lazer beam did become like a measuring instrument/stick.....I did get to feel/know how much the knowing was and how much the feeling was...feeling was way more than my knowing yet I got to understand that it is the knowing what count´s to be understood, if I am not able to put my knowing into word´s the feeling will not be accepted as a knowledge....so how to withen and deepen and make the knowing spread along with the feeling...Feeling will help me to measure my knowing so to speak...it is very good teacher...but not enough.
Now I got to also understand beyond my 5 senses...there is several other for me known but not yet any name for....and it was given me as a knowing by making my nose chooked up...and I was to understand/feel how important to be able to smell is...I do not taste if my nose is stopped up...and if I do not taste I do not have the abillity to flawor or even know anything...like a methaphore...If you do not know what it is and you can not smell it you will not know what you eat...you can be served pure s..t and you eat it because you can´t smell it and therefore know that it is s..t...our mouth does feel the consitense that it is soft..eyes can see it is brown...so is chockolade too.....so by this all awareness fields must be opened so to speak to be able to know the wholeness....
And I was to be aware that this unknown part is starting to open up...yet I have not read or heard about it yet, I can feel that others sense it too but no-one yet are talking about it....interesting....
Now a new kind of shade of curiosioty has awaken in me, or has made awaken...well...I do not know how to even say it.
I did also feel the importanse of symbols....one tiny symbol is so talkative that it will take a whole book to tell about it...wow.
Last night I dreamt that I was pushing infront of me a service table, the hotel staff did bring me breakfast to my room and now I was bringing it back with me , it was a service table with wheels, when a man also staying at the same hotel as me, confronted me with a belief, that they brought to me to my room on the service table better breakfast than he got at the hotel breakfast buffe...I felt how infected of jeleousy he was...I looked at him and I said...Don´t be silly...Come with me...now we are going to straighten this out....who got the best breakfast...He or me.....I got two toasted bread with marmelade and a bowl of porrige with butter and one boiled egg.....I am sure the buffe did have more to offer than this.....
Last night I dreamt that my front teaths did nearly break, I was able to just and just put them back on place, but I did feel how fragile they where and that it does not take much to really break them....
In last night dream I did get a telephone call....Hallo a voice said....can you hear me....Yes I said...clearly...Ha he said....I am calling from the other side...What??! I asked....I am dead....Are you,....Yes....I asked...how can I know??...suddenly my toes was twisted in a cramp...aha...I said...so this is the sighn when a dead one take contact....??...And here I awoke...
Again a night of difficulty to explain, but it do have connection to my real life happening....In real life I have much brain haze, memory problems like difficulty remember where I did put my glases type of a example....
In the dream I did see small glimses through what my "brain haze" was about....it was about manipulation....like a jeddai thing...I knew I had payed a bill and here was this manipulation done to me and some one took my money what I thought I had payed a bill with, so, how to prove this to be true, who would believe me?? No-one....this has bean happening to me for years....
In this seequenze I did go into a room, I tried to understand what they where doing, but I did not....I entered a room, there was a bunch of people sitting with theire mobil phones and listening...no one spoke they where listening, to what? (I have heard that you can tap into someones phone conversation by having theires number and putting some code to overhear, I have no idea if this can be done in real life??)..I tried to ask one women but she was protending not to even notice me, so I silently went out of the room wondering what this was about?? Did not crace the code, so to speak.....
Last night I had so many dreams that it is impossible to tell....the only seequenze what remained clear in my mind was....A man who called him Hankina Zedek, I have know him in my past, was going to do something spectacular and dangerous...Someone did run to me and told me...I do not remember what it was, but the only memory of it is that it is dangeours...and this Hankia has said he will do it....OMG!! I am scared....I will pray he will be okay.
The only dream I remember from this night is.....I did see at distance a very big bison oxe...huge...someone said it was not dangerous, but I could see him building up anger and started to pace so I said...I will take another path...I will go through this thick forest, my thought was that the bison was not able to run in this forest so I was much smaller and could easely escape if nessesary...my fear rose, but I was able to plane it out when desiding to take another path, instead of staying in my fear and taking risks of danger....I feel I have become more responsible and taking care better of myself.
I dream a lot but it is so complicated that not even details are easy to tell about....but tonight in my dream I do remember that I found earphones those small ones ...outside of an appartament and the door was open into the appartament but no-one at home so I went inside and placed the earphones on the kitchen table....went out and looked if the door lock was that kind you need a key to close and it was, so I did not looked out the one who lived in the appartament, but I closed the door for not invite any intruder who would steal something from the appartament, the one who lived there must have left in a great hurry....
Last night I dream that I was in company with a man, we did be out in a mall...the man did un-provoked start to slap a women, she was in chock and I was in total chock, what is happening, why does he do that??...now I hear her yell....aj...very loudly...and here I awoke....
When I go into the feeling from the dream, even the man did not want me to understand that he knew the women, he wanted to scarry her for some reason....like...she do not have to imagen that he has stopped to controll her, even that he is with a new women, in this case me....I am in chock for not be able to judge in right way men whom I choose into my life...this is very scarring for me.....
Last night I had a lot of dreams but the only sequense I remember clearly is....I did make coffee to me, and when I did take a sip it was like dishwashingwater?? no colore what so ever? and when I started to investigate the mashine I made the coffee in...I saw that it had more water then I ever put in the coffee-mashine...and whilst I investigated more water did poured out, the mashine was wired directly to the water tap?? this kind of coffee-mashine was not that kind so someone had tampered with it.....hmmmm....strange.....
In last night dream I was accidently finding a stolen property cache...it was documents of car´s and other property...I did be with a person who worked or did know some who work´s for police and he called in to check out who´s documents we found, and if they have reported it in to have bean robbed....(new observer skills)
In this sequence I did witness a shirt change....do not remember what colore it was from beginning but it did change it to blue, and this was of some importance (feeling is communication?)...new blue shirt...(new communication skills)
On a positive note, you did the right thing in the dream and that was to report it to the police when presented with stolen goods. Maybe this was a test passed?
I remember only one seequenze from my dreams last night.....I did see my brother falling from a roof, I grabbed his leg and pulled him up ...and he was holding his friends legg, from beginning he tried to help his friend who fell of the roof ....I did not at all hesitate or mistrust my strength, it felt easy to pull them back up...(off course, it was a dream :-) )
But what was important was that I trusted myself .....
My brother embraced me and it was here I started to cry of relese....
Love
ia
In last night´s dream´s I did see a bright flash-light light in my 3th eye...and it came to me that I was shot in my head, and I died....so this flash-light for me was a brief knowing I died.
In this seequence my brother did appologize for having ignored me for many years, I´t made me happy.
I have had several nights now Dreams, I today know they have prepared me for the experience I had this night...I am sorry for not being able to dress in Words in right way...but it has with a special light to do....to understand ...I want to say...the God´s light we all are part of....and have it in us....the Dream was like this...as I am a escape-specialist :-)...several nights have bean to prepare me for what is to come....but I can say...you can not be prepared for it...it is so magnific and so special there is no Words to express it...so I tried to hide me and I buried my face in a pillow and I tried to block my ear´s not to hear anything...but what a surprise...this light does come from inside...and there is no escape from it...WOW...it is magnific!!
Last night I did have very strange Dreams...I was back to my past, I did meet people from my last marriage and one women did re-program everyone who liked me to dis-like me...I did Catch her and did comfront her....but she did escape...I wanted to know why she did not want me to be liked or me to succeed in anything??...This was the most interesting from the Dream....Is it a part of me or is it a outside real person who is doing this?? That is the question?
In last night Dream I was very troubled because I did not understand how to behave....I was visiting a friend and she did let me know in a very fine way that she needs Money for food, she said it was cheep fish and how much it cost and that she of course will made it but need Money, so I said off course I will give her Money, and I felt in the Dream, that this is what I know, why have I not give her Money or buy food?? and that she has to remind me....but it can be that I thought maybe give her when I leave and I have just arrived, so it was a very confusing situation I was in....I Went to a ATM and it was so high up, I complained and wondered how on Earth I will reach to take out any Money when I do not reach up to the mascine....so one women come and did lower the ATM but it was like a wagon and on the top of the ATM maschine was a black wigg and did cover the display, so I had to push the hair away to see, but did not understand what language it was on...so I did it on hunch only, and hope the best to get out some Money to give my friend....I was also wondering if I take out 800 Swedish Crowns...so I put only 80 in the display, and out did come Money, a big load of Money, I did take the Money and was looking around but all seamed to be alright, so I did not Think so much about it, but it did not feel right. I Went back to my friend, but just Before I was at her home I meet a women from my past and I never did get along with her, she was making up stories about me and I felt dis-credited by her so I did left her as a friend...but now she did start to talk to me....and she asked also Money if I could give her...so I had the load of Money in my pocket and I did Count to 5 and when I did take up my hand from my pocket I did notice that the Money was Finnish Marks (today Finland has euro) I was feeling uncofortable and run from her...and now I see a black bank bag what companies use when they do bank theres Money....I started to Think how and WHOs Money was on the ATM maschine or if it at all was an ATM to start with, I did not understand the language....I felt like I have done something horrible and I felt like I am dying, how can I solve this and not be mis-understood??
Last night I had several Dream-sequences...one was....A very Young man did show his interest in me, it made me angry, I told him that I am double older than him and that he has to back off, he just did not let me be...so I told him that we can be friends and socialize if that helps him to be at ease, he accepted...he did take me to a Place what was total White, like a Winter landscape, but it was not Cold, it was fluffy and I did see people be naked there but coverd in that fluff like to cover it up, so I did end this Dream...
In this seequenze I did meet my sons father (he is dead) He had forgotten that we were married, he just rememberd us to have bean in gaged to be married?? I told him that we did marry.....I had just finnished in prepearing a meal to us (him, me and our son) He said he want to eat out, I told him that we have food at home, but he did insist that we eat out, I told him that I do not want spend Money on food when I have it at home, so he told me he will pay for my meal out, I asked about our son then, he said, he can wait in the car whilst we eat...so I said...No thank you.
In this seequnze an old boy-friend did seek my up, and he was angry for me breaking up with him....I Went into the bathroom and the door did only have haspa, so he did just in his anger open the door and the haspa did loose from the door and he got it open, I did get my firmity back and I told him to let me do my buissiness and he did not Close the door, so I did just show him he does not intimitate me and I did what I was there to do.....I also showd him by going out of the house, I do not know WHOs house it was...
In this seequenze I had visited my cousin P and did leave her home with a mugg of coffee and on the mugg was her name, so someone did show me the mugg and asked who she is...I told him....my cousin...my mother sisters daughter....
In this seequenze my sisters man did told me that I was invited to their daughtere funeral..?? I tried to find out what does that mean, but did not find out....was it some kind of telling, that I must try to help her stess down...I know she is very stressed out for the moment....
There was more but for the moment I am thinking what all these Dreams are about?? It is long time since I remember so many episodes from my Dreams, I am happy of course, but wondering what has happened...more healing taking Place deeper in me??
Last night I had so strange Dream....I was looking at a figuretion sort of, but alive, I looked like it was made of Cream colored alabaster or vax.it looked at me with cuorious eyes..I couldn´t read it and it did make me unconfortable and almost afraid, so I decided to escape (as usual) and all turned to be colorefull ball´s to calm me down...I was so disaponted in myself and I still see how it is covered up to help me calm down and dare to go closer things what scares me still....what is hopful, that I feel the support now ....and that is good.
Cool dream! I wanted to add that if you prefer to deal with the things that frighten you in your dreams, you may want to tell yourself (it'll br better if it will be in front of the mirror) that you prefer to deal with the things that scare you in your dreams :-) P.S- I'm sure that if it's important you'll deal with your fear- you will have this dream, or a similiar one (with another object that will startle you) again.
Love! :heart:
Thank you dear Dontco, I am sure I will be trained until I am fearless :-)
Love
ia
Just Before awaken from the sleep I saw a vision of a neglected dog, it had dirt or poo on his all 4 paws and the fur was Dirty and it did look like the who did hold the Leach did like drag the dog and it had difficult to walk?? It was a very big black dog with long fur.
Last night I Dream that I was on a bus with my mother, she had an very stylish beret on her, I noticed that if you had it in one way it did become transparant, so I did trixter with it and notice how it changed appearance, and I found in a way how it looked so stunnig on her...we passed by one who was living on the street, it was me, I said to mother, did you see, it was me, and she asked if I was dressed in red, yes I said surprised, yes I was dressed in red from head to feet??...I tried to understand what it meant, if it was good or bad, but I let it go after a short time, when I did not understand the meaning....and I was back to look at my mothers beret how it changed appearance and it was so fasinating that I forgot to be focused.....
In last night Dream I was sitting in a Wheel-chair, I had a lot of tubes for many organs, like lungs, urine etc...I had an assistant, a Young girl, I asked if she was ready to learn how to chainge the tubes, and she said yes. I called for the female doctor and she did pinch one tube with an peang and ...ooops...she said....what happened I asked, she did only look at the tube and it was damaged with an hole on it...OMG! I said....what tube is it...the urine she said...oh no...that will hurt a lot to change, I said....I did awake me Before I Went into more panic.....
In last night Dream I was in school, one school mate asked me if I will continue my studies next semester, I did now remember that I had not asked if I did past the test and therefore continue my studies. I Went to the dining room of the school, they had waxed the floor it was slippery, so I had to go carefully not to slip, I saw a women and asked if she was the one who could tell me if I will continue my studies, yes she said, and we entered her office. She gave me sheets of miniatyr fasion clothes, I looked at them and asked if I should understand the meaning of them, she did not answere me, I asked if I am going to be contining my studies, and she said you have to wait until autum to know. I said that is not fair, I have to know now, but she did only turn her back to me, and a man did enter the office, I asked him if he did know. No he said, so I asked is there any vocation trade school for me to aply to, he said a name of a school I now do not remember....but here I awoke
In last night Dreams I did meet people from my past, one ex bf did try to touch my privat parts and I did say repetedly, I do not want, I do not like you doing this, I was in panic when he did not listen.
In this seequenze my sister did tell me that she has invited my teen bf to join us, I asked her why she does this, why she did not tell me Before me coming that she has invited him, she started to run away from me, and me running after her trying to confront her so she would understand how she has deceived me and never respect me, I asked her if she remembers when I got the text message that he has passed away, and if she remembers what I said....that I would not be surprised if he one day will show up, and not remember the lie he has put me through of his Death, I asked my sister, do you not rememer this, how could you do this to me...but she just run away and did not dare to talk it through with me and tell me how she was thinking....
In last night Dream the skin on my hands palms did come off, very thin like when you are sun burned. I was with a women and when I looked at her face the same has happened to her face, the skin come off in flakes.....??
In this seequenze I was working at a hospital, and all was in chaos, I tried to understand from what end I will start to work, to put all in order, the co-worker a women did say, she never thougt me to be able to work at a hospital, I felt she did feel me to be too good for this work, or likeley, and that did surprise me, I have Always worked with Charity in some extent.
There was a test too, I am very fond of jewelery, and there was so nice jewelery but off course I can´t take others things, so it was not at all difficult to put them back where they belonged.
In last night Dream I was visiting with my mother the house we lived in Finland, she did leave coffee for others to have when visiting the house. After some time I was visiting the house with my sister and her husband, and she did hold the coffee tin in her hand and when she opened the tin I did remember that mother and I did visit earlier and that mother did leave the coffee for others to make and drink. My sister started to put fire in to the stove, I rememberd what father did tell me that if the smoke is coming inside then the shimny is jamed and can explode, so in that case we must run outside, but it did go well.
In reality that house is no more, so if this is time traveling to go back to the time the house did exist in reality, well in that case or is it different in Dreams?? and can not call time traveling??
Last night Dream I was in a new aparatement and a new job. My grandchild A come to visit me, and I show her around and it was a big apartament, I did quickly wash up a red skirt and a yellow top and put them to dry, and I said to A that she can come with me to see where I work, and she did follow me. I said hallo to my co-workers and told who A is to me, and I asked her if she find the way back to my apartament, she can not stay at my work, she looked at me with a sad face, so I said I go with her back, when we have come half way she wanted me to carry her, and I noticed that she was so Heavy, but she was so sad that I did not want first to tell her that she is too Heavy for me to carry her, but in the end I had to tell her, she was bigger than I was and hevier too, here I awoke myself.....
In last night Dream I was with my whole family, all my relatives and we are many....I could very clearly see how I have aliened from them because I feel I have no Place among them, and this seam to be mutal...it did awaken rage in me, so here I can clearly see what I have to work with. My brothes son in this Dream did have a teen boy, (in reality he does not have Children yet) He was sad so I started to talk to him and asked what is the matter, he said he did not want to be here at all, he wanted to go out fishing, so I told him that he can go to fish here, he did at once become happier and I took his hand and said we have to find my brother, he know where the fishing items are...I did not even know his name, so I asked my brother what M´s boy´s name is...and he said....Huomio...(that means attention in Finnish)...so I yelled Huomio, to locate him and to tell him where the fishing items are...
Here I Went into a new Dream, I was in middle of like arabic selebration I Went through the crowd of them and I had a gourgeous White skirt on my, it was so Lovely and I felt like a Queen in it :-)....
Here I was back with my brother and my Father, I said this house needs cleaning, and I started to take the carpets out, and it was so much dirt on the floore, I did only go to get the vacum-cleaner and when I come back the carpets was back on the floor, it did make me angry, I asked, did you really Clean the floor´s ...and my brother did not answer me, said something else, and I said in anger....please answer my question, but he just smiled, he did send a meassage with his energy, that I should understand that they have cleaned the floor´s, that no-one puts the carpets back on Dirty floors....this did make me so angry that he did not answere me properly but that I had to read him....
In last night Dream I was at my granparants house, when I start to go back, one Little puppy did follow me, I tried to stop the puppy to follow me but I did not succeed to stop it. When I came to like a pass through, I opened the door and it was like a barn, but a pass through like a passage, I tried not to let the puppy get inside, but it did slip through, I klimbed up to the top of the barn and sat on a log what keeps the roof up, and it was still night, I was thinking that someone must soon pass through here and see the puppy and maybe know who own´s it....soon the door opened on that end where I was supposed to go out, and in rushed 4-5 big dog´s in and one black big dog rushed at once to the puppy and grabbed it in his mouth, I was in chock....the man tried to take the puppy from the big dog´s grip but did not succeed and the puppy died....I here did awoke myself, it was too intense and horrible....
In last night Dream I was in a scyscraper....I met a man and somehow I did notice his face, it Went some time and Another man did approace me, and I did see something I did recognize and in rememberance ...oh I did say...you have a brother, he looked at me and said, yes, but somehow this man was a man I did know from my past, not from this Life, but from my past...he did also recognize me, and he did come near me and wanted to kiss me, but I turned my head away and said...please, I have not brushed my teeth...here I awoke...
In last night Dream my sister had invited me to visit her, when I arrive my sister (as usual) was occupied to do some lounary, she said she must do that first, I Went with her to the cellar where she had her washing-room, it was so dark, so I asked her how on Earth could she see anything in this darkness?? We were small talking and now she was finnished, and we Went upstairs, she told me that she will leave her work, and the replacement worker will come and see her to talk about the work she is leaving to her, my sister asked her if she will get paid monthly, no she said per hour, my sister told me that she have not got as good conditions as she had.
Last night I had very strange Dreams...in the first Dream I was with my sisters husband and my teen bf (dead) we where to a house I was living with my family at the age of 13-14 yrs age....we were ready to leave and Went to the car, but they did left me behind, and I Went back to the house and I noticed that all lights was on and the cd-player also, I was trying to Close it down when unknown people entered the house, I knew this house was for rental and I understood that they have rented the house over the summer...So I started to walk and thinking that my sisters husband and my ex bf was just teasing me and will soon come to get me...but nothing happened but I entered a strange Town, it was Railway roads and travers roads, and I shouted to the working men how to get to Stocholm...they did Point a direction and I had to climb over trains and stuff and it was very hard, when I had come to a sertain Point I saw my sisters husband and ex bf in the car wawing to me and smiling...this time I climbed on a very dangerous Place it was hot and it was greesy and slippery and I did get stuck with my thies like between spirals, and the machine started to go on very high speed, I screemed ...help...but off course nobody did hear me...and I Went unconsious...
Now I am in Another Dream with my fathers parents (both dead and for the first time in my Dreams) we where visiting their house with my fathers Volvo (my grandparents did never have driving licens nor a car) the road to their house is very narrow so I said to grandpa that he might turn the car around for it will be very hard to go backwards 2 km....I did say to him where he can turn around the car not to damage it....It had to be in a Place where there was cow´s and bull´s and the fench had electricity on it...I did get help from the owners to the cattles....He did drive the car inside the fence and did drive very far away, it was like a car rally Place...I soon see the car driving like a rally driver but now I did see that both my grand parents are standing on the hill and someone else is driving the car...I wawed to them and yelled...we have to be going now if we are able to buy some food, my grandma did say she was hungry and that made us to leave the house to get some food....
Whilst we where in the house upstairs we where planning what furnitures must be bought to make the room comfortable...
It was much bigger than in reality....newer so to speak??
Maybe my grandparents has just now awakened?? I have bean wondering why they never be in my Dreams...so this night they where...I am happy.
Last night in my Dream I was put an gun into my hands and forced to pull the trigger, the man did held my hand straight out at him and said repetedly, shoot, shoot, but my hand did not have any strength to pull the trigger, and the man did not Believe me when i told that I can´t kill anybody.....when he let my hands free, I shoot at a trash bin and it worked. People in the other room run to me and said I have to go with them to the police office. No I said, I have not done anything wrong, I will not go, and they could not do anything, I felt they have just waited me to do some error for them to report me and put me in jail??
In last night Dream I was like a spectator ..seeing a father and his son who was working together doing restorations...I do not know over what, but I Heard the Word....restoration...several times....
In last night Dreams I was sleeping and I was awakened by a feeling that someone was in the room, I also Heard someone saying something to me, so I said, sorry, can you repete it, I did not Catch it....Now I can see, it is my mother, and she is sad, she leanes her head on my chest, and I feel it is her time to go, I feel such Deep love towards her and at the same time my heart is breakeing because her departing, she sayes, if someone do see us they might get wrong impression, I said to mother, do not bother about that, we know what we are doing...she said she was afraid, I said, do not be afraid, just call upon me and I will come...go towards the light, it is nothing to be afraid of, you are totally protected....
In this seequenze my mother and her Brothers wife and me was entering into a dancing restaurant, I hear finnish dansing Music playing, and one man very toxicated greates me by saying...Hi pretty....mother askes me if I know him, and I say, yes...(but in reality I just do not know who he is)...I have to help him to stand straight, and I help him to his table and he is nearly missing the seat...I leave him....and go to mother and A they want to buy tea, and A takes Earl Grey...and I say I want more other tast, but the other tea bags do not have any labels so I try to smell them, but it was not easy so I just grab one and go to pay it, the cashier has poured up warm water in a tea cup for me and he have put an lilac colored tea bag in my cup??....I put my tea bag also in it ...it was black....I ask what one bun COSTs....3.50 she say´s..and I pay...mother put´s her tea cup in separate table from me and A and she say, I have to go to rest room...
In this seequenze I am in a room with 2 bed´s, I see my son in one and a dog on the floor....I go into Another room with 2 bed´s but soon I see my son back with the dog and I say to him, I can´t breath because of the dog´s fur in the air and I am inhaling it and that make´s me hard to breath, so he take the dog and go out for a walk.....
In this seequenze I am sitting in a Bentley with one of the Swedish Hollywood wife´s...she show me one hair slide, one part is missing and I tell her that we might find it in a second hand store, we both know one second hand store and we are going there, but it showed to be like industrial area and she do not want to go there, so we take a walk on a path way up to a hill, but in the middle of the road is many flies, and suitcase with blood on it, and 3 bird Cages coverd by a cloth...I tell her that we must call and report this to police...and one female police officer uncover´s the cageges and we get a big chock...she say...we ought to take better care of our pet´s and I agrea..One male police came with a parrot on his hand...alive...Oh I said, did he be alive, yes the male said, do you know who own´s it...No I said...but I´d like to have him, now the parrot tried to bite the police, so I said, No I change my mind, I do not dare to take care of him.....one male police uncovers the suitecase and it is a dead person in it....so horrible...
I have looked upon geometrical patterns the whole night, when I awake this morning I thought that I have been awake the whole night, but then I re-called other Dreams too...I was arranging flowers so beautifully....this did help me to know that I have been awake in the Dream....
It was like a light ray that Went between the perfect pattern to a chaotic pattern, I could follow the light ray back and forth to understand the difference.....
In last night Dreams I had my grandson J hugging me a lot, he did held by my waist and we where dancing. He wanted to talk about religion and magic....and I said it is very delicat matters, it can make your mind spin and go bonkers if you do not be grounded enough, and have someone guiding you....who know the pitfalls...he was so happy to see me and we did talk and dance...it was pure happiness in joy and love.....so wonderful.
In last night Dream my ex bf did invite a women to stay with us, I did lend Money to her, and I had also payed for Everything, it was my home, I was starting to eat breakfast when my exbf and the women told me I was not allowed to eat, I was compelled, so I said, okay, I go out to eat my breakfast, but the exbf did not want me to go, he held me like a prison, and Crying, so I asked him, how would you do?? He knew I was right, so he had to let me go......
In this episod the same exbf had sent a letter to my cousin P, she did show the letter to me. He did write to tell her he is going to throw a party for her, but she wanted P to ask L if he can have the party at her home...P asked me why he can´t have the party at her home, why does he not ask for himself....P wanted me to answer she meant that I must know how he is thinking...so I said, I do not, why do you Think I left him??
In last night Dreams I was to a new working Place, huge building with fenomenal halls and big rooms, it was very high sealings and it was so fantastic feeling in every room...It was breath taking to know it was my working Place...wow..
In this epiosode I was Walking with my second ex husband and his son...he did have a Walking frame but he did have it behind his back and Walking on his knees??...We Went into a candy store, I was totally aware of what Candys I want to buy, but it was all of chocolade and nothing what I had imagined to be, so I did only buy a Little figurine in chocolade, it was Little bit embarresing to buy one piece only, but because I did not want any of them really, so I was not at all embarresed to buy one only....
In last night Dreams I was in a room and on the window sill was an creature what I have never seen Before, I felt it was just a Child, so I asked if it can fly, it turned to me and said YES...I opened the window and out it flew, I saw in the shy huge creature and I could see it was the mother, I was happy to see them re-unite.
In this episode I had a lot...and I was checking the lot-number and I got the high score....I Went out and told my boss, she said she wanted to check the lot-number again, and vaniched....I tried to locate her, but every time I got her spotted she slipped away....
In this episode I knocked on my grandchildrens door, A opened the door and I Went inside and i saw their mother and my son sleeping together, I asked A if she had breakfast, if not, she could come to my home and eat together with me.....
In this episode I was looking up on a skyskrape...my monkey have climbed up to the top of the building, I was Calling for him, and soon I felt on my back where he landed, I was so compelled how he could jump from so hight, and still not injure me??
In last night Dream I was buying a car...The first one showed to be total crap...the second was very odd, without windshield and no stering Wheel, but a stick...like a joy-stick?? but I was very fond of it, because it was so special and only one of the kind....
In last night Dream I was with my grandchild A, I did see my exbf with his new women, he was brushing his teeth´s Walking by the Canal where they had their boat, an Woden motor boat....Me and A did walk by the Canal and I hear the gate keeper of the Canal saying...oh no...the bofor is too high....I could see the tunnel total coverd by the water, no boat could go there, but she did manage to fix it and when the boat was to enter the tunnel it was good and when the boat did pass through the tunnel the water did sink so me and A could walk through the tunnel....I could see the water was so clear so I could see to the bottom of the Canal....there was several odd creatures ...never seen Before....they hid under the stones, so I said to A that we have to walk on the stones because I do not know if they can bite or be poisoning....I could see that A had left her cloths all over the Canal.. I said to her to pick them up...I did help her...I did found a gold coine and a silver coine..the gold coine had the valor of 10 and the silver coine 1...I was thinking about the number or 11...but did not remember if it was important at all or telling me something of value....
I did also in the Dream be awakened by my grandchild A, she wanted to sleep besides me...and I did move and gave Place and I really could feel her sleep besides me....
In last night Dreams I was with my family, I had a Young male friend, co-worker who needed help, he have buyed forest and needed help with book-keeping, I did not know anything about it so I asked my exfather in law (dead) to help him, and he did gladly help.
I had my ex co-worker also working at the same Place as me, she did arrange photos as collage, it was her job...I was like some kind of boss or supervisor, to see that everyone who needed help I was the one to know who has the specific knowledge.
We did also plan a big job, so we had like model plane for it, we did have all the logistic as lorries, airoplanes, etc and we did "play" with the model´s to get a Picture how to execute the huge logistic plan....
In this episode I was among people from all over the World....did not get clear Picture what I was doing specific....
In this episode I was in sauna with my second ex husband, I did not find my towel so he did said I could take his, he has used and was dry, but I did see it was poop on it but I did not want to offend his feelings so I said...No thank you, you have used it on your privat parts and I blinked at him like I am joking....but I did find a fresh towel to use...
In last night Dream I was living in a big house. I was visited by my Brothers and cousins, I said that we have to Clean the house, and everyone has to help, because there was so many rooms. My brother started and I did see he did only vacuum in the middle of the floor, no corners what so ever. Now he gave the vacuum cleaner to my cousin, and he did not do better work, so I took the vacuum cleaner when he had dropped it on the middle of the floor. I started to vacuum in the corners and huh so dusty, and under the carpets same thing....I noticed when I bended me to look closer that there was hiden so Beautiful wall, I said, look here, help me to uncover this wall, it was like a Beautiful painting but it was in somekind of valuable Wood, it looked nearly like marmor.