IA´s dream diary....

In last night Dream I was in a car with 2 other persons...the man who was driving the car...and his wife in front seat...I was sitting back seat….he drow the car into a sea...I could see a lot of fish in the sea….I was sure I will drown...but to my surprise I floated out of the car and to the Surface...I could see that the man and the women did also get out of the car and to the shore.

In this episode I did get messages like ridles ...like rebuse….I had hard work to trace who have sended them to me....it did lead me to a asylum...I was surprised...who can it be....he had a bear suit on him...but I did recognize him….and now I was totally perplexed…

In last night dream I was with my sister and I asked if she have a clinical thermometer...she gave me one...I asked if it is to put in mouth or into the armpit....she did not answere so I did put it into my armpit....and soon it was like lightflach and I knew it was time to look at it...and I had 39 C.....so I had high fewer....and when I did know this I started to shiver....

In last night dream was scarry...I was in the room where I am born...I am born at home at my grandparents from fathers side....in the dream I was keeping the fire in the stowe...I was feeding the fire and suddenly I see a red bible ...I put my hand into the stowe and did take out the bible...and when I did that I see a women in the fire...and she did do a back flip out of the stowe....I went into a total fear and started to say the lords pray....here the scenary changed...I was now in to the metro...and I had a wip in my hand....a women did harras me and I did give her a wip...and I forced her out of the metro wagon and locked it...people was standing in cue to come in but I did not open the door....here the scenary did change again...and I was still in a hostile inviroment....I did tell that I was the grandmother...and somehow I felt more strong now and my fear was gone.

In last night Dream I had a cat on my left side…(it looked like a cat) I did push it down with my left hand...to let it know that I am the one who is in charge...
the cat did accept it...

In last night dream I was lying on my right side in my bed....I feel that a German Sheperd dog/or huge wolf did come near me and lyed down ...I was pretending sleeping...little afraid what will happen and what will the dog/wolf do...but to my surprise he put his paw like holding my hand...soon he changed to a man in white shirt...and he was doing something to my behind....so I shouted....out of my home....out out.....and before he went out he changed to a man in a black shirt...now I was pissed...and shouted...get the hell out of my home....OOUT.

In last night Dream it was new snow...I touched it and it was wet snow and I got a thought that it is easy to form and work with….

In last night dream I had my mother in it....I was on a railwaystation café...My mother come to me and asked if I can help her to apply for a free day from her work...I told her that the lady in the café is working on the employees adminsitration and she can help her...she asked my help so I follow her to the café but there was a long cue and she was on the phone….here the Dream ended….

From last night dream what stayed with me...was...a handshake...and the man did not let go of my hand...

Now I remember this seequence from last night Dreams....I woke up in the Dream by a tremendeous pain in my left side in hight of the kidneys but more to the side….I tried to change my position in the Dream but was unable to do so...and Before I come to so much consiousness in the Dream that there was a man who with his fist was hurting me and holding me in that pain possition...and I started to shout to him….let go of me....you are hurting me...and it took very long time Before he let go of me so the pain could ease…..

In last night dream I was in a building with Sibirian chillness....outside the sun was burning and it was total catastoph so the houses was build with this what they called...Sibirian chillness...outside was not habitable so houses was build in this way....horrific dream....hope this will never happen.

In last night Dream I did help 2 persons with a condition what I had discovered not to be a disease...it has bean classed as a disease because of the craziness the person ends up into if not guided through the process....so first a women did start to show sighns about this "illness" so I told her Before it Went too far...to remember to listen to my voice and what ever she feels she can not give into the feelings...because if she follows the feeling she is lost and may never find back to reality….and therefore will be hospitalized rest of her Life...she started to sweat and I told her to keep her breaths calm...then she started to panic a bit...and I reminded her of to keep focused and calm….the battle was very violent but she did pull through...and soon I hear a man starting to have the symptoms too so I hurried to him and started to tell him not to loose into the feelings and to listen to my voice what ever happens….and the last thing I remember from this Dream whas his staring Eyes.....here I woke up….