GRATITUDE LIST

-music
-fashion
-M taking me shopping for christmas
-J from tenants union reassuring me
-root beer
-water
-crushed red peppers
-wine
-my starbucks veganized vanilla bean frap i get
-tissue salts
-waking up earlier today
-sleep
-working out today
-doing laundry today
-starting a to do list today
-my inner peace increasing
-looking very young
-sexy men with dopey looking eyes
-my beauty
-yoga
-hibiscus tea
-working on loving myself more
-helping others
-getting paid yesterday
-that it seems like D may have been checking on me today
-laughing
-having nice curves
-compliments
-baby wipes
-showering
-newness
-feeling my feelings
-cuteness
-animal lovers and activists
-sunshine
-colors

-my little pink christmas tree and decor i have on it
-champagne macarons i got. so good.
-hoodies
-mermaid waffles i had today that i got from the grocery store the other day
-joggers
-cats
-cuteness
-socks
-cleaning products
-root beer
-beauty
-my living situation calming down
-having a baby face
-laughing
-water
-kindness
-sexy men
-sleep
-catching someone lying and trying to make my life more difficult and turning the situation in my favor
-decluttering
-animal lovers and those who help animals
-fashion
-having great style
-getting things together little by little
-hope
-prayer
-lip injections
-talking to m's husband on the phone today
-ibuprofen
-starting a to-do list the other day
-hyaluronic acid
-colors
-water
-reflection
-being very attractive
-great deals

-grateful to be alive
-grateful for roof over head, water and food to survive
-grateful for loving friends and family
-grateful for the knowledge I've gained over the years that allows me greater experience of life
-grateful for meditation, allows me to always feel deep inner peace constantly within.
-grateful for lucid dreaming and astral projection, allows me to travel beyond physical reality.
-grateful for breathing techniques, that allow me to empower my bodily vehicle to learn, grow and develop
-grateful for music, helps me feel good, calm and full of joy
-grateful for nature, helps me strengthen my connection to all that is
-grateful for all the loving experiences, and transcendental ones where I experience more connection with the divine.
-grateful I still have rest of the day ahead of me

-compassion for self
-J listening to me vent via text
-♥♥♥♥♥ relief being signed by president
-being strong
-my wit
-mermaid waffles
-being able to laugh at life
-taking out the garbage
-joggers
-treating myself to some new joggers from a label i like a lot
-sleep
-M checking on me
-blankets
-showering
-ideas
-being offered an opportunity to do something with former career which will help with my comeback
-yoga
-trying to be productive and make things happen
-prayer
-fashion
-newness
-music
-processing my feelings
-my power
-pictures
-reading a few pages of the book i'm on
-hope
-champagne macarons
-having almost enough to get the updates i want from the place where i get injectables
-cuteness
-love
-cats
-being unique
-water
-self massage
-massage tools for the face and neck such as face rollers and gua shua
-connection
-root beer
-my acupressure mat
-strawberry wafer cookies
-working on my to-do list
-beauty
-looking like a model
-feeling ambitious
-my stomach, arms and backside getting more toned
-being able to pay my internet bill
-pillows

-being smart
-compassion for self
-seeing W cat tonight and getting to hold him
-hot guys
-going to the gym today
-joggers
-being creative
-going to the store to get some things i needed
-having great hair
-water
-root beer
-staying determined
-spices
-having nice curves
-socks
-cleaning products
-cleaning my air purifier and buying a replacement filter
-prayer
-reassurances
-beauty
-love
-romance
-fashion
-beautiful things
-being considered very attractive
-new opportunities
-having a baby face
-compliments
-having a kind heart
-my cute new fashion designer inspired blanket
-surrender
-acupressure
-those who help and advocate for animals
-positive news stories
-ideas
-ibuprofen
-my sense of style
-hairties
-cuteness
-being productive
-having a little work coming up
-colors
-nightskies
-music
-art

-water
-showering
-heroism
-touching up my hair color
-getting paid for 2 jobs for the job i did where it was 2 different vendors unlike what i thought i'd be paid
-music
-feeling poetic
-drinking hibiscus tea
-doing an at home chemical peel on my face and neck
-fashion
-having a job tomorrow
-being productive
-trying to better myself
-makeup
-yoga
-finding incredible new yoga poses to do
-ibuprofen
-coffee
-buying some cute balenciaga socks
-newness
-growing and evolving as a person
-socks
-my acupressure mat
-my beauty
-love
-heart warming moments
-colors
-beauty
-self compassion
-grounding myself
-sportsbras
-creativity
-having desires
-being an interesting person
-blankets
-pillows
-my stomach looking more sculpted and smoother
-healthy digestion
-good quotes and reflection on things

-sending D a rational reasonable text from my tablet last night
-noticing D brought up my mail for me tonight
-deciding to focus more on drinking more water
-my job tonight
-new experiences
-rest
-ginger
-having dinner tonight
-uber pricing not being as bad as i expected tonight
-makeup
-having a beautiful face
-yin yoga
-touching up my hair color last night
-tissue salts
-voice accents
-having nice full lips
-hyaluronic acid
-M's husband healing
-feeling ambitious
-being a kind person
-wearing my cute new rhinestone winter boots today
-compliments
-hairties
-self massage
-blankets
-pillows
-healing
-love
-animals
-smiling
-acupressure
-waking up on time
-vegan gouda cheese
-baby wipes
-spray cleaners
-being in the scene of trendy things

-D and i have officially amended and talked things out
-ibuprofen
-epsom salts
-face massage tools
-showering
-rose wine
-dancing
-yoga
-music
-d and i getting together on nye and banging in the new year together and having a wild night of some firsts
-water
-pillows
-the sexual energy between me and D
-M's husband doing better
-M's husband still seeming to think D actually does care about me and he never likes any guys i date
-sportsbras
-inspiration
-champagne macarons
-hair ties
-my new sparkly rhinestone winter boots
-having fun
-my beauty
-my hair color
-laughing
-D saying he loves me lips
-starting to get some creative projects together
-eviction moratoriums been going on
-manifesting my hearts desires
-having a baby face
-sleep
-surrender
-masculine energy
-hibiscus tea
-having fun
-feeling a little closer to D
-having beautiful eyes
-the acupressure mat helping to smooth out my stomach
-feeling good that D and i amended and have a little bit of a happily ever after going on
-prayer
-cats
-cuteness
-makeup
-my body getting a little tighter and smaller making me feel a little more confident
-seeing D had stuff i gave him around his apartment still including magnets i made of a cat i love and quote i believe in and my business cards with my picture on them which i didn't see the last time we hung out
-deciding on a whim to get D some shot glasses with an artistic almost nude professional photo of me on them
-the connection i feel with D
-joggers
-fashion
-cleaning products
-baby wipes
-love
-romance
-seeing D's kinky side come out from time to time
-my mom showing me a pic of a cute gift she got for me for christmas that made me smile
-getting the air purifier in my bedroom working better now

-D and i making amends
-peace
-my hair color
-seeing M's husband today and that he looked well
-having a beautiful face
-my ab pain dramatically decreasing
-being productive
-naps
-meditating
-drinking more water and walking more
-baby wipes
-decluttering
-my clothes fitting better
-getting awesome opportunities coming to me
-blankets
-hair ties
-buying a pair of dolce and gabbana sunglasses
-stretching
-getting my eyebrows threaded today
-how beautiful and accomplished i am and how reassuring that is at times
-being a thoughtful person
-getting a random bank credit to make up for what they took
-acupressure
-working on my to do list
-fabric refresh spray
-ibuprofen
-calmness
-nightskies
-doing some reading
-music

-tissue salts
-rest
-relaxation
-sleep
-surrender
-trying to be a better me and a more enjoyable me with a nicer energy
-blankets
-self compassion
-buying a louboutin keyring on a whim
-beauty
-fashion
-art
-at home chemical peel i did for my hands last night
-fashion
-my style
-focusing more on my wellness
-drinking more water
-being productive
-going for a short walk while waiting for laundry
-being creative
-people caring about me
-doing laundry
-having nice hair
-prayer
-my clothes starting to fit nicer and looser
-indian food
-being very beautiful
-creative packaging
-pillows
-colors
-my ab pain going away dramatically
-my acupressure mat
-unexpected beautiful surprises
-inspiration
-getting my confidence and empowerment back more and more
-stretching
-spray cleaners
-baby wipes
-happy memories
-compliments
-cats
-cuteness
-humor
-feeling upbeat
-having beautiful eyes
-nourishment