GRATITUDE LIST

-trying to have faith it will all work
-looking for w cat with my good luck symbolisms
-remembering D and how we first met by texting him because it's been about a year now
-calming down and stabilizing
-my work accomplishments
-benzos
-compliments
-fashion
-getting a manicure yesterday
-my talents
-opportunities im being offered
-reassuring self
-M's husband's love for W cat
-my new gold marker
-burger king impossible burger
-hummus
-sleep
-lighting
-nightskies
-beauty
-art
-ideas
-colors
-meditating on my balcony
-working on feeling self empowered again
-coffee
-deodorant
-baby wipes
-my hair color
-my eyes
-my lips
-others being concerned for me
-a poetic mindset
-being a romantic
-love
-my new rose quartz heart
-jackets
-blankets
-glycolic acid
-setting positive intentions
-nourishing myself
-prayer
-hairties
-brushing my hair
-having a kind heart
-feeling my feelings
-looking for the good
-being reasonable and logical
-dancing
-music
-walking
-being a kind person
-animals
-animal advocates, activists, and those who help animals
-trees
-water
-

-knowing i have resources
-letting go of D
-stabilizing
-only taking 1 anxiety pill today
-makeup
-sleep
-being flirted with
-my strength
-my talent
-icons
-inspiration
-goals
-blankets
-slippers
-my christian louboutin keychain
-showering
-cleaning products
-moisturizers
-laughing at life
-getting some positive phone calls today
-pumpkin bread
-vegan food
-drinking more water
-healthy digestion
-beauty
-my beauty
-hope
-goals
-cuteness
-my manicure
-my cloud print slides
-fashion
-water
-cleaning products
-laughing
-music
-finding out last night was a false alarm

-drinking water
-starbucks
-taking things one day at a time
-getting things done
-trying to be patient with so many pending issues
-hope
-trying to trust
-catching ups and fedex for my packages
-entertainment
-sleep
-colors
-being smart
-my pink money robe
-great packaging
-getting my barbie brush in the mail today
-my manicure
-my glow highlighting spray
-ideas
-great skincare products
-socks
-hoodies
-getting over D
-my givenchy teddy bear
-compliments
-being blonde
-inspiration
-makeup
-my beauty
-reassurances
-talking to m's husband today
-flowers
-my ambitions
-air purifiers
-prayer
-feeling reconnected to my former contacts and creative pursuits
-blankets
-cleaning
-love
-my creativity
-my eyes
-my talents
-my beauty in general
-hip openers

-pumpkin bread
-starbucks
-the guy i've been flirting with a little seeming really into me
-balancing my chakras
-making my amendments to restraining order I filed
-sleep
-heels
-being friendly
-nightskies
-getting my cute "i'm a mess" joggers in the mail
-stabilizing and going about 3/4 in a row of not overdoing on anxiety medications
-kind people
-seeing i should be getting my next unemployment check, albeit late
-reassurances
-drinking water
-healthy digestion
-fashion
-inspiration
-my ambition
-processing my feelings
-cleaning
-baby wipes
-looking like a baby/coming off very youthful
-leggings
-my cats
-my new gucci socks
-newness
-music
-evolving
-journaling

-drinking water
-calming down after another anxiety attack
-fighting for my rights
-fighting for what i love
-my new i'm a mess joggers
-that i look new different now compared to before
-vegan food
-my therapist writing an amazing note for me
-fashion
-love
-listening to solar plexus music
-healthy digestion
-art
-goals
-kindness by others
-baby wipes
-being productive
-making a payment to electric company
-booking the next hotel for my upcoming trip
-feeling creative and poetic and artistic
-feeling my feelings
-my femininity
-having a nice chest
-having nice eyes
-night skies
-walking
-colors
-makeup
-hyaluronic acid
-glycolic acid
-sleep
-blankets
-new ideas
-cbd
-moisturizers
-feeling ambitious
-rest
-working on my problems
-coming off very baby like
-the sound of birds chirping
-prayer
-positive affirmations and trying to change the narratives for the better
-my accomplishments
-being smart

-reassurances
-people checking on me that care
-showering
-designing and ordering W cat stickers
-calming down
-walking
-connecting and vibing with someone nice
-drinking water
-healthy digestion
-baby wipes
-tissue salts
-night skies
-colors
-compliments
-chivalry
-my creativity
-fashion
-beauty
-art

-proving A lied
-moisturizers
-naps
-orange flavors
-night skies
-good news about my lease, landlords, and living situation in that sense
-joggers
-my fendi socks
-praise and compliments
-pumpkin spice bread
-starbucks
-guy in nyc who's been there for me the last few days being really sweet and vibing with me
-changing my look up
-newness
-innovation
-great design
-hand wash
-unemployment seeming to be fixed
-prayer
-setting positive intentions
-getting letter sent to building management certified mail
-walking more
-drinking water
-goals
-being productive
-slides
-clean clothes
-being kind
-hyaluronic acid
-glycolic acid
-stabilizing
-beautiful things
-having a positive dream about D
-my rose quartz heart
-being told i have champagne taste
-laughing
-music
-inspiring lyrics and quotes
-sunshine
-nightskies
-lighting
-makeup
-my beauty
-my strength
-being remembered by other creatives from years ago
-talking to other creatives
-eviction moratorium extending
-trying to tune into my higher self
-people who are accomodating

-sportsbras
-sunshine
-my couch
-vegan food
-court going well and J looking dumb saying my order was rejected and judge correcting her
-having money to get starbucks after court
-3 miles walks
-drinking water
-M's husband and i starting to amend and him helping me when i locked myself out of my apartment this morning
-sleep
-my natural model beauty
-my acupressure mat
-music
-fashion
-cleaning products
-ideas
-re-arranging the living room for new good vibes
-being smart
-compliments
-mobile photo editing apps
-random acts of kindness
-a puppy bouncing onto my knee last night
-kind people
-having a kind heart
-my glycolic acid lip peel
-glycolic acid
-having full lips
-baby wipes
-great aesthetics and product packaging
-my creativity
-visualizing my intentions
-good lighting
-moisturizers
-my hair color
-being considered very attractive
-a colleague calling me a public figure today
-getting my electric bill paid of
-my heart shaped rose quartz
-hair ties
-prayer
-stabilizing
-M helping me and her husband amend
-cuteness
-my goals
-being productive
-newness
-laughing
-connecting with others
-support
-the breeze through the balcony window
-animal heroes, advocates, and actvists

-me and m's husband amending
-walking 4 miles today
-looking for W cat
-feeling my feelings
-pumpkin bread
-getting serious on planning things
-stretches
-having beautiful hair
-working the other day
-great skincare products
-doing my recap today
-D still being here
-ideas
-prayer
-being considered very attractive by others
-sunshine
-blankets
-moisturizers
-hyaluronic acid
-tissue salts
-the air purifiers in my place
-ginger
-drinking water
-being kind
-when small dogs or any small animals crouch up to your knees
-being friendly
-being smart
-doing laundry
-cleaning products
-great voices
-art
-having nice lips
-botox
-rearranging the living room to bring some fresh new energy into the place
-night skies
-peaceful sounds of nighttime
-my beauty
-beauty
-my new brigitte bardot tote bag
-laughing
-my cactus water toner
-getting my recap done today
-my acupressure mat
-people who care for, help, advocate and are activists for animals
-people who care about me
-klonopin
-smiling
-love
-accomplishing all my dreams
-inspiration
-my creativity

-looking for w cat
-somrus liquer shots
-starbucks
-new ideas for flyers
-stretching
-laughing
-humor
-botox
-preparing for my upcoming trip
-D bringing my package up my stairs for me, being the first acknowledgment from since we ended
-vegan food
-moistuizers
-blankets
-pillows
-compliments
-being considered above average in looks
-leggings
-hoodies
-making amends with M's husband
-being a caring person
-my talents
-stabilizing
-cats
-fashion
-aesthetics
-drinking water
-sportsbras
-my fashion sense
-cleaning and rearranging things
-having nice hair
-sleep
-music
-having nice lips
-having nice eyes
-my arms slimming out
-my body tightening
-flowers
-being smart
-my creativity
-great lighting
-being kind
-newness