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In last night Dreams I was facing information via images, it come so rapidly that I can´t tell what I saw...I Believe that this information was given me this rapidly so I would not value or categorice the information....I am sure it will come back in other Dreams....
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In last night Dreams I was dancing with my aunt Eva....
In this episode I was visiting some friend who lived in a very wonderful area, in a wonderful house and I just loved to be there, then I returned at home and I was watering my plants when a friend did come by to say hallo and asked how my trip was, and how I feel to be at home...I looked around and noticed that my home was just as gourgeous as my friends, I have not noticed this Before, so I said, it is good to be home.
In this episode I was with a man and his Little son, the son was around 3 yrs old...I helped him to bruch his teeth...he did wear his fathers shirt, I told his father that he is making a mess with his shirt, so he would know, and not be angry at the son...I hear him say to his son...I long so much to see you naked...and I did get into Deep fear....and I awoke myself....
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In last night Dream my sister tried to talk over me to me to change my mind to her favor. I said to her, let me be, I do not want, why are you all the time dragging me down...let go of me...and I left her and walked up the stairs and she Went into the opposit direction, I felt a wonderful relief that I finaly dared to put down my feet to my sister.
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In last night Dream I was asked by my mother to beat her carpets...I have Heard that the Church had a Place you could do that, so I told mother we have to go there with the carpets....When we come to the Church and I asked if they have a Place where to beat the carpets and he said Yes....he took me to a sellar where he had the consol of it, and he carried it up to the balchony...when I Went to fetch the carpet-beater and I came back to the balchony my mother was ironing a blause, I get so angry at her, why are you ironing clothings now and here, that you can do at home....I knew I had to fetch one more carpet and I Went in anger to get it, Before I Went I told one ex bf to me who now was with us, to start to beat the carpets.
My brother had moved to the same building and was living beneath my appartament, he did have the carpet what I Went to fetch.
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In last night Dreams I met my sisters mother in law (dead) she had come to collect her things because her husband (my sisters father in law died for one week ago) she knew that no-one do respect the things she have made (chrocheded counterpanel etc) in the Dream I was doing a counterpanel to single bed, so she did wonder if I wanted to have her´s.....
In this episode I was to an old working Place, they wanted me to learn about all the king´s...they showed me several places where I could collect the information....I asked if I could make a list once and for all so in the future it will be easier to get the information about kings much easier.....
In this episode I was still at the same workingplace and they where a bit irritated for me not understanding at once how to invoicing ...the list´s with the info was to poorly listed, so I asked where the exact info is...they said...they just know...but I said...I am new, I can´t know this, why not write it down day by day, so even a new empoyed can work independently and do right??
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Last night Before leeping I saw a man, dark hair, not so old, looking at me and being disapointed?? I got a feeling that someone is having an Eye on me for some reason?? I would very much want to know who he is??!! Come forward and and tell me who you are and why you are holding an Eye on me??
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For a longer period in my Dreams have bean so confusing that I have not known what to make out of them, but last nights Dreams did sum it up to my understanding, and it was to see what desires and fears I have....and also how I am as a upbringer or likely....and to see my morals too.....so to give an example...I did see a very masculine women ...and she did become an attractive man (to see if I fancy women or men) here was to see if I judge love between same sex....and also what I fancy myself.....as an upbringer my son was Little and this masculine women did want to play with my sons phone...he was taking pic´s with it and did not want to share it, so I did say to him....what´s the matter with you...and he did share his phone....but I did not force him to share but have made him understand that to share is good....etc...
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Last night Dreams was so hard for me to be in.....It started that me and my son was in a boat axident, we tried to send a sos signal with the sos-fire-craxers or what they are called, but non did work, there was a man who tried us not to make such a noice about our axident, he did want non to notice...but I was loud and he sugested that he has arested my son for fun, I did not understand how that was relevant at all?? We have bean in a axident and he want to arrest my son???We need help and he want to make more harder for us???? suddenly it was a Wheel-chair rally, he did put my son in a Wheel-chair and pusched him down the hill, it was Winter and it was slippery, like a ice-scating ground, so I did sat down on the ice and down I rusched after my son, but he did dissapeare, I started to ask people if they have seen my son, but no-one had....I was in panic and so sad. I met some people and asked for help, they took me to a building and the code was 13, I asked if they know the way back to the Harbor, they did but soon I was in a new Dream....it was with my relatives, my sister was making a feast dinner with lobster, the weird thing was that we did "break in" to this house, (or we did get one advocate to break the padlock of the door) because my sister was sure we will win the case (no clue of what) we where all together and my grandchildren was small , the girl did say to me...hola auntie...and I was so pround and surprised that she did speak spannish, (I studied spannish as Young, do not remember a thing though)...I had a room with too bed´s and I asked my grandson if he like the bed, and he was so surprised that it was his bed....
it happened so much in the Dream it Went rather quickly from Dream to Dream....and there is so much more...but I try to see the Deep meaning of it and it is a sum up again...to see what forgivenes does when it works and is done properly...I though have hard to put this in word´s so it make´s sense...but I do understand the meaning though, and it is what Counts.
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In last night Dream I did see my father in a very good shape (in real Life he is very ill)
The next seequenze I was putting the rugg away for a Little girl to go on the floor?? but she did it on the rugg, I did not get angry or anything just wiped off and washed up the rugg...the Child was so surpised that I did not Yell at her, and I was surprised that she did expect me to Yell....
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In last night Dream I was with my good friends, Brothers, but when they Heard that I was going to marry one for them one unknown man they turned hostile against me, and did make my Life a living hell.....
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Last night Dreams started that I was aware me being in my body, and I know that I must have been loud that could be Heard if someone was awake near me. It started I hear a voice saying to me to let it happen, I asked what to happen, to let the souls go to the light through me...I said okay, and it was overwhealming experience, and it did feel like it did never end, but it did...now I hear the voice to calm me down and tell me also let this happen, and I said okay, I felt that I was taken out through my legs, and swisch up we Went, I did not see anything but I could feel we did travel very fast, I asked for sight for me to see, and I did get it, I could see a man in a very strange helmet and strange clothings, we did land somewhere and there was many others, he did leave me on this area with others, and he did go somewhere I did not know where. One Young man dressed in total black clothings, like a black cloak or coat, he did look around him when he approaced me, he asked me something what I do not remember now, but I do remember that he said he was not allowed to talk to me, we did be so diffrent and he was someone who was not allowed to approach me?? I did look around and I saw trees and I did want to see what kind of trees they where, oh so Beautiful butterflies so Beautiful colores, soon I hear a hallo, I looked around but did not see more than butterflies, I asked if it was some of them who said hallo, yes of course it was, and the butterfly said that the new commings never hear or see anything, so the butterfly was so happy to be talking to someone....I tried to ask and the butterfly did tell me that all the animals talked, I looked around and I did see a dog and I approache him, and yes he talked also, he told me what he called but I do not remember now....now the man did come to get me and took me to his room, it showed that the man was a doctor, and he looked at me for my reactions now when I know that he has taken me for his task to try heal me....I was of course happy....after we talked I Went out to the area and could see others whom I recognize and was happy to see, it showed that I had an appartament there and when I Went around and looked someone had used my appartament for a party, and they had broken a big bowl whom I have got when I left a Company and I got it as a "thank for good work done present" I did know that the bowl was very expensive, I was of course sad to see it broken and that they had not either cleaned up the mess after them, I saw glas splitter on the floor.
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In last night Dreams I was with my grandchildren and my sister was to take the Children with her to visit her, I did give clothings I have buyed and I kissed both Children and they both said to me to write, they said they will write already in train and wanted me to promist to write a letter when I come home.....
...This seequenze was also that I saw my grandchild the girl to sit widspread leags so I Went to her and pushed her legs together and said, it is not good to show your privat parts even you have panties on you, that can be misunderstood, there can be men who will take advantage on you, she said, this started when she gave me a pill what made me this way??
when I thought that I did come home I was so surprised that I did be to the Childrens mother´s home, and I was surprised that she wanted me to help her to get a man out from her home...he was drunk and did not have any shoes, I asked her if she has some old shoes what was my sons from the period she was with him, oh, she said, yes I must look, but he had put her shoes on him and I looked that he had so small feet´s that my sons shoes would be too big for him, I hoped she can give him her shoes so he can go home, it was Winter and walk barefooted was no option. She wanted me to take him to railwaystation, I was compelled why this was my responsibillity?? I said, he has to get some Money to the tikets, I do not have any to lend to him....here I awoke myself......
I feel so confused after this Dream, I woke up like with hangover???
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In last night Dreams I was to my mother to see her bedroom, she had it re-made, I was surprised what wall paper she choosed, it was striped in beige, in both light and darker colores of beige, the room looked longer and narrower than Before, I said to mother that the wallpaper has changed totally the room, and she said, yes she had to do it twise, the first wall paper was too comfusing so she feel´s this is better for her...
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In last night Dreams was so bizzar sequenses so I woke up total exhausted??
One Dream was that I was watering my plants, and I had a very big flower like a palm tree, when I looked into the jar it was planted in I saw a pond and big fishes swiming in the pond, I was thinking how can this be, but did not understand, soon I was in a new Dream where a girl did shower with all her clothings on, and she did put the shower on me so I was souked weat, I ran out and shut the door and told a couple that my appartament is going to be ruined.
This couple asked me if I can drive a car they have to get some furnitures from the store, I said yes, if some of you know the way, and the man said he did know...now a phone rang out in the open air, and they wanted me to talk because the man who will lend the car do not lend to them, he do not trust the man, so I took the phone and told that I was the one to lend the car, and now all was okay....now I was back to my appartament and there was some strange plants, what showed to be bugs, and I told my son to help me take them out through the open window, they tried to come back inside so I shut the window quickly......
oh..there was much more but I do not see any Point on going on because I can´t see any coherense...and I am so exhausted still...???
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In last night Dream I was washing clothings to everyone. My brother and his wife come to collect theres clothings, there was also sheet´s, I asked my brother to help me with them but he fell to sleep, and his wife learned me new way to do them by myself. I told her that I have to Clean out all unnessesary items, I had stuff everywhere, items consumed the air totally...
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In last night Dream I was with a man who asked me to be his partner in some kind of bicycle-competition. it was like a Railway rail...but the bicycle had wrong tyres, so had to change them...he instructed me how to strech my legs from the groin joint to loosen them up so I wouldn´t get cramps while we sit up on the bicycle and start the competition...
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In last night Dream I was visiting my parents, both where total drunk, I tried to fix things, the doorbell rang, and one total stranger entered my parents appartament, I was in chock so I let it happen, he had gold coins and he did put on my plate and mothers, I just watched but was in fear, I felt, it might be stolen, out he Went and now one ex bf to me come and he started to dance with my mother, I tried to tell him to be careful, and not to make her too exited, so I Went away to see if it will calm down. He come and fetched me and have me in his lap, soon he farted and it smelled so bad, so I was not able to sit in his lap anymore...here I awakened myself.....
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Last night I had again a strange Dream, I am not sure I can put it in word´s right, but I give it a try....
I was guided by someone (did not feel if it was a women or a man) the person did show me very large bunnies, they had a colore of dark gray almost light black....the person said I would be safe if I hide me among them....so I did lie me down...I did know that someone will rescue me soon....the bunnies did move around and soon I feel a bunnie put its buttox on my face...and did go with his needs on me...it was horrible...and when I looked at my sholder the fesies was pink?? soon I hear my name called and a White bunnie did tell me to rise my up, but I was not able to do so, my muscules was so weak so the bunnie had to help me up....it showed that he was a shapeshifter and I said to him...are you comming with me...but he said, he had to shower and I did really understand because his back was in total sweat.....
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In last night Dream I was with 2 other person, I had to go somewhere very quickly so one red horse, huge horse, appeared and would help us with a ride, the 2 persons get up to the horse like by magic, so one of the persons did mistrust me to be able to get up to the horse, but I did, so he said, I will never doubt you again. The horse was not as our horses, the skin of the horse was like galloon??
I jumped of the horse and now I was with my son and a women, we did find a bicycle and we took it, I did pedal the bicycle and we all 3 where sitting on it??...suddenly I did see a Childs backpack, and a dentist card, on that card was the parents phonenumber, but Before I could call the parents, I had to Count Eye-lashes on a person who has many Eyes, the last Eye had so many Eye-lashes so I did estimate it to be 75 without counting and I did feel that I was now allowed to call the Childs parents, the father answered the phone and I told that I had found the backpack and told where it was, I was in hurry for my school, I had changed from the echonomy course to pshyhology course....I begged the father when he reprimend the son, not to be fysical with him, only firm on Words...he promised...but soon the son did come to get his backpack so all was well, I was worried that something had happened to him, so I was so happy and releved to find him in perfect Health.
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In last nights Dreams I was in a new building, I lived there with my new bf....he had a friend also living in the same building, we where to visit him when I noticed bugs all over the Place...I told my bf that we have to call to a sanitation Company to come and Clean up...my bf told his friend....now you see what happens, your "pets" have multiplyed and invaded the whole house.....the friend said, but I like them.....I asked how the adress is pronounced...but my bf did avoid to answer, I had the sanitation Company already on the phone and he avoids to tell how to pronounce the adress for them to come...I was suprised how hars I was with my Word to my bf....I said...I am in shame and disapointed in you...so he said...tell them it is called ....The Calmness....I was upset and said, tell me how to pronounce the adress....I had to hung up...and now he Went out, and I after him...he did send a taxi to guide the sanitation Company to the building....I was now content with his action.
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In last nights Dreams I was in a new building, I lived there with my new bf....he had a friend also living in the same building, we where to visit him when I noticed bugs all over the Place...I told my bf that we have to call to a sanitation Company to come and Clean up...my bf told his friend....now you see what happens, your "pets" have multiplyed and invaded the whole house.....the friend said, but I like them.....I asked how the adress is pronounced...but my bf did avoid to answer, I had the sanitation Company already on the phone and he avoids to tell how to pronounce the adress for them to come...I was suprised how hars I was with my Word to my bf....I said...I am in shame and disapointed in you...so he said...tell them it is called ....The Calmness....I was upset and said, tell me how to pronounce the adress....I had to hung up...and now he Went out, and I after him...he did send a taxi to guide the sanitation Company to the building....I was now content with his action.
OMG!! This is really a big issue for me...I Always Think others know...like I here want my bf or his friend to tell me how to pronounce the adress, I try to pronounce it but I am so unsure if I say it right, and I try to get the men tell me, I Think men know Always more than me who is a women....this I now see and feel in every fiber in my body...this is big for me....wow..I had this already in my childhood, I remember how I like haunted my father to tell me things...and when I was a teen he become so angry with me...and shouted....please...I do not know Everything...and I remember how my whole World crumbled....I felt so un-protected....I had Always felt my father was lika a God for me...and now he fell down to be a regular human....My father is dying, my sister and my Brothers are with him, I am not able to travel to him, because of my economical situation....but this issue I am sure has to be solved so I can let him of the feeling he failed me.....he did not...I am so happy to have had he as my father, he did his best, and I see how wonderful he is in his trying to please me...Thank you!! Go in Peace. I love you.
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My father is dying, my sister and my Brothers are with him, I am not able to travel to him, because of my economical situation....but this issue I am sure has to be solved so I can let him of the feeling he failed me.....he did not...I am so happy to have had he as my father, he did his best, and I see how wonderful he is in his trying to please me...Thank you!! Go in Peace. I love you.
My siblings is with my father, they have found water in his lungs and heart-sack..he is better for now. I did not know that he had fell of the bed and had pain in his hip....my father come to me, I thought he was leaving this World, I did walk with him but soon I saw his back and he limped his left side, I know that he was to the boderline...he had said to my sister...it is not easy to come here, but it is as hard to leave here too.....so I want to ask for your support for my father to make him better or easier to leave the Earth...I need your suport, thank you all!!!
Love
ia
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IA, Of course you have my support. I will send out my prayer and love to him.
Be strong.
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Dear IA, you have my support as well :( you are such a wonderful person, I wish I could help more.
Much love.
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In last night Dream I was asked to pose for advertisment for a Company who sell surfboard. In the Dream I had a bf who was with me to the session, I am standing and holding the surfboard when I looked at my bf he is red on his face and showing sign to cry, I look straigt to him and ask, what is the matter?? tell me, please....and I feel conserned....he does not say anygthing first but then he say.....you act like you cared...this hurt me so much so I decided to leave the room, he ought to know...how much I care about everybody and most about him....so I did not stay to be insuted....I was Little bit scarred that he will come after me so I feel how I tense my sholders...I am soon on the parking lot to take the car and drive away, I see at the road and I see Cecar Milan, I am surprised he seam to be keen to talk to me Before I am off, he approaches me and my reaction is....I do not have any dog....more than my bf and he can be a real dog...but I will not take back him....so when I say ...I will not take back him...CM seams to be happy and feels ...mission compleated.....
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In last night Dream was again an inviroment what I have hard to express. It was so dark, and the only light come from me but it was too narrow or how to say...it seamed that the light did come from my Eyes and lightened up where I looked, but it was so strange that I could not say where I was....I tried to make sense to understand but did not succeed. I am sure I am going to be back there, I Think it was an inviroment where lost souls might be, and the feeling I got was that I was trying to locate some one but not sure whom, like I shimmed over the area to see if I recognize any...did not.
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In last night Dreams I had a baby galore :-)...it was so nice, I did recognize some of the Babies to be my relatives in this Life.
In this seequenze I met a women I knew, when I hugged her I said...we have not seen each other´s for thousends of years, are you still married to same man?? She said, look for yourself if it is the same man. It was not. He started at once to flirt with me, I did be offended of my friends sake, he had different colores on his Eyes, on the left Eye was golden yellow, and the right was Brown...he did do with his tongue like he wanted to lick me...so I said to him, if you do not put your tongue in your mouth I will snap you (with putting my pointing finger curled to the thumb and giving him a snap on his forhead) he started to laugh and he did find this very funny, so it Went from serious to laugh.
In this seeaquenze I was with my childhood friend E on a shopping toure, we did enter in a shop and there was a big blue and White bowl and she said, do you remember my other Bowls in this serie, yes I said, she said, look what the cost is...there was so many ´numerals so I had hard time to figure out what was the prize number....then I found what could be it...489....
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In last night Dream I was with some of my relatives, my grandchild J we where up on a Cliff and was ment to dive into the ocean, I looked down and asked if anyone have ever invertigated the depts of the ocean, that it is safe to dive that there will not be any big stones to hurt us, my sisters husband said, it is so Deep you will never reach the bottom. J was to dive first, I sat down on the Cliff and was so surprised when he did dive on that way that he kept the Contact with me all the time, he somehow was able to hold on to my big toe but he was not that aware of it so I did not say anything, it did warmth my heart so much that he trusted and cared to be in touch with me so to speak.
My sisters husband shouted to my sister to get the boat, she was angry and shouted back, why is it Always me who have to get the boat, but she did go to get it in anger, I tried to call her that I can go with her, but I somehow did not manage to open my phone to make the call, and then I hear like the announce (or maybe does now Days too ) in Palaces who is coming...and I did recognize who was coming and I was so surprised because I have left those people into my past and thought never to meet them again...so the thought come to me...all goes round and round, so it does not matter how long you live you will Always meet your past at some Point, so it is better to make friends with it in the now....
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In last night Dream it was hard, because of the day Before what I wrote in this diary, to make friends with the past, so last night my second husband turned up in the Dream, and somehow I felt that he had taken my saying litterally. He was so sure we will be again together, I did not feel good about it and I said harsh to him.....but do you not ever Think I will be as I was last time, because you are not that easy to live with. He asked why not, I said because of your subborness, yes he said, I am stubborn, yes I said to your own good.
I do still have a very uncomfortable feeling, if I hade to return back to him, no way, I will die slowly in that kind of marriage.
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Some night ago I had a Dream what I have bean trying to decode....I was in the Dream Walking around and seeing senarios...like I met a man who had his throat injured, it could have bean a hole in the throat for breathing...I noticed this and it felt it could represent me somehow....and I was to go up the staires, but on the first step of the stairs was a mother with it´s Child, but it was not human, it was some kind of mixed and animal like, I have never seen this kind of spicies Before....but I was stopped by the Child he was showing me his injuries and that I can´t leave him Before he is healed...so I did stay...If I had walked up the stairs I would have left this incarnation.....This feeling was so strong, and I felt that the message was, I have to stay until my son in this Life is healed Before I can leave.....hm....
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In last night Dreams I was again bein fraimed by people I really have helped in all the ways you can imagin...economically and also help with autorities when theires allowenses has bean taken away from them, I did help so much that I did become ill and lost my Company and Everything...these people does not tell the truth, they have told that I have made theires Life bad, and fled to other part of the country like making seen I am dangerous so they have to move far away....so in the Dream I had the opportunity to speak out and these people did become silent, because I told the truth and it can be verified too...so I feel better, even I have lost dear persons in this battle, I do hope they will see through and understand and return one day, but if not, I have done all what was in my Power until I did nearly die in this trying, and I hope they do understand one day who was on theires side, because they did listen to wrong guidance. If right guidance there will not be we and them...there is only a big US, all included and no-one excluded.
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In last night Dreams I was with my sister and her husband....my sister played violin (she does not play any instrument in real Life) she was so good at it, I told her that she ought to start to play violin, yes she said I will. I asked if I may borrow their kee-board because no-one playes on it, but her husband told me that it is so old but he will help me to buy one of my own, I was so happy, becasue I do not have any car so they will drive me to a shop. We were to leave their home, but my sister asked me to lock the door, her husbands father (dead) wanted to help me, but I did tell him that I can do it, some how a fishing net did tangle in my hair, her husbands father wanted to take it off, but somehow if I would let him take it away it was not good somehow, so I told him to not to take it, that I will do it, and I did. The lock of the door was Little bit tricky but I did manage to Close it and lock it.
In this seequenze I was with my grandchild A and we did go out shopping, I was so faschinated about the handbags, when I was younger I was total crazy about handbags. (One time when my mother gave my sister and me Money to buy a cap for the Winter, and I did buy one handbag for me :-) she was so angry at me and said, when Winter come´s you do go with your handbag on your head...lol...)...We both felt someone was lurking at us, so we decided to go home, and we did take a short cut, but we ended up in a sand cavity and he did not let us come up from it, so I started to shout and Yell....Help...help...I did shout so high so I did awake myself. (I wonder what my nabours did Think??)..I have not had this kind of nightmare for long time now, it was so awful.
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In last night Dream I was visiting a Place where I will start as a trainee...I was shown around and the owner did take me with him to eat lunch so he did present me as the new trainee who will soon come and work here.
I did also eat strips with shrimp sallad, it is with much calories and I was advised not to eat it, I know I have to loose weight.
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In last night Dream I had buy a house, it was near a see, wonderful surroundings. I Went out to the water I found a nice Place and was thinking, that Place will be my special Place. I Went around and behind the building and I did see a tandem bicycle, oh I said I want one too, the person who did own the tandem did take it and I asked where he have buy it. He said he can take one for me next time he come back. Yes thank you I said, how much do you Think it will cost. He did not answer. One neigbour to me a man did say that I shouldn´t buy anything from that man, he said he will charge me over price, he said he can fix a tandem bicycle much lower price to me. Okay I said. I Went inside the house and now I noticed that there was not any clothes rail, it was only very long Nail, several. So that gave me the feeling, there is so much work to do.
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In last night Dreams I was going to visit my father who had moved to a new nursing home (in real Life my father is in so good shape so he can be moved to a new nursing home, he has got a new room to move in about 4 weeks, we all are so happy) I started at the first floore but he was not there, I did go on to second floore, not there, now it was time to lunch, so I Went out to eat and I did buy a fritter to have with me to him. When I came back to the nursinghome I meet one I knew and I asked if she did know on what floor my father is living and she answered the 7:th floor. Good now I know where to go.
In this seequenze I was in a Winter landscape and what was strange was that the bunnies was so large like houses?? Never seen this kind of thing Before.
In this seequenze we have to stand in line for something, do not remember but it was fight over who was first, I did stand more back I do not like fights.
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In last night dream´s it was like a summoning of my reactions in real Life...Like how I react when my bf did not keep the door open for me but did shut it in my face...or to feel ashamed when Walking with me, or we being somewhere and he said I should sit down and not go besides him so not they would see we where together....etc etc...the whole night was like this, because there are so many occations when this has happened with men.
In the Dream I did not bother about it, I just did leave him every time when this kind of disrespect was done against me, so somehow I Think this is healed now from the hurt I felt when it did happen in real Life.
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In last night´s Dreams I had some odd seequenzes...Like...I had like a jelly boll and it was a Child in it, when I hold it it did develop and grow so I could feel it, so it was dependent how much love and care you gave the "Child" it did grow faster and developed.
In this seequenze I did take a bike, it was brand new, it took a while when I did know how to use it properly, like it took some time to find where to put the light´s on...and how to put gears in...and so fort...it was very odd when I entered a Railway station I did like carry it like a part of myself, I used my legs and like hold the bike up between my legs and took the stairs up and found a elevator to use it, and on the other side I did ride the bike like an bike is to ride.....
In this seequenze I was in a house and infront of the window when an christmas tree did fall from the sky and the St Clause did show me one list with something written on, but I did drop my focus and started to Think the meaning of this, and did not see what was written on the list....
In this seequenze I was in a house in the cellar when I see an horse and a wagon as in 1800 Century, I did open the "house" for them to drive through....and I followed them and I meet my sister and she asked if I will help on the field, so I reminded her that I have never done that as you remember I was Always making the food, as you know....so I did look when they did make the horse ready to go on the field...
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In last night Dream I was floating on my tummy, first it was hard to cope whith the poking on it, but after a while when I was supported to let it happen it became more delicat and soft and now I felt like fingers pushing my tummy and I could easy feel it was still hard to be still, but when I started to hear tone´s it became more easy, I could focus on the tone´s and soon I started to hear a melody, softly and gently and so wonderful, did all this come from me and my body?? wow....
In this seequenze I was Walking with a women who had no selfconfidence what so ever, she was afraid to frighten other´s, she was so sure she was a monster. I do now see a big pitpull aproaching us and I do not feel fear at all (this is very odd and rare, I am so afraid of dogs and specially pitbulls) the dog do first only see me but when he/she does see my friend, it litterally did get pale and so afraid, it sounded like it called for mother, and my friend did say, see, now you see, I am a monster. I told her that she is not, she has so big Power that it do frighten everyone, and that when someone do be frightened they start to say evil things, like spread evil talk, but it does not have anything to do with you. I know how kind and afraid you are yourself. But you have to start to know yourself more and know your Power. I know who you are.
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In last night Dream I had a black panter he was so near me, I was Ã♥n my house with the door open, I did get into panic when I noticed the black panter so near my open door, I in panic closed the door, I was so nervous that it was very hard to Close the door and lock it....but this seequnze did repeat it self and the panter was further and further away from the open door so I could feel when I was in Control to Close the door in Peace, ...so i said in the Dream...do you see...it is like a training opportunity to learn me to not panic and act controllingly in a situation what is dangerous, so I can feel in Peace and in Control....
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In last night Dream I was in the wood´s to change to swim suit...when a Brown bear did poke on my back, I did not be at all in panic?? and my heart rate did not raise...?? The bear did find a Place where people had left food after camping and the bear did find bone marrow and eat it and started to talk??...asked where I was going, I pointed at Buildings furter away and said, I am going to that school...and started to go at that direction...the bear did let me go...when I was at a good distance I run...but when I did come near the school building a huge cat like animal did jump nearer me, (I had have this in Another Dream) and when I looked at Another way I saw many both wild and tame animals, like hippos and bull´s ...I did understand I was surounded by animals, they where everywhere, where I turned my eye´s I saw animals.....oh I get it....we are but animals....:-)
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In last night Dreams I did get healing....I was watching a Group of people giving treatments to people, I could see I had sicnesses in me too so I asked if they could help me too, and one women started to treat me, she did put me on my back lying on the ground, she did mount by half lye on me holding by my sholders and like rocking me up and down, she said, you ought to feel like you are in an elevator, and yes I did feel it....then she pushed my legs towards my stomach and a huge fart did occure and it did smell so awful and I felt huge relese....then she did put her hand and pushed it under my ribbs and I did both see and feel a black bloubb and she said a latin Word and I did also in the Dream understand it´s meaning, and the Group did feel happy to have find such a rare fault to practis on....
This seequenze I met one old work-frind she had a new boy-friend an healer, he wanted to give me an treatment, I did Think my friend did allow him to treat me...he took me with him...and I could see in his Eyes a flash go off, and when I looked at my left I could see his Eyes become total black...and I was not sure if he did be dark or light...but I was not afraid...from his Eyes did com e a strong light and I felt a light Electric force hit me...I Went back to my friend and she was on the phone, I was happy to tell her about how I felt about his treatment when she did let me know that he is a jerk....I was totally surprised, I did have a huch about this but now I did get it confirmed...she did end her relationship to him....
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Lately my Dream nights are so filled up with Dreams so it is impossible for me to remember them or to bring any order for telling them, this does of course compell me, maybe it is such a mess that it has to come up this way first and then slowly when I have processed them more they will be remembered.
I only remember this from last night Dreams, or I Heard someone say...the beast is catched and put away...the feeling I got was that what ever I have feared and what have made me freeze is now taken care off so I can go on with more security and ease....Thank you whom ever it is or was for letting me Breathe freely.....Thank you!!
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In last night Dream I was with a man and a dog, we walked on a Winter road, it was so narrow and snow walls higher then us...when we meet a car we have to stand still and lean against the snow wall for them to pass and they drow very slowly not to harm us....I said...how a narrow road....now we meet a horse and someone riding the horse, they tried to take us from the road up to the Woods, but then a man appeared and the only thing I remember is the feeling he left with me, and that he said...Shalom....I said also Shalom and knew I shall not go up to the Woods and follow the horse path, the man looked at the dog and it piied so much that it was not natural...but I did not Think anything about it...the dog did not want to walk anymore with us...so I told the man...he will follow us I am sure of it....and we walked on this narrow road....and here I awoke.
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I have had very odd Dreams lately last night I had this Dream and in it´s oddness it shows my inner how I Think all is possible...
In this Dream I was preagnent with a Child to my second husbands daughter??!! (how odd and sick thought) First I was only happy and I was not thinking if it is possible or not, I was just happy, then thoughts started to invade me...and I was thinking...I can´t be preagnent to her, it needs sperms and she does not have it....then the next thought come when this couple man and a women did look at each others in surprise....oh I said...is this the time where everyone is hermafordite?? they did look at each others and did not understand what I meant...I said...that have both sperm and eggs, and it has nothing to do if you are female or male...you just decide when you meet and want Children who is who...?? The couple did be more surprised....
In the Dream when my thoughts started that of course I can´t be preagnent to her, and also how our morales does work, to even have this thought is sick in our World, and this shows my way how I am....I do not want to be with relatives in that way, but how would I Think if I was not teached it is wrong?? (I was not teached by my relatives but I have been teached from early childhood as I call it from the Universe)
So I can imagen Cultures where they do not have these rules or moral codexes all is possible...so to live in a society you have to have rules other wise it will become chaos....and if it is possible to have this hierachy with up and down...or low and high.....then I can imagen that in the lower realms this is how they live....and in the higher you have strickt rules to live by....
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I am a bit embarresed and in shame to tell what my several nights Dreams have bean about.....s...x......I have bean raped so many times in my Life so the Dreams have bean about a man who do have so much patience with me....and I can both see and feel he is determined to heal me on this area....of course I am greatful, but I see how damaged I am of the bad experiences I have on this area......I will not say anything about in details.....
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In last night Dreams I was chased by wild animals, like lions...this time I did not just run away, I did scare them back...and I did succeed :-)....It felt good :-)
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In last night Dream I did see a horse with wings....there where a bunch of people too, looking at the horse and I hear someone saying...like this was true...so I focus on the wings on the horse for to see if it is fake, but it was not, it was real and it looked like the horse had real wings....so I was thinking....do this not be real ?? How do it look like when it is real??..
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I have had many dreams the theam of me "parenting" others...for example..my former neigbour who had a addiction problems with her gf...they had a child in the dream..I was helping them in all way´s thinkable...like bringing blankets and food...so in this dream they had a child...prox...2 yrs age...they let him smoke...I was so angry so I did take the cigarett from the childs hands and told the parents that it is not good thing...they like looked at me like I was crazy...
This theam has bean for longer time now....
But last night I was harrassed as I feel I am in real life....they just did not let me be...and I told in this dream as I feel in real life...trying to get someone to help me......Now when this dream has bean dreamt....I ought to see differenceses start to happening in my real life....I really hope so....I have bean harrassed for so many years, that my body is telling me it will shut down and then I have no place to be in.....so I hope the help is on the way...for real.
I did pray in the dream over all who have turn theire´s back´s on GOD to understand that they are making HELL to them selves..It is not easy to talk about GOD when all religions have made people to feel...that there is no GOD....should understand the difference and not look at peoples crazy doings and think that why does GOD let all this suffering happen...It has nothing to do with GOD, it is all our own creatings....all the suffering. GOD is healing....so turn back to GOD the real GOD.
GOD is pure LOVE therefore HE can not make suffering!!
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I have again had so intense dreams that it will take time to digest them....but tonight I had a wonderful dream...I moved in to my new house....wonderful, beautiful, huge, it was so huge like a palace, or casle....wow....and only I had the key.
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Last night I did have a dream with American Indian´s and fearious wild boar´s….I was traveling in an caravan…The Indian´s was on horses riding they where several riding in a row up on the road, and I came traveling only in my caravan?? I did manuevre it with my thoughts and will….The wild boars they where 2…first one man did hit down one of them, with bear fists…and the other did jump up on the roof of my caravan…I did wiggle the wild boar down and I did hit it with the caravan so we where able to go on our trip….
In this episode I did meet 2 of my ex bf´s …one is dead, and the other I do not know anything about…I was only 23 yrs old when I met him for a short time….so I do not understand this dream at all??...Those 2 bf´s did co-operate for my favor, against one old bf who did make something bad against me what I was not at all familar with, but those both ex bf´s did know about, and they where helping me??